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cinderelly said:
need to get back into making yoga a part of my daily life agian.Ive been focusing on working out at work as well.

So i think my problem is i just cant seem to make my mind stop running.This last year year ive been meaning to focus on and explore my spiritual side>Both my parents are very spiritual and as are alot of my friends.
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Sounds like you have the Question AND the Answer--YOGA! :hurray:

That is so cool with the nose piercing, I am impressed!!! :hurray: NICE! You're in a great frame of mind, darling, despite the lack of time to exercise--we'll both GET ON IT!!!!
 
Hey Girl!! Glad to see you made it through a boot camp session. Sounds like you liked it. I found a boot camp here, and I'm thinking I might join in January.

What did you like best about it?
 
Blancita said:
So sorry to hear of the brake in. People are just MEAN!

Good job getting all your xmas stuff done!

TTYS :)
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Hey you,

Most of it is done, I dont believe you are ever really fully done.At least with me having the kids there is always more and last minute things, I will bw buying right up till Xmas.



reluctantcabbie said:
Hello, pretty lady!!

People suck sometimes don't they?!?!

You, are a cool mom... getting your nose pierced with your teenager is the kind of thing she will definitely remember, and... being the cool mom is always good because of the communication that comes with it on the important stuff.
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Ya ive done alot with her and them as in her and her friends, everytime they got new holes I did as well...but the nose was a big thing, LOL...we even got them on the same side and same earings...

SHe is a little tiffed with me though , cuz i managed to find a skull and cross bone earing to put in my nose, LOL


Curvie Girlie said:
Sounds like you have the Question AND the Answer--YOGA! :hurray:

That is so cool with the nose piercing, I am impressed!!! :hurray: NICE! You're in a great frame of mind, darling, despite the lack of time to exercise--we'll both GET ON IT!!!!
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I use to do yoga lots and yes yoga will be part of it along with my meditation...I am spiritual and it is time to start letting the spiritual side:)LOL...

Taneesha has been missing yoga as well.i think we went for 6 months every wednesday together...

Ya which is why Im trying to focus on doing it at work no matter how tired I am.Then at least it is done.

MissJellyBelly said:
Hey Girl!! Glad to see you made it through a boot camp session. Sounds like you liked it. I found a boot camp here, and I'm thinking I might join in January.

What did you like best about it?
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I loved boot cam and for me the reason I wanted was cuz i needed to give myself that extra push and step things up and cuz It focuses on all the things I hate doing and dont do, lol.And when I am at boot camp I have but no choice to do it!

I do plan on going back in January and have been missing it terribally.It all depends on finances however...
 
Ka so someone asked me if i suffer from anxiety and immediately I say of course not, LOL...

But as I sit here and look at the clock i will tell you what goes through my mind...

It is noon and I have to be back at work for 10pm...so that is 10 hrs and then I think about all the things I still ahve to do and need to do before i have to be inside work in 10 hrs, horrible huh.Then i stress about what and how and so on and so on...

Im just drinking my tea and having my pill cocktail and t hen heading off ot bed, hopefully i can get some sleep.

This is gonna be a looong sleep less week for me.

The van has been written off.Appearantly an ammature tried stealing the van and really butchered, wrecked it so bad that it isnt worth fixing:(Im hoping to break evne.Ijust got that van and I havent evne paid for it yet:(

*SIGH*

Anyway im gonna go lay down and listen to my cds and that will prob make me drift off.

With having no vechicle and all of us sharing one, means Taneesha will be home with Granny all week and i will get very little sleep:(
 
I know what you mean about the Boot Camp pushing you to the next level. I tend to avoid anything that makes me work too hard on my own. lol

When I do Jillian Michaels DVDs though, she sure pushes me out of my comfort zone. Those are tough!!! I need to start doing more of those, because it's an amazing work out. I feel accomplished once I've made it to the end, with lots of pausing of course. lol
 
Curvie Girlie said:
DAMN! You need that sleep, I swear it aids weight loss! :cry:
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Ya probually since I havent lost weight in forever, LOL...

MissJellyBelly said:
I know what you mean about the Boot Camp pushing you to the next level. I tend to avoid anything that makes me work too hard on my own. lol

When I do Jillian Michaels DVDs though, she sure pushes me out of my comfort zone. Those are tough!!! I need to start doing more of those, because it's an amazing work out. I feel accomplished once I've made it to the end, with lots of pausing of course. lol
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Ha i hear ya there LOL!Jillian has work out dvds, I never even thought about that, I should look into it.Sounds like Tae Bo for me, lol.He knocks me on my ass and I sweat like a pig and huff and puff but i love him!
 
So as if things haven't been bad enough...last night I hear this gush of water and it is my hot water pipe under my sink that burst:(My toilet hasn't worked in weeks.We need to use water pressure (Filling up a jug and pouring into toilet bowl)

<y van was wrecked and written off, it hasn't been a good week:(

However I did get some good news today!My oldest, old daycare center gives priority over wait lists for sibilings to return :) So this means inspite of the daycares big ass waiting list...Taneesha can go there, YES!This is the best day care around.It is ridiculous, they have such horrible wait lists.I was so happy to hear this, I had given up on them as I had already called twice and heard nothign in two weeks:)

Part of my stress has been looking for and finding a new daycare.It takes alot of time and grunt work and I wont settle for anything less when it comes to my kids.Especially their care.

My other stress has been the ex, he is a pain in my ass...He appearantly has a g/f now (good for him:)It wont last he is the problem in relationships.He wants me to meet her and blah blah blah...Funny thing is I told him she will never be a part of my daughters life or have antythign to do with her and his responce :Who cares, she is ONLY my g/f not family: WOW Classy guy he is!

Now he is fucking us around again with visits...he started coming on Tuesdays cuz it is the only time and day he can actually make an effort to see her.Well cancelled the week before and cancelled yesturday and now just cancelled today...with the snow he wants to go shovel snow instead to make some extra cash instead of seeing her.

I told him it is time to stop pretending and to just give up.She will never be important to her and never has been.There is no point in him being a part of our lives...I dont want my lil girl to spend her life beign dissappointed, although she is so good she wouldn't look at it like that.She would be forgiving and understand...

INTERESTING...On Monday in preschool...she looks at me and says :i don't know if i love my dad, i just dont know...: I asked her why she would say that or wonder that and then told her it wasn't a discussion for daycare...Havemt heard anymore about it.
 
On a side note:

My medation cd's are helping me sleep better...

last night at work I used my stepper for 30 mins:)

and this morning went for a 1.5 mile walk in the snow in 35 mins:)I took some pretty pics will try to post later on...

I am down 5 lbs, weird really...Ive hardly exercised or drank water and I have had fast food twice this last week, hell twice in the same weekend...and have had some homemade cheese cake and been eatign salt and vinager chips (Mrs vickies) But yet I loose 5 lbs...So I go to boot cmap work my ass off eat well and dont loose a lb, interesting...
 
On the weight loss: That IS bizarre! :eek: WOWZAS, well maybe your body is "catching up" from boot camp (?)

Thank goodness for better sleep!

Ugh, the ex husband. That is fucked up that he'd rather shovel snow instead of see your daughter, I am so sorry Cerella :(
 
cinderelly said:
Ha i hear ya there LOL!Jillian has work out dvds, I never even thought about that, I should look into it.Sounds like Tae Bo for me, lol.He knocks me on my ass and I sweat like a pig and huff and puff but i love him!
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My sis bought the set that has 5 DVDs for different body workouts, called "The Biggest Winner."

These DVDs are super hard, but totally doable. I'm just a little slower right now, so I have to hit pause and catch up with the number of reps, then I hit play again and continue. LOL

She has some DVDs that burn twice the calories as a regular workout. Incorporates resistance training while at the same time doing cardio. One of my favorite workouts is the step with the hand weights. Love it!!
 
sorry to hear about the van and problems with the place you're having.

but so cooooool for 5lbs loss :hurray: :D great job. it could be that boot camp kicked in a bit late.
i am so glad the cd's are helping you sleep. because you really need that more than anything, and it will definitely help you with the weight loss.

hope you have a great weekend.
 
Merry christmas chicky and we will kick some butt in 2009!!! Also man do you ever rest you still are busy busy busy
 
MissJellyBelly said:
My sis bought the set that has 5 DVDs for different body workouts, called "The Biggest Winner."

These DVDs are super hard, but totally doable. I'm just a little slower right now, so I have to hit pause and catch up with the number of reps, then I hit play again and continue. LOL

She has some DVDs that burn twice the calories as a regular workout. Incorporates resistance training while at the same time doing cardio. One of my favorite workouts is the step with the hand weights. Love it!!
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Damn sounds like what I need:)...Too bad ya couldnt hook me up...burn dvd's and trade throu mail, LOL...ssshhh Might get introuble for that one!

I need to check thoses out

lena410 said:
sorry to hear about the van and problems with the place you're having.

but so cooooool for 5lbs loss great job. it could be that boot camp kicked in a bit late.
i am so glad the cd's are helping you sleep. because you really need that more than anything, and it will definitely help you with the weight loss.

hope you have a great weekend.
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Thanx Hun...The meditating is helping nad working:)Im really starting to feel more positive about myself as well...

Im thinking maybe it is time for me and tiem for me to start getting spoiled and to find someone to appreciate me and respect me...

Could be the holidays speaking...

reluctantcabbie said:
Merry Christmas Gorgeous!!!!

Sorry haven't been around much...
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:beating::eek::aaawww shuckso:beating:Thanx cutie:)Ditto to you and Ive missed you a bit lately...But I havent been around either...really



niapage said:
Merry christmas chicky and we will kick some butt in 2009!!! Also man do you ever rest you still are busy busy busy
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Omega said:
MERRY CHRISTMAS


I hope that you are having a great day.
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Thanx hun, no, no i dont really ever rest...not much anyway...no time, one day thou, one day, LOL...

Yes Tam, I wanna make this my year and I honestly feel that after abt 3 months of bootcamp (hopefully) I can totally rock my body...between that and the sun run clinic...I joined the Sun Run CLinic...We are doing the learning to jog clinic once a week and the sun run itself is a 10k *GULP(

Im also gonna start the couch to 5k...

 
Curvie Girlie said:
That is so cool with the nose piercing, I am impressed!!! :hurray: NICE! You're in a great frame of mind, darling, despite the lack of time to exercise--we'll both GET ON IT!!!!
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Yes Ive been feeling really good lately...The meditation really helping...I need to bring yoga back...

My new years resolution is to re-introduce yoga:)

Ive even been feeling it is time to maybe start spreading my wings a bit...slowly start coming outta my shell...

Im over the ec for sure and it is a great high...but ive been thinking it would be nice to find someone for me, mentally im ready, not physically, baby steps I say, baby steps...

I think boot camp will kick my ass into shape for sure in a few mo9nths:)

Im looking forward to it, I deserve to feel good about myself, Im a damn good person and mom just gotta nip this self image and self respect in the butt...

I think it would be nice to find someone to spoil me and hte girls and treat me well and respect me...who knows...

Only time will tell...

Oh and I love my nose ring, I will take a pic of it and post it:)
 
I had a great Xmas, got gifts loved and wanted, all thoughtful and from the heart.

I managed to give the girls another great Xmas...WHEW, thankfully it is over but the girls did well...I amaze myself sometimes, one income isnt at all easy...

I hope everyone had a very Merry Christmas!

I even ate well, no diff than usual, not really even anything bad...1/2 glass of white wine about the worse I did...
 
If 1/2 glass of wine was the worst you did, then you are an ANGEL!!!!:Angel_anim:

That is so cool about reevaluating your current state and getting psyched for running, Yoga, meditation, and being open to new love. OH! Sounds so great! I love it! :beating:

Glad you're so happy! :D
 
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