Well I'm officially a fuck up. How is it that I can have the discipline to run 30 miles a week and I'm still stuck in the 280's ... the same weight I was in November? Well, I guess I know ... every time I lose 10 lbs I pig out for 2 days and gain most of it back. Ahhh! Like tonight, the snow is bad so I don't run, and then I snack, and snack and snack some more! I told myself I NEED to track my food and so I do for a 2 weeks and do great, then stop for 3 days and it all goes to hell.
So starting tomorrow I'm going to post my shit everyday. Or else I think I'm going to be the fattest man running this marathon. But damn if I won't be in good shape.
Going to bed so I can get up at 2:45am and get to the gym by 3:45 so I can get a good, long run in. I'll be back on schedule then and ready to kick some ass.
By the way ... why is it that everyone wants to call me skinny? Uh, HELLO! my fat ass is 280+ pounds. I wish my family would belittle and degrade me to keep me motivated. I seemed to work much better when everyone doubted me. Haha.
Damn, 10 miles on the treadmill?! I really don't think I could do that. I bet you could make it happen though!
Nice job hitting 28 miles... in one week!?! Jeez. I need to kick it up a notch and start running more again!
Yeah, it's gonna suck in a way. Outside is much more fun. But I really want to be a distance runner. In my wildest dreams I'd be able to run a 3:10 marathon in 5 years and qualify for Boston. Might as well try. I'm really passionate about running, which I guess most people don't understand. But I'm just cranky now b/c I haven't run in 2 days. It relieves all my stresses and leaves me high for half the day. I'm planning on building up to 40 miles per week by the end of March and staying there for the whole year (except tapering for my 2 marathons) until next winter. If the rule of run 2 seconds faster for every pound you lose holds up ... I should be pretty quick once I hit 180.
Oh, and I just ordered a book on nutrition for endurance running, so hopefully that gives me some good insight.