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Girl you sound like me on the hating your body stuff... lol Although you keep telling me that cause i'm preggo i don't look that bad. But i wasn't happy with my body before i got preggo so i'm really hoping i can get back in the groove and all after Little Cameron is born and hopefully with alex and cameron along in the stroller or something be able to get some sort of exercise when i'm not totally exhausted... haha i guess wishful thinking right? Having 2 young kids on my own without hubby home most of the time... ugh what was I thinking getting preggo.. lol too late for that one right? :) anyways hugs girl and yeah the bootcamp thing sounds great for the price. Ugh i so can't wait to start losing weight again only 7 more weeks... then i'm back in it for the weight-loss woohoo.. talk to you soon. hope your tooth feels better soon.
 
Boot Camp! Good for you girl! I've been wanting to do the same, I just cant commit right now. It's early in the mornings.

I can't wait to see how that goes for you!! You'll have to keep me updated.
 
We are going to evening boot camp.I cant join the morning ones as I am still at work, LOL

Saturday

a waffle

a motts apple sauce cup

some 0% silouette toguart

shrimp and cheese salad
french onion soup
2 pieces of garlic bread

3 strawberry margarettas

No Exercise and no water really




Sunday

dry ribs

2 motts apple sauce cups

60 calorie no sugar jello

instant noodles, bad bad I know

a cheese burger and a medium fries from Mcdonalds
a coke
a cinnamon bun




UGH, WOW, I have a tooth infection and it has been takin over my whole body.Yesturday I couldnt even hardly move at all!It was so bad.I was either in bed or on the couch.Around 6ish i gathered up all my strength and energy to take my youngest out for awhile.We went to the park and met her dad...BLAH!WoW all I can say is I really dont like him at all, having to see me is just BLAH!Anyhow, I gave him a choice over the weekend, to see his daughter every Sunday, cuz it is the only time we are available or to just not ever see her at all, sinc ehe never does.He choice Sundays and said that he will work harder at maintaining it and a relationship with her, so time will tell.I think I over drugges myself yesturday , today I seem to be doing better.
 
Cerella! That sucks :( You poor thing! Be sure and get lots of vitamins and minerals in! I hope it clears up--and I hope you can make it to your first session op Boot Camp! You go!!
 
I pity your daughter I know what it's like waiting for the absent parent to come see me. hoping and hoping and meeting rejection. that jerk better make a commitment to her.
 
That sucks about your tooth. Have you been to the dentist about it? HOpe you feel better soon.

Can't wait to hear about your boot camp. :)
 
poor think I hope you get help for your tooth!! I havn't heard from you in forever! Why don't ya drop me a line and tell me whats new!
 

Exercise

20 min Richard Simmons video
60 mins tennis
30 mins trampoline

110mins

DAMN GIRL! :eek2: I like that lots of people on here have interesting and creative workouts rather than the same same ol. Like Alta has hula hooping and I just recently decided to take on belly dancing.

ate abt 6 small pices of chocolate cake
drank a whole bottle of wine!LOL!

Been there, done that.

3 strawberry margarettas

No Exercise and no water really.......

a cheese burger and a medium fries from Mcdonalds
a coke
a cinnamon bun.

Woman, you need to cut it out with the sugar and alcohol! LOL. Been there, been there, been there---now cut it out!!! LOL....or moderation or something--your teeth were probably hating that stuff! ;) Hope you feel better.
 
Val - ha , ya i know ive been bad but due to this damn infectiona nd being knocked on my ass, ive had NO ENERGY at all for nothing! Ive been havin less sugar and bettin a better handle on things...

[My infection got ten times worse...On Thurs afternoon I went back into dentist as emergancy, I had to have my tooth re-opened and recleaned and get a new temp filling.They figured due to the neglect of the other dentist I still had infection in my tooth as only 2 of the 3 canals were cleaned and drained...

So this is my 3rd infection in 2 months on the same tooth...My face is swollen badly...coming down right now...i have a lump inside my mouth on my jaw...I have had to go on dbl anti biotics and antinflamatories...

Ive had this tooth opened twice and had the same procedure down twice...so right nwo im a little scared to go ahead with my root canal...

anyway, i am not doing to great and have very little energy, I am not exercising but i am finally eating a bit more and drinking more water...

I was in so much pain thurs evening and friday, I was crying on Friday morning when I came home from work...i went to the clinic fFriday evening...
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Hi Cerella, Reading back on your journal I went whoa she's really eating well, then the bit about the cheeseburgers and stuff but I know it all goes out the window when you are sick (or stressed or underslept). I was impressed that you played tennis. I used to play all the time and now i never play.

Anyway, you love exercise. Now get back to those excellent food choices.

Thanks for stopping in . I totally feel reconnected with you and RJ responding.
 
Ugh! :ack2: I'm so sorry you're having to deal with all that pain and misery. I really hope this dentist has gotten the job done and you will start feeling better soon. :hug2:
 
OK soooo, Im still exhausted all the time, so much so it is incredible...Im gonna go see my family doc and talk to him abt a few things and get him to test me for staph as im very prone to it.

I havent started boot camp yet as Im just not up to...Roght now Karen is sick as well, my friend who I will be going with , once we are better we will join. I might just bite the bullet and try to make myself exercise despite my exhausted self always, maybe it will help me as it turns into a vicious cycle...but I think my exhaustion is more.Ive had two boughts of staph infection before and this was how bad i was feeling, it is exhausting just to shower and dress.

I have still been doing my tennis twice a week, however I backed outta it this friday as i was exhausted and just wanted the afternoon to myself to rest and relax which i did.

I was freaking otu mostly about the significant weight gain I had, I was up 12 lbs in just a month...but alot of hat has come down now, instead of seeing 239 which has been low and 241, i say 234 today...that was a relieif...

Im gonna join boot camp twice a week and im gonna find out the expense of a personal trainer when my daughter is in preschool, they do payment plans and are cheapier through the community gyms...

I have my appetite back finally I am eating againa nd feeling hungry and not craving crap ass foods...
 
hi hun! sounds like you've got things going in the right direction! keep it up!! SOrry your DD is sick :( I hope she recovers quickly!
 
Cerella, sorry you feel so much like shit! I hope your doc helps you out, and you can start boot camp with the needed energy! Ugh, a lot of people on here are suffering from illness! Take care!
 
Eating on Tuesday

ravioli

2 chicken wings (homemade)

a raspberry activa yoguart
5 ritz crackers
a coke

applesauce

broccolli
carrots
homemade mac and cheese (so bad and so good)

water 88oz
exercise - sadly just 10 mins on bike all I could handle, I guess I really have bene quite sick as I havent exercised at all just for tennis.Using the recumbrant exercise bike all I could handle was 10 mins, im so disappointed in myself!

 
I hope you get your energy and strength back! I know how hard it is to try to stay motivated when you're so tired. Ugh!

Glad to see you back.
 
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