Yes I’m potentially going back to my old therapist. I know everyone here is supportive and I appreciate that however, it’s not exactly advisable for people with EDs to be on sites about weight or health/fitness unless they are completely recovered and if it’s a site that will not be triggering at all. I don’t think this site is really triggering but it’s a sure way to post “progress” pictures that are unhealthy and see what people say about it then get comments from average people who know nothing about EDs. I looked at some of my old posts and I can’t believe the conversations and things that were posted. It’s not about getting attention, but it’s kind the ED’s way of measuring “progress” and seeing how much “control” I can obtain by loosing unhealthy amounts of weight. I shouldn’t even be on this site but I tend to come back every time I relapse. Then I disappear for awhile when I’m doing well in recovery and don’t want to loose weight anymore.