You look fine Christina! I have a picture where I said the same thing. I told my friends.... "Why didn't you tell me I was that BIG! How could you not tell me! I thought you were my friends!". and they told me that I didn't look that big in person, that it was just the picture and for me to chill out. You are doing great, so just keep it up. Like you said before, we see ourselves differently then everybody else. We are much harder on ourselves. Even when I was thinner I thought I was still big but other people thought differently. So don't worry!