Sigh!! Thanks OHD, you're probably right. I'll just pick out the most super slimmig clothes I've got - my mother may be the only one who'll notice anyway. She's the only one of my extended family who noticed that I had put on weight (the future sister in law never knew me thinner). If my mother see me in shorts or a bathing suit she'll surely notice!! (She's also the only person who in the family who knows I wasn't happy about my weight).
Well, I just got back from one of the most emotionally exhausting weekends I've had in a really long time. The bf's family is having some trouble - well, one couple in particular - they are splittin up, at least temporarily, and I ended up trying to play therapist all weekend in another state. Saturday turned into a major cheat day! Okay, you remember how I said Pepsi tasted like crap? Well, Barq's root beer apparently still tastes FANTASTIC - much to my dismay. I brought food with me, but with all the emotional trauma going on, and then so many family members together, ordering delivery food in groups, etc -- I ended up eating a good breakfast, but then pizza, pizza, barq's, and like HALF of one of those nice big bags of Chex mix. And a bowl of ice cream. Sigh. Okay, so I just told myself, chalk it up as a cheat day, and forget about it!
Somehow, I still appear to be a pound and a half lighter than when I left - which could be a today fluke, but hey, I was terrified I'd gone UP! Not changing the ticker yet though -- I'll give it a few days to see if it's real!