So, yesterday food-wise was very good, up until the drinking of course

Actually very proud of myself- DIDN'T get super drunk, thank GOD! 2009 is already going well, lol! Today, sat around my house and chilllled. Ate some pizza, but thats bout it, so I wasn't overly worried bout the intake today. I watched 3 hours of TLC "Worlds largest.." oh man. It made me sooo sad to see people getting to 8-900 lbs. The drs were saying that someone that large eats over 30,000cals a DAY. 2 weeks worth of calories for an average person in 1 day. Wow. I'm watching and thinking to myself, No WAY could I let myself get that big. But lets be honest- I let myself get THIS big, so how do I know I couldn't turn out like that one day?! Scary thought.
My new zune should be here VERY soon, yay! Need some music, need to go to the gym. Honestly, its not the work or the diet that concerns me- its the maintaining... After we got back from Las Vegas I pretty much quit everything. DUMB! I need to get my brain around the maintanence part. Don't know how to do that yet..