Aw shucks, it's nice to feel appreciated.
Since I wrote that entry, I've had good days overall. I had one slip up, going to my favorite local bar where I am a regular (REALITY CHECK: IT'S NOT GOOD WHEN EVERYONE KNOWS YOUR NAME). I didn't explode or anything, didn't eat wings or drink 6 beers, but you're absolutely right: I can't "dabble". I don't have the equipment for that.
But just like smoking, you don't quit once. You quit every single time you slip and recommit. It's the impulse, that's all. Go for it again, it's getting easier.
I've had a steady burn and lost 8-9 pounds in 10 days, but the fairy tale will be over soon in terms of quick results. I feel LOADS better (I'm pretty sure I have a stomach hernia). I'm also hooked on my workout, which is great. I walk for an hour a day at the gym that's only 1/4 mile from my house, and I love being able to synthesize my own opioids, which you can get good at with practice. So I guess I'm a workout junkie now.
I guess I'll start a journal...
Later
Since I wrote that entry, I've had good days overall. I had one slip up, going to my favorite local bar where I am a regular (REALITY CHECK: IT'S NOT GOOD WHEN EVERYONE KNOWS YOUR NAME). I didn't explode or anything, didn't eat wings or drink 6 beers, but you're absolutely right: I can't "dabble". I don't have the equipment for that.
But just like smoking, you don't quit once. You quit every single time you slip and recommit. It's the impulse, that's all. Go for it again, it's getting easier.
I've had a steady burn and lost 8-9 pounds in 10 days, but the fairy tale will be over soon in terms of quick results. I feel LOADS better (I'm pretty sure I have a stomach hernia). I'm also hooked on my workout, which is great. I walk for an hour a day at the gym that's only 1/4 mile from my house, and I love being able to synthesize my own opioids, which you can get good at with practice. So I guess I'm a workout junkie now.
I guess I'll start a journal...
Later