its 1:00 am here..and i just put my son to bed after doing some chores, i am tired as hell
i was up 8 :00 am this morning and since then i am just running around the house or taking care of kid,i dont get much time for myself

now finally he is asleep and i have some time to spend with myself...but iam so tired to even think what to do now
i really want to do 30 minutes on Tm and weights but i have got no energies

it feels like i am letting down the person who gave me the program to work on!

i wish i had a colone who could do the rest of the work when iwas busy exercising,eating was a bit too much again
ate 5 apricots and another 200 grams of rice
i will never be there where i want to be

i am just sick of my busy life...and inability to workout..aaaahhh
sorry had to vent..but i know i will never be able to get that body i desire...
and btw smoked 5 cigretts today ,and i am so stressed out for last couple of days that i have got this huge bile on my forehard,very uncool:|