When Your Fat Jeans Become Your Skinny Jeans

Hey, just wanted to stop by and say great job! Just reading your last post about your workout makes me feel slightly lazy with what I've been doing, so I gotta go and pick up the pace! :D

I don't have any pictures of me at my heaviest (I HATE cameras) but I bet that you felt great just looking at the new pictures.

anyway, keep up the awesome work! And I'm glad you enjoyed the pizza! :p
 
Whoa. You're a work-out champ! Good for you! So great to hear about seeing such a great difference in your before photos. Must feel great!
 
Hey, just wanted to stop by and say great job! Just reading your last post about your workout makes me feel slightly lazy with what I've been doing, so I gotta go and pick up the pace! :D
Aww, now don’t be feeling lazy! Trust me, this is all a recent development, haha. Thanks for the encouraging words! I wouldn’t call today a success, and I wouldn’t say that yesterday’s running wasn’t fully negated by the pizza and breadsticks (with cheese!) but I sure felt good at the time!

Whoa. You're a work-out champ! Good for you! So great to hear about seeing such a great difference in your before photos. Must feel great!
Thanks Mystic!!! I’m a work in progress, but I am very proud of what I’ve achieved so far! It’s really what got me started with losing weight, my first goal was to be a runner and when I realized how many calories I was burning it seemed silly not be dropping pounds at the same time. And now here I am, counting calories, who woulda thought, haha. Thanks again for stopping by, I’ll be sure to check out your diary, too!

The last day of the first week of my three week challenge! Here’s how it went:

Breakfast – Med coffee, and an English muffin with 1 tbsp Smart Balance
Estimated calories: 215
Lunch – Skipped… we’re not always great about lunch on the weekends. Usually it’s bagel time around noon and then we don’t eat again til dinner.
Estimated calories: 0
Dinner – 3 slices of yesterday’s pizza, and two more breadsticks
Estimated calories: 785
Snacks – None before dinner, but after….first I had four starbursts, then a bag of popcorn (light butter), a Skinny Cow ice cream truffle bar, then a yogurt with pecans, and finally a roll of Smarties candy. I wouldn’t say this was the highlight of my week!
Estimated calories: 596
Total calories for the day: 1,596

Exercise – None today… resting my legs for tomorrow’s FIVE MILE RUN, ack. My legs were a little sore from the three days in a row of running. Hoping to be in tip-top shape tomorrow. Went to Target today to get some pants, it’s supposed to be between 45 and 50, similar to my last race. I wasn’t even thinking last time and went out in my usual capris and t-shirt and was absolutely freezing before and after. During is never so bad, but I don’t want to freeze while I’m waiting to get started. And tomorrow I won’t!

Well, clearly the eating was a little sub-par today. Not eating lunch was such a bad idea, and resulted in me doing the whole “What can I eat?” routine. Open the fridge and stare for a bit, then open the freezer, then the pantry, then repeat from the beginning… I looked in the pantry at least three times. I think I am going to head to bed just to keep myself from doing any more damage. Obviously the calories are ok, but that’s not the only goal, I also want to eat healthy. Mostly I’m disappointed that this is how I fueled my body for a race in the morning. But what can I do, what’s done is done.

“I promise myself to forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future.”
 
Hey Laura!

I'm not sure if I told you yet, but I absolutely love your diary name. Haha...I remember holding up a pair of trousers 4 and a half years ago and laughing and pointing out to my housemate that these "huge" trousers that now fall off me were once tight. Hmmm....well fast forward 4 and a half years and I'd KILL to fit into those "huge" trousers.

But you know what, one day I will! If I just keep at it. And it sounds like you'll work your way back too because looking at your diary you're doing an amazing job!

Keep up the good work!
 
Five Mile Race

Five mile race this morning? Big success!!!! :hurray: I was such a nervous wreck both last night and this morning. I am not sure why, I do five miles on the treadmill, the race description said it was a flat course, there was no rain... but I was definitely terrified. I had a goal of 55 minutes, J said I'd do it in 52, and what, might you ask, was my final time? 48:53! That's a pace of 9:47 per mile, which is probably about what I did during my last 5K. The last mile I was running right next to an older gentleman, who pulled away at the last minute and finished just ahead of me. Afterward he thanked me for pushing him at the end, and helping him meet his goal of fifty minutes. I thanked him, too, because there wasn't anyone else around us, and it's so much easier to push yourself with at least someone near you. Just checked out the results online, and he was 71! I also got beat by at least two ladies pushing strollers, but that's irrelevant, haha. It was such an amazing feeling to finish, without even having thought about walking. I guess my training methods have worked well... On my long runs I always start out slow and increase my speed halfway through, then keep increasing it as I go. Today I saw that three mile marker and suddenly off I went, passing maybe 6 or 7 people and never seeing them again. (There were 147 people running total.) This is by far by biggest running accomplishment to date, and I am looking forward to the next milestone! Maybe the 10K on January 1st that I've been eyeing... but darn it, that will be FREEZING!

Unfortunately, my weigh-in today wasn't as exciting as my race... 148.8. Yep, that means I am up 1.8 from last week! Maybe it was the pizza-filled weekend, maybe I'm eating too much, maybe it's just because of my TOM. I am too scatter-brained to keep track of how that affects my weight, maybe some of you ladies can chime in on what you've noticed? Are we generally heavier during that dreadful week? I think that's what I've seen everyone saying, maybe next week I will have better news to report!

Ahh, yes, I forgot to mention that they had pizza and donuts after the race today. I am happy to report I had a banana and a water, because I knew I'd be having a bagel with J afterwards! Old Laura would have ABSOLUTELY indulged, because I "deserved it" after running. New Laura said no way!
 
WOW! Congrats on your race! Sounds like you rocked it. Good for you! Don't worry about the gain. Yes, the body tends to hold onto it's water during ToM. Awesome decision on the banana and water!
 
Three Week Challenge: Day 8 of 21

Well today was a strange eating day…

Breakfast # 1 – Before my race: Had my usual soy milk and chocolate syrup beforehand, after reading an article saying having some before helps your energy levels. Could that have something to do with my better-than-expected finish? Who knows, but I like any excuse to have chocolate milk! Also had a light multi-grain English muffin with ½ tbsp of Smart Balance
Estimated calories: 402
Breakfast # 2 – After my race: Banana at the event, then coffee and a wheat bagel with strawberry cream cheese at home.
Estimated calories: 505
Lunch – Like I said yesterday, we’re bad about this… no lunch today!
Estimated calories: 0
Snacks – Apparently today is never-ending breakfast day. Had some oatmeal in the afternoon.
Estimated calories: 130
Dinner – Beef roast au jus (don’t be impressed, it was pre-made) and instant mashed potatoes (our staple side dish… they come like oatmeal packets, variety and all!) Thankfully I had a pepper in the fridge to add a little color, I have got to remember to keep those on hand. I LOVE red and green peppers! Sadly, there are currently no Skinny Cow products in my fridge… no dessert for me. EDIT: Snuck in four Starbursts as dessert... I've done great with portion control on these since last week when we got them.
Estimated calories: 503 + 80 = 583
Total calories for the day: 1,540 + 80 = 1,620

Exercise – You already heard about it! Five mile race, wooooo.

I will probably get hungry later, as we just finished dinner and I have LOTS of homework to do for tomorrow. Lots of reading, a two-page reflection paper, and I have to decide what I want to do my research paper on for my Psychology in Financial Planning class. I am such a terrible procrastinator.... I'm sure I've mentioned this before, but I am in my last semester of grad school, I am taking two classes, and I have one class that I took an incomplete in last year and all I need to do is write a stinking FIVE PAGE paper! I am on my fourth page and I cannot finish it to save my life! That is because I wrote all the nonsense, fluff-type stuff, now I actually have to come to a conclusion and support that conclusion and that means research. If I don't finish this up soon, I will be retaking the class next year. I know it won't come down to that, but I'm certainly cutting it close.

Hey Laura!
I'm not sure if I told you yet, but I absolutely love your diary name. Haha...I remember holding up a pair of trousers 4 and a half years ago and laughing and pointing out to my housemate that these "huge" trousers that now fall off me were once tight. Hmmm....well fast forward 4 and a half years and I'd KILL to fit into those "huge" trousers.
But you know what, one day I will! If I just keep at it. And it sounds like you'll work your way back too because looking at your diary you're doing an amazing job!
Hey seliwyma (that’s really hard to type, haha)! Always love hearing from people who can relate to that fat jeans to skinny jeans feeling. And you are darn right, one day those trousers will be falling off again!!! Make sure you keep them around for inspiration. I’ve already had some success in that area and it is SUCH motivation!

WOW! Congrats on your race! Sounds like you rocked it. Good for you! Don't worry about the gain. Yes, the body tends to hold onto it's water during ToM. Awesome decision on the banana and water!
Thanks for the confirmation, I know everyone says that but I guess I was just looking for someone to say it specifically to me :blush5:…. Even though, like I told the boyfriend, I don’t care what the scale says, I KNOW I am getting skinnier and faster and that’s what matters!

Speaking of faster.... I found a 5K to do on Thanksgiving Day, and my little brother is going to run it with me. I am excited! I won't have access to a treadmill while I'm home for Thanksgiving break, but I have already planned out at least three workouts. One will be hills; my little neighborhood has two big hills I can run up and down. The second will be sprints; there's somewhere between a quarter mile and a half mile of very flat street before getting to the hills, with a stop sign and a turn that I can use as starting and stopping points. And the third will be the race. Now we just have to hope for no rain!
 
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TOM gets me everytime. :) I just basically ignore the weigh in for that week. :)

AND AWESOME JOB WITH THE RACE! I'm still too chicken to enter in one, maybe in another 20lbs I'll do one or something with my dad. I'll have to see if he's game.

I'll send "no rain" thoughts to your weather. :D

Keep up the AMAZING work!
 
Awesome, awesome, awesome!!! That's all I have to say Laura - you are killing it in the land of weight loss and healthy living!! No worries about the gain - I'm sure it's only water weight due to TOM or the pizza - next week you will be down 3 if you keep it up!! Way to go girl!!!
 
Three Week Challenge: Day 9 of 21

Breakfast – Oatmeal and coffee, per usual
Estimated calories: 140
Snacks – One cup of mint tea, 1 serving of pretzel sticks, and 6 peanut butter crackers
Estimated calories: 300
Lunch – Two cups of chili, which is always too much, and yet I ALWAYS finish it…. Why do they put two servings in a convenient microwavable-bowl??
Estimated calories: 460
Snacks – More pretzel sticks and a fat free yogurt, plus some coffee to keep me going through class
Estimated calories: 220
Dinner – 6 buffalo chicken bites, and one serving of potato chips. Finished off the night with a half cup of pistachios. Thank you to my oh-so-loving boyfriend for helping me take them all out of their shell, because I had to do them all at once in order to weigh them properly!
Estimated calories: 620
Total calories for the day: 1,740

Exercise – Monday is almost always a rest day… today is no different.

TOM gets me everytime. :) I just basically ignore the weigh in for that week. :)
AND AWESOME JOB WITH THE RACE! I'm still too chicken to enter in one, maybe in another 20lbs I'll do one or something with my dad. I'll have to see if he's game.
Thanks for the confirmation, I’m crossing my fingers this weekend I’ll have some good news report on the weight-loss front! And don’t be chicken!!! In all of the 5Ks I’ve done there have been so many different types of people there…. And some of the last people to cross the line get the biggest cheers. It was definitely a different atmosphere yesterday, but you see tons of people at 5Ks who are just out there to do their best and get a t-shirt to show they finished it… whether they ran the whole thing or none at all. In my first couple of “races” I was passed by people who were doing walk-run intervals. That would be so cool to do it with your dad! I mostly run by myself, which is fine, but I am looking forward to this one with my brother.

Hope you got your paper done! I'm up to my eyeballs with Uni work at the moment too! Dissertation time!
Ugh, school and work and counting calories…. It’s just way too much work, haha! Got my little paper done, just got out of class, headed home to do homework. I have to keep reminding myself that if I’m a good little student, in six weeks from today I will be done with school FOREVER! Of course, then it’s time for self-study for my Certified Public Accountant exam… four parts, with a pretty high rate of failure. CAN’T WAIT! Good luck with all of your school work!

Awesome, awesome, awesome!!! That's all I have to say Laura - you are killing it in the land of weight loss and healthy living!! No worries about the gain - I'm sure it's only water weight due to TOM or the pizza - next week you will be down 3 if you keep it up!! Way to go girl!!!
Thanks so much, Lisa!!! I am trying super hard :) You were totally my inspiration for running, it doesn’t seem so long ago I was writing to you saying I had finally completed a 5K distance at 5.5 mph… and was (rightfully so) very proud of THAT. Now look at me go, woo hoo! Can’t wait to follow in your footsteps and do my first half-marathon.

I am feeling very chubby today… I think it has something to do with these stupid “one-size fits all” tights I am wearing under my dress pants to keep myself warm. I know it does NOT have anything to do with the tank top I am wearing, which is exciting, because this tank top used to be way too tight and caused me much discomfort when I wore it maybe 6 months ago. I put it on as I was running out the door this morning (I pretty much wear a tank top under everything and almost didn’t today) and immediately figured I’d regret that decision later. But no, it’s the tights, and I cannot wait to rip them off the second I get home.

Nothing else exciting to discuss today. I am sleepy, I told the boyfriend I was going to sleep on the couch last night because I didn’t want to listen to the tv, which he always falls asleep to. Between commuting, running, working, studying, and trying to sleep with the tv on, I pretty much live my entire life with either headphones or earplugs in. Just not while we eat, basically. This cannot be good for my hearing. Anyway, he says he’ll turn off the tv and about 60 seconds later he’s passed out cold. Me, my mind was racing over all the school work I need to do, and couldn’t fall asleep for what seemed like hours.
 
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It's really hard for me to think that I ran a half marathon not too long ago because I can barely finish 5km's lately. It's something you really need to keep up so don't get lazy like me!! I'm getting it back though and looking forward to running more again. Thanks for the reminder!
My husband always wants to watch the tv to fall asleep too and I'm the type that needs it pitch black and no sound so it's pretty frustrating. I try to go to bed before him so he doesn't have the option when he comes up since it would be rude to put it on when I'm already asleep but that doesn't help the sex life!
Have a good day!!
 
Urghh, I HATE those one-size-fits all tights. MY BUTT DOES NOT FIT! Sad times. Hope you're feeling less chubby and more yummy this afternoon!
 
Can't remember the last time I went a day without coffee.... All I've had today is one cup of tea! Well, I mean, I had lunch. But caffeine-wise, just the tea! It's 3:30 now, at 5:00 I quit working and immediately switch over to homework mode. I told J to eat dinner without me because I need a long productive night, and I'm always better when I stay at the office. I wonder how long I can make it on just tea.... I have a bit of a headache right now, but just a teeny tiny one.

UPDATE: I lasted til 5:15... The headache was getting to me and I'd rather have coffee than tylenol as a cure :) HOMEWORK TIME! The office is empty, it is dark outside, and I am hungry. Gosh I hope I can be productive. This Fergie song that just come on that I have no recollection of ever hearing before may help!
 
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Laura!! FANtastic!! You killed that race. You are totally my motivation to work on my running! Ps...I will have to try this chocolate soy milk you speak of...YUM! Also I actually laughed out loud when you were describing sprinting cause your bf was watching!! I TOTALLY did that on my last run! It looped past my house and I know my bf was in his office with a window facing the sidewalk so I literally sprinted passed the house, as though that was my normal pace!! Hahaha it was all I could do to make it out of his line of site without passing out!! Hahaha I love that you did that too!
Keep up the awesome work!!
Oh and ps you weigh now what my final goal is! Ha! Way to go!!
 
I’ll update properly sometime soon but for now I just wanted to announce to the world that I ate TWO slices of coconut cream pie at work today! I could not help myself. I almost posted on here early to say “Someone please tell me not to eat the second piece!” and then I didn’t…. Guess I should have! I got frustrated with someone and took it out on the pie, argh. However, yesterday was a long/busy day and somehow I managed to only consume 1,1150 calories, so at least I can sort of average the two days out. For now, off for my weekly 5k run in the park with my friend. This will be the last time until probably December, and frankly, I don’t know that we’ll pick it back up. It’s dark and cold out there already!
 
Tuesday:

Breakfast – One cup of tea (no milk, no sugar) and that is it! I didn’t even think of eating my oatmeal.
Estimated calories: 0
Lunch – A peanut butter and marshmallow sandwich, and pretzel sticks
Estimated calories: 422
Snacks – One fat free yogurt, some coffee to get me through study time, and a Skinny Cow cup that I got very excited about when I remembered I had bought one for the office
Estimated calories: 270
Dinner – Tuna salad on a wheat wrap, with light miracle whip, lettuce, and shredded cheddar cheese. Plus a pickle on the side. Minute maid frozen lemonade for dessert.
Estimated calories: 423
Total calories for the day: 1,115

Exercise – Absolutely none. I worked non-stop from 9 am to 5pm and immediately switched over to homework from the office until 9:30 pm. Got home at 10:30, ate dinner and watched The Event on DVR and crashed.

Wednesday:
Breakfast – One cup of tea, and a fat free yogurt
Estimated calories: 110
Lunch – Work lunch: two tacos with beef, salsa, sour cream, tomatoes, lettuce… two chips with dip, and one very small triangular piece of a weird cold quesadilla thing. I wouldn’t say it was bad… just weird. Followed it all up with TWO (yes, two) slices of coconut cream pie. Agh. I do not feel like estimating these calories now. I will do this later!
Estimated calories: TBD EDIT- Can I plead the fifth on this one? I'm calculating 1,250.. gross.
Snacks – Another yogurt, apparently… I wrote this down but have no recollection of eating it.
Estimated calories: 110
Dinner – Steak tip salad, with a pita on the side. Was amazed that I only need one serving (2 tbsp) of dressing (light Italian) for the WHOLE thing. I put one serving on fully intending to add more later but I didn’t!
Estimated calories: Uhhh, also TBD….. EDIT - 825, based on the calories in a chop salad with grilled steak from Bertucci's.
Snacks – 8 starbursts, and maybe 2 servings of chips… I accidentally took the weight of the chips PLUS the bowl I ate them out of, and oddly enough was not fazed by the fact that according to that weight I was eating three servings. It was study time, I didn’t care about much! Late night coffee to try and help me be productive, but truthfully it just made me more awake for the CMAs.
Estimated calories: TBD EDIT - 470
Total calories for the day: TBD EDIT - Drumroll please.... 2,765. NOT a good Wednesday. Not at all!

Exercise – 5K run in the park. T-E-R-R-I-B-L-E. I had quite a bit of confidence after the 5 mile run on Sunday but yesterday’s run was not good. Two days off, combined with not enough to eat the day before, plus being fueled by tacos and pie… yeah. What was funny was that my friend was about 4 steps ahead of me the entire run, especially on the one dreaded hill we have to face 3 times (we do three laps around the park). After the third time, I’m thinking to myself “Wow, she is carrying me today” and she says “Man am I struggling right now!” Then I’m thinking “Oh my gosh, if she’s struggling what does that say about me??” Basically, we were both incredibly happy to be finished.

My husband always wants to watch the tv to fall asleep too and I'm the type that needs it pitch black and no sound so it's pretty frustrating. I try to go to bed before him so he doesn't have the option when he comes up since it would be rude to put it on when I'm already asleep but that doesn't help the sex life!
Haha, yeah, that doesn’t sound very helpful! I try to tell him that couples without tv have a lot more fun at bedtime but for some reason that doesn’t do the trick, haha. I’ve been up late and up early to study this past week (mid-terms, ugh) so he’s actually been keeping it off the past few nights. It’s been nice! And he falls asleep immediately; maybe I can get him to remember this later.

Urghh, I HATE those one-size-fits all tights. MY BUTT DOES NOT FIT! Sad times. Hope you're feeling less chubby and more yummy this afternoon!
Yesterday was much better, and those stupid tights will not be worn again for quite some time!! Glad it’s not just me who has issues with them.

Laura!! FANtastic!! You killed that race. You are totally my motivation to work on my running! Ps...I will have to try this chocolate soy milk you speak of...YUM! Also I actually laughed out loud when you were describing sprinting cause your bf was watching!! I TOTALLY did that on my last run! It looped past my house and I know my bf was in his office with a window facing the sidewalk so I literally sprinted passed the house, as though that was my normal pace!! Hahaha it was all I could do to make it out of his line of site without passing out!! Hahaha I love that you did that too!
Mmmm, chocolate soy milk… they have it pre-made, but I haven’t tried that one yet. I just use light Hershey’s syrup to make mine. I get sad when I run in the park after work because I read that chocolate milk is super beneficial, but only if you drink it within an hour after working out (to replenish something, I don’t know what, I read “drink more chocolate milk” and stopped there!) And by the time get back to my office and then take public transportation home it’s been more than an hour. I LOVE that you can relate to my “sprint when they can see you” story!! He told me it looked like I was running really fast when I got back, and I’m like “uhhh, yeah, that hurt a little” hahaha. So we ARE really alike!!!

Well I am too lazy to count my calories out because I have been up since 5 am after going to bed around 12:30; did two hours of studying before work, and now I am writing this instead of actually working. Ooops. I have been struggling this week, the usual school + work + work-out + eat healthy overload, where work gets done (because it has to) but everything else suffers a little. I used to be a tax account at a public accounting firm… this meant I was in busy season for approximately 9 months a year (every month but summer, pretty much). I worked minimum 50 hours a week, plus commute time, plus non-chargeable time. When it got into the REALLY busy times, I’d work 70 to 80 hours a week. In June I switched to a 9-5. Now I have a couple of weeks of busy times and I can’t hack it! I keep trying to remind myself there are six weeks left of school… I have gone 6 weeks without a day off before, so why can’t I go six weeks of being productive with studying? Ahhhh.

I cheated the past two nights and looked at my scale…. 148.0 and then 148.4. But that’s ok, I may have to just work on maintenance for a little bit. School needs to come first!
 
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So Laura! I was really inspired by your post about your latest run. I thought I'd take a page from your book and have registered for 5k run in a couple weeks. My goal = finish with no walk breaks.

Thanks for the inspiration ;)
 
Awesome!!! You'll have such a great time! My goal for my first one was just to avoid walking, too... unfortunately it was the middle of summer and insanely hot, therefore I walked a little just to make sure I could make it out alive, haha. But I was still proud! Can't wait to hear about it after! I'm addicted to races now, maybe you will be, too :)
 
I wrote the last entry from some forum app on my phone (and this entry for that matter), hence the lack of my usual quoting techniques. But you guys are smart, I'm sure you would figure out what I was talking about without this unnecessary explanation!
 
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