a Hillbilly diary

So do I.... If I'm in bed before the sun comes up, It's a good day lol.

hee hee hee - how are ya gonna manage when you get a job - lol

For me it is the single mom thing - my oldest is old enough to do her own thing which works - she is given rules and for hte most part she follows them...For me well - Im usually absolutly exhausted by 10 - 1030 that is bed time...but my youngest is an animal - lol...and I just dont have fight for her she goes to be when I do with me b/c it is easiest...I just havent had the time or energy to set aside to enforce a proper bedtime...

Sometimes I really wish I had another parent around but waht can one do - LOL
 
Ok I must say I have a BABY that is an up all nighter and he is going through the scream at the top of your lungs type screams when I try to go to bed he doesn't like his crib or playpen and on nights when he doesn't sleep in the PP I try putting him bed with me and hubby and he jumps up and down rips my hair out pinches ect so nothing but INSOMNIA for me these days lol.

Lol thats funny how you all sleep in shifts what ever works to get that shut eye in!I need to try the chicken salad I make my tuna salad w/ boiled eggs and lite miracle whip but I am starting to not like the FISHY taste anymore lol.
Hope you have a nice Tuesday it's almost midnight I must attempt closing my eyes Tammy
 
well yesterday didn't go so well. I didn't have the chicken salad for lunch or the tomatoes. It was an off day. I did have two peanut butter sandwiches with a glass of milk. Not the best choice before bed but i think since my meals were off I was super hungry.

Today has been ok. I have been awake a whole 30 minutes now lol. It was movie night and and we watched 300, pathfinder and fell asleep to reservoir dogs. Well it was about 6 am by then so it was more than bed time.

I'm going to try and get to the gym tonight but I still feel like hell. It's strange how much your blood pressure can affect the way you feel.

I'm not really expecting a weight loss this week. Just diet alone just doesn't do much anymore. I guess I'm just getting old lol.......
 
I know how you feel. Hope you get thAt under control soon. Hate for you to not feel up to par. Here's to tomorrow and better choices!!:beerchug:
 
Breakfast: cottage cheese.
(240 calories)

Lunch: chicken salad with half of an avocado; canned chicken, salad dressing, pickle relish, green onion tops, 2 boiled eggs, half of an avocado.
[120+40+15+20+140+162]
(497 calories)

Dinner: Grilled onion, green red and green and yellow bell peppers with a turkey breast. [60+120+300
(480 calories)

Snack: 2 tomatoes
(100 calories)

Snack: protein bar
(190 calories)

Drinks: water
(0 calories)

Total: 1507
 
hello everyone. Today has been a good day other than didn't make it to the gym. I just feel like hell still. I'm sure it will take two or three days until my blood pressure decided to stay up or down. right now it's bouncing from 180/70 to about 115/80 so it's an interesting ride. It should stabilize as more of the medicine starts to work...... well I hope so anyhow lol......

I just feel bad in general but hey thats life...........

Diet has been ok today just another day lol.
 
"It's 4:30 am and all is well" cried the town idiot that had been placed at his post for one little discretion with the mayors wife. Two minutes of sex and now he must walk miles and miles yelling at the top of his lungs. " I don't know what she's mad at; after all it was two whole minutes this time." such strange behavior for a full grown married woman. We'll sure shes not married to me but still how childish to start yelling for her husband like that. I mean I gave her a full glass of 3 cent wine. There is just no making her happy. I'll never mess around with a married woman again. It just ain't worth it. It's nothing but trouble. I mean it's just...... " Hello garbage mans wife." "How's your husband doing tonight?" Oh hes out of town........ hmmmmm...... " How would you like me to walk you home?" Hmmmmmm......... did I say never????????????????

LOL ok yes I'm in a strange mood but it's 4:45ish and the house is quiet and here on the night shift there just ain't much to do. Ahhhh the life of a vampire; nothing but infomercials and being alone in my thoughts. One thing I noticed about being alone in my head, there is a lot of room in here lol....:jump:

Well I think I'll get another shot of tequila and a slice of lime..........
::::::::::Oh like you couldn't tell::::::::::::::rotflmao:
 
right now it's bouncing from 180/70 to about 115/80 so it's an interesting ride. It should stabilize as more of the medicine starts to work...... well I hope so anyhow lol......

I just feel bad in general but hey thats life...........


Well I will say so - ha ha ha - no wonder you are feelign weird and bad and so on - that is quite a drastic set of numbers back and forth - lol

Im sorry you've been feeling bad:hug2:

I have been too but that is nether here nor there


"It's 4:30 am and all is well" cried the town idiot that had been placed at his post for one little discretion with the mayors wife. Two minutes of sex and now he must walk miles and miles yelling at the top of his lungs. " I don't know what she's mad at; after all it was two whole minutes this time." such strange behavior for a full grown married woman. We'll sure shes not married to me but still how childish to start yelling for her husband like that. I mean I gave her a full glass of 3 cent wine. There is just no making her happy. I'll never mess around with a married woman again. It just ain't worth it. It's nothing but trouble. I mean it's just...... " Hello garbage mans wife." "How's your husband doing tonight?" Oh hes out of town........ hmmmmm...... " How would you like me to walk you home?" Hmmmmmm......... did I say never????????????????

LOL ok yes I'm in a strange mood but it's 4:45ish and the house is quiet and here on the night shift there just ain't much to do. Ahhhh the life of a vampire; nothing but infomercials and being alone in my thoughts. One thing I noticed about being alone in my head, there is a lot of room in here lol....:jump:

Well I think I'll get another shot of tequila and a slice of lime..........
::::::::::Oh like you couldn't tell::::::::::::::rotflmao:

:rofl: :rofl: :rofl: So I never figured out if you were talkin abt sex with your wife - or you ahving sex with the mayor's wife or or or - ha ha ha - your a goof ball:D:D:D

Yes another shot and then bed...

I hate slowly down because then I have time to think me and thinking is a bad thing...LOL
 
So I never figured out if you were talking abt sex with your wife - or you ahving sex with the mayor's wife or or or - ha ha ha - your a goof ball

Yes another shot and then bed...

I hate slowly down because then I have time to think me and thinking is a bad thing...LOL

No... just being a goofball lol. I took a break from the real story I was writing and it seemed like the thing to say. Two minutes ; poor guy I think they make medicine for that.

Well I'm awake at almost 4 pm. Now thinking I need something for breakfast. I think I'm going to be going straight from breakfast to dinner seeing as what the time is. That or I may just wait for dinner since it is so late.
 
Hey,

Just poppin' in to say hi and see how you're doing.
You wake up sooooo late. When do you get to bed?

- Sunny
I try to be in bed at least by 6 am. I'll try and get to bed early tongiht. I'm shooting for 1 or 2 am.
 
well I only ate once today but it was Chinese so not the best and then went to the movies and saw sunrise and it reminded me of 2001 space odyssey. I did have some popcorn and the movies and some of my wifes soda..... bad choices but hey it happened....
 
Yesterday must have been "Bad Choice Day". I had more than enough brownies and followed it up with the best French Onion Soup I've made in a long time. Yum, but not so great for me.

You'll be alright! :D

- Sunny
 
Yea since I haven't been feeling right and not going to the gym the choices just get worse and worse. I think it's more of the comfort food when you feel bad kinda thing..... That and not getting up until 3 pm throws it off as well; you don't get your final meals until about midnight lol.... Ugh I gotta get it together.
 
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