Between my birthday, the holidays and my boyfriend`s birthday -- I fell off the wagon over the last few months and gained weight. The sad part is I KNEW what I was doing to my body and knew it would cause weight gain. I'm not sure why I did it, but it's time to finally lose the weight and feel like myself again just in time for Summer. In total I need to lose roughly 30 pounds, putting me in the high 120's or so. I know that IF works for my lifestyle so I'm currently starting off with that to kick start things. If I don't start drastically enough then barely any change happens. Then exercise - I literally have 2 races I'm doing in May. Then in March I have a Christening to attend where I have to look my best. Next month is Valentine's day for goodness sake. I need to lose the weight starting right now as opposed to thinking I have all this unlimited time to make it happen. I have stayed the same weight since highschool, that in itself is an accomplishment I guess but I need to be more disciplined with myself to take it to the next level. Saw a friend I haven't seen in a really long time and she lost 40 pounds, she looks amazing and is my inspiration. I remember feeling happy at 138ish pounds. If I can get back there i can decide if I want to go lower. But for now, it's time to make changes for results.