A NEW LIFE DIARY. . .m24m

WOW 4 KIDS!!! AMAZING.. CONGRATS JUST ON THAT,, I HAVE ONE BOY AND IT'S SO HARD AND YOU HAVE 4.:grouphug:.. Well I am just dropping by to say and see how you are doing?? I saw your juice recipes damn they sound yummy!!! So is it fun living in Germany, have your kids learned German? sounds fun!!! Well good luck on your journey.. We will do this all together.. Keep up with the bellydancing.. sounds sexy.. I'm gonna look into that.. I love bellydancers!! Take care:)
 
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LOL. . Thanks. .I think. . .ha ha ha

I honestly think that when I had one kid it was harder . .well sometimes I look back and can only dream . .kidding. .It's cool my three sons are in school so I just have the baby at home. . man, I forgot what it was like having a toddler. . :eek2: My kids are in the German immersion class offered with the dodds school but they wouldn't be able to go out and have a conversation with another kid. .I honestly thing they should be learning as much Spanish as they can!! But being in Germany you want your kids to learn and understand the culture around them and the language and we have been out traveling so yeah it has been fun

. .damn, I better get on the Spanish and quick ;)

Just so you all know the juice recipes are not mine I took them form a bunch of different sites and put them on the word doc! :)

Yeah a friend just called and is taking ALL three of my kids to Yabadoo today :O I don't have any idea what I am going to do with myself. . . Bet I will find something to clean though. .lmao
 
hehe whoooh thanks for sharing... i cant wait to try some of the recipes =D

mmm we put in for arkansas sooo my mom could be with her best friend and her husband... but we are no longer talking to them because the husband is one of those people.... who thinks he is just sooo amazing at everything and knows it ALL! soo the lady never manages to keep friends =T

anywho... yeah i would much rather be stressfree during moving, we waited till the last minute and it was insane! lol.
 
holy shit I just posted on someones journal and it took a little while to hit me but I have lost a total of 7 pounds since I have been here or I think just a few days before I joined is when I really made the decision. .blah blah anyway. .That is an average of 2 pounds a week right. . because I started on the 12Th of Jan. I am so happy right now I could scream! or eat some Ice Cream. .Ha Ha kidding. . . . it's freezer burned I already checked. . .tee hee heee. .come on it was for the kids anyway ;)

I love it here. .I guess being here and getting feed back and support really does keep one motivated. .I have never had a good support system till I met my husband and now he isn't here, so let me tell you all thank you! here is to the next 7 :):cheers2:

I can't believe how stupid and Korney and giddy I am right now. .lol
 
Thank you!!!!!

I woke up this morning and the scale said 178.5 :hurray: I kept jumping off and back on to make sure it wasn't lying to me. .lol. .I weigh myself every morning at the same time, I know that some people disagree with this but for me it really helps me go through my day, Like if I get the kids some cookies I think about my weight and say uuuuh hell no!!! I like to see how my body changes on a day to day basis too I don't flip out when it goes down a few pounds or up a few pounds, being a woman I know that there are many factors in fluctuating weight. BUTTT I have to say that USUALLY when I weigh myself I have been between 183 and 182 then I weigh myself a few hours later after I have had a few drinks and it goes up a few pounds well I did that this morning just like every morning and the scale did go up to 180 so I THINK I can safely say I have dropped a few more pounds in the last couple of days. I want to change my ticker but at the same time if it goes back up I am scared to have to change it again so I am going to change it every 10 pounds. .maybe. .I have been drinking juice in the morning instead of eating, if I sip on it I am good to go and don't feel sick.

I have started drinking coffee again :( I don't know I guess I was all proud of myself and you guys giving support helped but when I told people I know they were like yeah whatever. .and if that's not bad enough I told my husband I quit drinking coffee and started drinking tea,(this was about a week into it) and he said "oh great drop one addiction for a new one" or something to that affect and I told him I lost a few pounds (I think then it was like 4 or 5) and he was not very supportive at all. He told me he lost 5 pounds and I am all happy for him telling him great job and stuff and he, when I told him was just kinda like whatever. .funny how I started drinking coffee again after his comment but I keep losing weight. .lol. .I was pretty pissed at him though and I told him he could be more supportive, I know it was ONLY a few pounds but fuck it was a lot to me!!
He usually is supportive, I don't know why he was being like that, maybe he was having a bad day. .

I really am missing my husband even though he was being a butt to me. I hate being away from him. The only thing really getting me through this is that when he does come home he is going to get a brand new woman. A happier, healthier, and sexier woman!!

Okay I know I made this really really long. .sorry if you are one of the lucky ones reading this. .lmao. ..

I am going to taking pictures of myself for every 10 pounds lost for the before and after BUT I'm not going to post it till I have reached my goal.

Okay well, considering I only had 2 hours sleep last night I am going to recruit my kids to help with the whites and relax. . .Thanks to leftovers, I don't have to cook WOOOHOOO
 
:party:Congratulations!!!:party: Wow to be at th 179 is such an accomplishment.. Just imagine next time it's gonna be 169... Wow isn't it amazing how your starting to feel the difference... Good for you and you know about your husband who cares...:) For some reason men husbands boyfriends are so unsupportive especially when it comes to weightloss.. So just come on here and you will get all the support you need and us women we r funny we get mad if they don't notice, if they call us bigger, I think as women were damned if they do and damned if they don't... :biggrinjester:.... You go girl!!!! Your really doing it this time...:cheers2: Is it really bad to drink coffee?? I haven't been able to kick that habit either...
 
Yep. .damned if they do and damned if they don't . . LOL. .Keepin em on there toes. .LMAO

uuh. .I really am not sure if coffee is BAD for you but I know that it isn't that good for you. .lol. if that makes any sense. I use splenda and coffee mates hazelnut creamer in mine so I know that makes it unhealthier. but at the same time I really don't want to deprive myself and set myself up for failure.

since I already weigh myself every morning I am going to post it up here too and probably food intake also. after all that is what this thread is for right? figure I better start utilizing it to my benefit.

I did some lifting with the 5lb dumb bells I have. .I know that isn't much weight but I had a blood clot in my shoulder back a few years ago and with to much activity my arm really swells up and my newly routed veins pop out really bad and I keep getting tennis elbow, I had it first in my right wrist after my daughter was born, I couldn't even pick her up it sucked real bad but then it moved to my elbow and I went to see the doc and he just kinda dismissed it like yep you have tennis elbow and that was that so I just delt with it and found online some little exercises to do for it and it go better and now it is in my left elbow GRRRRR. . I couldn't do ANYTHING to make it feel better, and honestly it hurts so bad some days that it was hard to sleep. .so back to my the point I am trying to make I used the dumb bells, can't tell you the exact things I did but it was 3 sets of 20 doing the elbows to the side and bringing the fist to the chest and then the same with arms to sides and straight up and down and bending over and putting elbows to your sides and going back and then over head down back. .I know I sound like an idiot I have no idea what to call them. .it really would be much easier. .LOL. .anyway my elbow hurt so bad while doing it and I thought for a minute I might hurt myself worse if I kept doing it but when I was done it felt SO much better, it still hurts a bit but I can pick up a coffee cup which I couldn't do before so yeah. . .I have a kid home sick today but I am going to try and get some core palates done today. The first time I did it I was disappointed while doing it thinking this is not working, this sucks, but damn I sure could feel all the muscles I never do existed afterwards so I kn ow it does help ;D

today's weigh in. . 179


as of 9:30 a.m nothing but a glass of oj and two cups of coffee. .I guess I should do this at the end of the day eh?. .lol. .but I'm bored

Thanks for the support!! you guys have no idea (well you probably do) but it really means a lot to me!! :blush5:
 
hmmm that is sooo odd... my neighbor told my mom
on the phone this morning that she had a blood clot
and had to stop going to curves... =T

and i hope he was just in a bad mood..
girl you will always have support from us^^
we really want you to succeed!
 
congrats on your weigth loss ;)

and don't mind that your housband was not that supportive, you know what my boyfriend usually does?
He knows that I count calories and he always calculates the amount of calories he had (so lets say about 4000-5000 a day....and he is still thin and nice and...*garg*).
Or another really nice thing he does is talking with friends of him about my weigth.....I got really angry at the moment I got to know this....seriously, it is a personal thing not something he can tell like everyone (and especially not persons I do not like :cuss:). I really hope he got that point because I don't like that all of his friends know my exact weigth and caloric intake per day :leaving:
 
schokobaerchen said:
congrats on your weigth loss ;)

and don't mind that your housband was not that supportive, you know what my boyfriend usually does?
He knows that I count calories and he always calculates the amount of calories he had (so lets say about 4000-5000 a day....and he is still thin and nice and...*garg*).
Or another really nice thing he does is talking with friends of him about my weigth.....I got really angry at the moment I got to know this....seriously, it is a personal thing not something he can tell like everyone (and especially not persons I do not like :cuss:). I really hope he got that point because I don't like that all of his friends know my exact weigth and caloric intake per day :leaving:
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:smilielol5::smilielol5:That's some funny shit!! I would stick a gun up his ass:smash::smash:.. if he told people my weight :smilielol5::smilielol5: Damn he's lucky to still be alive.. lmao!!!!
 
schokobaerchen said:
could you tell him that? He still does not get my point but he accepted the rule: NO talk about my girlfriends weigth....to NOBODY :coolgleamA:
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:smilielol5: :rofl::smilielol5: Yes don't speak about my girlfriends weight or :reddevil:I will stick my foot up your ass and tell me how that shit feels.. You better moan.....rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr :reddevil: God this is some funny shit.. I needed to read this!!! You made my day.. :rofl:
 
OMG. . You guys KILL me. . ROLMFAO :smilielol5: . . .I SOOOOOOOO woulda put him in the dog house!!!! :toetap05:IF I that subject EVER comes up around people I can tell jokes about my weight just cause it makes me feel more comfortable but my husband always. .ALWAYS sticks his tail between his legs and shuts his mouth after first telling me SHUUUT UUUP your beautiful. .hee hee. . I can't believe your boyfriend did that someone needs to give your guy a handbook. . lmao. .:smash: it in to him

Yesterday sucked ass!!! I had my coffee and then around 11 a.m I had half of an English muffin and then at 5 I had 3 Vienna sausages with three cheese sticks and then at 11p.m I had a salad with that three bean salad stuff in a can in it and garbanzos beans. .but that's not why it sucked, it sucked because I had a cup of coffee sitting on my desk from earlier and I heard my daughter getting into one of the CHILD PROOD LOCKED cabinets and I went to run in there and on my way I knocked the flippin coffee ALL over my desk, my keyboard AND inside my tower (I have the side panel off). . what a mess. . .but the baby. .I got in there because I was more concerned for her to find out what exactly she was getting into and I get in there and she pulls out some crackers and said cwacker mama and hurries and shuts the cupboard and tries to put the lock back on :O. .I tell ya kids are to smart for there own good sometimes. .and thank the wonderful cleaning lady. .thad be me. . for doing such a fantastic job cleaning up the mess. . .

today. . .uh. . . oh yeah I had an half of English muffin again today YEAH. . I FINALLY found something that doesn't make me ill. .just half though. .and the around 1 I had a bowl of frosted flakes. .my weight this morning was back at 180. .that's cool tho. . I am about ready to step it up and put some sweat into it. .I didn't get to do my Pilate's either cause of that whole coffee mess and then dealing with all the kids and blah blah blah. by the time they were in bed I was spent.

Angelica: I'm sorry to hear about your moms friend! Blood clots can be very very dangerous. . three years before I got mine my sister in law went in for a heart transplant and her body took to it just fine, they closed her up and a few hours later she died of a clot. When I went in for mine my husband and I were horsin around and I hit the back of my arm above my elbow and it started to bruise really really bad and fast the next day my arms was swollen and I could barley make a fist but me being the dumb ass I am waited for FIVE days before I went in. I never had been to the doctors before so I was reluctant to go but he said that had I waited one more hour it could have traveled to my heart and killed me :O BUT if she is seeing a doc I'm sure she will be just fine. Hopefully she's not prone to them.

okay I gotta go start something for dinner. .
 
I had to order pizza tonight :banghead:, my husband called and I only get to talk to him a few times a week for only 30 minutes:( and well I kinda forgot about dinner. .I had cut up some steaks into strips with some pasta and yams and it was almost done when he called. . .anyway, I asked for a salad but sometimes the salads here on base at the restaurants are really really bad so I asked the guy and he actually told me the truth. .so anyway I didn't get one and I am out of lettuce at home so I had two pieces of pizza. .it was supreme :confused: anyway, I am not really feeling to well physically or mentally right now so I'm gonna call it a night. .:cry:. .I need to get my emotions under control!! not just the pizza. .just having a hard time in general and I think that pizza just put my emotions on the front burner all the sudden. .damn I hate when I get like this. .:boxing::nopity:

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I don't know who the hell let Debbi downer in here but don't worry y'all I kicked her ass out a here! (sorry for the whining)

I have woken up this morning with a new attitude. .I'm done making excuses,or at least I am going to work them out, I need to figure out a time to get in some exercise and tell myself that the house doesn't need to be clean all the time!!!! That is a huge problem for me, I clean after my kids go to school and before my daughter wakes up and then when she goes down for a nap I clean some more till the boys get home then its chaos again and you cant even tell I have done anything. . you moms know what I am saying. .so screw it!! my health is more important then the blocks all over the floor or the whites not getting folded. .I have a white board in my kitchen and I am going to be counting calories! never thought I would here myself say that, I always thought it would be to hard, I think it will be a challenge for me but looking at it all and writing it down I think will put things into perspective for me.

okay I am off to get some cleaning done so that when it comes time to exercise I have to excuses.
 
Damn girl!!! It's hard to have 1 kid.. I think I would go coocoo with 4 and my husband far away.... awwwww I totally feel your stress and anxiety...:grouphug: It's ok to vent:rant: that's what we are here for.. You can't be perfect.. Your doing amazing... I think counting calories will be a good idea.. It works for sure.. What have you been doing?? I never asked you?? and about two slices of pizza who cares.. do something different from now.. Yeah it's good to count calories.. and maybe eat fruits when you get hungry.. well regardless stay up!!! your doing wonderful and everyday that you stay healthy is one more day thru your journey...and then finally you make it to the finish line.. oh shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we all make it to the finish line!!!!:party:
 
believe me...counting calories is easy ;) and just to mention: If you would have done earlier you wouldn't have gotten ab bad conscience due to the two slices of pizza because than you would have realiesed that they are not that bad ;)(dam....that sentence is really wrong....did you get what I wanted to say?)

One weekend after starting counting calories I had pizza and teramisu (okay....a ligth version....but I had it ;) ) aaaand I sticked to my calories....i would die if i coudn't eat chocolate or pizza or whatever...not every day...but occasional ;)

And although I am not a mum of 4 :p (buuut I have two siblings....one brother and one sister and a dog and a grandmother who is developing dementia) I can really understand the cleaning thing. I do not live at my parents home anymore but I visit them each and every weekend and since I moved I can really understand why my mother got angry that often :willy_nilly: it's hard work
 
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