Ashleigh
New member
Hello Everyone!
I've done private diaries before but never public ones, I'm hoping that knowing there are people reading my progress will help to keep me motivated.
I just weighed myself and I'm 18st 12lb (I'm 5ft 9in) which I think is the heaviest I've ever been; last year I did quite well and managed to get my weight down to 15st (I know that's still not great but it was a start!) but I've managed to pile it all back on again.
I've cut right back again and as soon as I get some money (hopefully the 20th) I'll be getting a swimming membership at my local gym - I like swimming because once I'm in the water it feels like people can't really see me anymore.
I'm just starting my last year of university and I don't want to still be so fat when I go to my graduation, all other goals I've set myself have come to nothing - Prom, leaving 6th form, starting uni, my sister's hen do, my sister's wedding, going on holiday - so I really need to make this one!
So I am aiming to post at least every other day and will be totally honest with myself about how I'm doing. Wish me luck! xx
I've done private diaries before but never public ones, I'm hoping that knowing there are people reading my progress will help to keep me motivated.
I just weighed myself and I'm 18st 12lb (I'm 5ft 9in) which I think is the heaviest I've ever been; last year I did quite well and managed to get my weight down to 15st (I know that's still not great but it was a start!) but I've managed to pile it all back on again.
I've cut right back again and as soon as I get some money (hopefully the 20th) I'll be getting a swimming membership at my local gym - I like swimming because once I'm in the water it feels like people can't really see me anymore.
I'm just starting my last year of university and I don't want to still be so fat when I go to my graduation, all other goals I've set myself have come to nothing - Prom, leaving 6th form, starting uni, my sister's hen do, my sister's wedding, going on holiday - so I really need to make this one!
So I am aiming to post at least every other day and will be totally honest with myself about how I'm doing. Wish me luck! xx