Veronique's Diary

LOL no men in my house to work out in front of, but I totally understand. My boys laugh at me every time I exercise, but then they join in so it is all good.

I am so jealous of you being able to run like that, I would love to be able to. You are doing wonderful and I am sure you will have your points back on track today. Have a great run tonight an keep going strong!

Thank you!
 
Good Morning!

I did go out running last night and it was great! It took me 25 min to do the 2km......a couple weeks ago it took 30 min so I can see some improvement

My DREAM!:svengo: I love running!

Keep up the good work Veronique! :party: You are doing AWEsoMe :D I never heard of poutine before! I looked up some images and it looks like french fries and cottage cheese with caramel on it >_> I'll look at some recipes to see what it really is though lol.
 
Great job on the running! I can go crazy and full speed on a crosstrainer, but when it comes to running, uggh. I give up. I always said I wanted to be a runner, but I have serious doubts that that will ever come true! My knees don't care much for it.. ahhh, oh well :) I'll stick to what I CAN do I guess :D
We ALLLL want the results right now! Crap, I'd give my left arm to lose fifty lbs... Come to think of it, thats probably what I'd get rid of without the arm, hahaha! <-- lame. I know.
 
My DREAM!:svengo: I love running!

Keep up the good work Veronique! :party: You are doing AWEsoMe :D I never heard of poutine before! I looked up some images and it looks like french fries and cottage cheese with caramel on it >_> I'll look at some recipes to see what it really is though lol.

Lol.....It's more like Fries gravy anc cheese curds!!!! LOL but if I think of it the way you said it looked lol it doesn't sound as tempting lol!!!!
It's kind of popular in the province of Quebec and some parts of Ontario too lol
 
Great job on the running! I can go crazy and full speed on a crosstrainer, but when it comes to running, uggh. I give up. I always said I wanted to be a runner, but I have serious doubts that that will ever come true! My knees don't care much for it.. ahhh, oh well :) I'll stick to what I CAN do I guess :D
We ALLLL want the results right now! Crap, I'd give my left arm to lose fifty lbs... Come to think of it, thats probably what I'd get rid of without the arm, hahaha! <-- lame. I know.

Lol!!!! I am starting to enjoye running but I never thought I would ...I wish I could do more of it!!!
About the loosing an arm thing lol I tought of saving my head to I think that was equally lame lol!!! We all want the majic pill or the short cut but there isn't one! So back to work I guess.
 
April 1st 2010

So I didn't work out last night:cuss: I didn't get home till 8 pm. My husband decided to go cook diner at my in laws so he could make his father taste vegi tacos. At around 6 I make my daughter pick up her toys so we can get ready to leave be home early enough for baths and story times . Then my mother in law askes my husband help to clean her aquarium!:cuss: Why on a week day, she didn't even have any water prepared to refill the aquarium and she decided that she was completely emptying it it amost 2 ours my kids where exausted and crying it was hell. Once I finnaly got them to sleep i just crashed on the couch till 9 and then went to bed, I feel so drained of energy both physically and mentally and that is what is holding back my weight loss, I slept well last night and I am still so tired this morning, what am I supposed to do go to bed at 8pm? My head ach are back too, last night I had decided to give up on loosing weight but I can't, mabe it's the time change i don't know, at least I have a long weekend comming up I can try and rest up some I wish my parents could take the kids till sunday the husband is working and I will be home alone for 3 days but then he will complain that he won't see the kids next week cause of his night shift so no breaks for me ...I wish he could be in my head right now for a day see how low i am feeling!

Anyways today so far
Breakfast
Bagel 1tsp peanut butter 6PTS
Coffee 2PTS
Snack
Curves pb bar 1PTS
Lunch
greek salad dressing on the side (I will have to total this up) around 4pts
3oz chicken breast 3PTS
snack
green tea
diner
some type of junk cause I am so down today (hopefully my mood changes and this becomes healthy stuff)
I feel like I have hit a plateau or that I even gained and I feel like giving up that loosing weight with my husband and kids is not possible. I tried talking with my husband last night and he told me now you are a mom, you have to live for the kids only there is nothing left for you.:cuss: What the hell! Last time I checked I was still a women and I need me time so I can be the best possible mom. He is lucky he's not wearing a black eye cause all I wanted to do was punch him! Ok enough negatiity I need something positive to happen today to get me back on track.........I hate feeling sorry for myself and weak I am the glass is half full type of person, I want to kick myself in the behind just not sure i am still flexible enough to do it.
 
I hate feeling sorry for myself and weak I am the glass is half full type of person, I want to kick myself in the behind just not sure i am still flexible enough to do it.

Glad to see you use some humour even though you are feeling so crappy! That sucks - I hate feeling that way and I know how hard it is to change it once your there.:grouphug: Just think if you give up you will feel this way everyday! Remember how good you felt after going for that run on Sunday - it will feel that good again. Take some time this weekend to get caught up with your rest and get organized and you will feel better - I hope anyway! Wish I could say something to change the way you feel. Have a great Easter weekend and stay away from the chocolate - that will just make your headache worse! Try to cheer up! Tomorrow is a new day!!:seeya:
 
Veronique you are phenomenal! Really I always wonder how you do so well and it really amazes me and inspires me. I even think of it when I am away from the forum LOL *and I promise I am not psycho!* But I have one 6 month old and sometimes it is SO hard. Severe lack of sleep makes EVERYTHING overwhelming. Did you know we could live longer without eating than without sleeping? I think we can only live like 10 days without sleep. So it's really natural that you are feeling low. You will feel better once you are rested :grouphug: Heck you're probably already feeling better today :D
 
Thank You Lisa and Xenon I need all the cheering I can get right now!!!!
At Lunch instead of jumping in my car and go get my lunch I walk over to the greek place, I figured 10 min to go and 10 min back I still have 40 min to eat haha.......It's a bit further then I calculated lol but 30 min to get there and back gives me a 1hour walk and I hate lunch at my desk! Since it is so beautiful and sunny outside it really help cheer me up and at least it gave me exercise, but I didn't put the dressing on the side and chose the option with rice, potatoes, greek salad, and chicken :leaving:, I better go for a run tonight and get chunging on that water cause I am sure the sodium contente is very high and weight in day is tommorow :S I am not expecting great results but I have to face the music so I will still weight in ...no choice it's my weight in day for the April challenge, so hopefully this week didn't do to much damage! Thanks again girls, I hope you both have a great long weekend!
 
I tried talking with my husband last night and he told me now you are a mom, you have to live for the kids only there is nothing left for you.

UM....no. He has to realize that if you don't take care of yourself, you can't take care of your children. My boyfriend is CONSTANTLY on me to take "me" time. Your kids need you, but they need the BEST you. They need a good role model. One that does what she says she's going to do, and shows them that you can still take care of yourself, and the people you love. If he can't understand that, then he'll just have to sit on the side lines while you leave him in your dust! :hurray:
 
UM....no. He has to realize that if you don't take care of yourself, you can't take care of your children. My boyfriend is CONSTANTLY on me to take "me" time. Your kids need you, but they need the BEST you. They need a good role model. One that does what she says she's going to do, and shows them that you can still take care of yourself, and the people you love. If he can't understand that, then he'll just have to sit on the side lines while you leave him in your dust! :hurray:


Thank you for that!!!!! I am hoping that when he said that he hadn't tought it throught, he was raise by a mom who does nothing for herself always for other and that just ain't me, but thank you for showing me I am not the only one who thinks this way!!!
 
A lot of people, especially men, are under the illusion that house moms are completely dedicated to their family, and not themselves. It's not their fault. It's just how people were raised. I came from a faimly that was completely opposite. My parents always got things for themselves, before us. Mostly my dad, though...but, he's a jerk. lol
You just seemed so down. You shouldn't be. You are doing such a wonderful thing, by losing weight. In a roundabout way, you ARE doing it for your family. You are making it possible for you to be alive longer, to share their lives with them. If that's not selfless, I don't know what is! :cheers2:
 
My head ach are back too, last night I had decided to give up on loosing weight but I can't, mabe it's the time change i don't know, at least I have a long weekend comming up I can try and rest up some.


Do not give up!!! It is such an awful feeling when you let yourself backslide after so much hard work!! You deserve this! Your kids deserve a healthy active mommy! And even if he deserves a black eye every once in a while (like now) your hubby deserves a woman who is the best wife she can be because she is happy about herself!

I'll see you in the April Challenge!! :coolgleamA:
 
A lot of people, especially men, are under the illusion that house moms are completely dedicated to their family, and not themselves. It's not their fault. It's just how people were raised. I came from a faimly that was completely opposite. My parents always got things for themselves, before us. Mostly my dad, though...but, he's a jerk. lol
You just seemed so down. You shouldn't be. You are doing such a wonderful thing, by losing weight. In a roundabout way, you ARE doing it for your family. You are making it possible for you to be alive longer, to share their lives with them. If that's not selfless, I don't know what is! :cheers2:

Mabee I should get the husband to read this!!! To him I am doing this to spend money on a new clothes ( ok I must admit the tought does cross my mind like 20 times a day SHOOOPING!!!!) but that is not the main reason, I am 30yrs old I should not feel this tired at all times!
 
Do not give up!!! It is such an awful feeling when you let yourself backslide after so much hard work!! You deserve this! Your kids deserve a healthy active mommy! And even if he deserves a black eye every once in a while (like now) your hubby deserves a woman who is the best wife she can be because she is happy about herself!

I'll see you in the April Challenge!! :coolgleamA:

You are right I will feel so bad if I stop now cause I know what I can do and that I can do it! Thank you I needed to hear this. I will see you in the Aprils Challenge!!!

This is one of the reason I like this site, so many people in the same boat, it 'a great place to keep my mind on the prize.:seeya:
 
I am sure the sodium contente is very high and weight in day is tommorow :S I am not expecting great results but I have to face the music so I will still weight in ...no choice it's my weight in day for the April challenge, so hopefully this week didn't do to much damage!

Me too :leaving: I am going to have more sodium today so tomorrow's weigh in on the April challenge shall prove me puffy! Ah well we have the whole month :p

Happy to hear that you are feeling better. It's a nice day outside here as well.
 
April 02 2010

Good Morning, I am home with kids today so I got to make this short! So I weighted myself this morning and I am at 182.2 :toetap05: One pound more then last week I am not liking this! I did work out much this week and I had a lot of salt yesterday and the day before so I was kind of asking for it. I just have to recomit myself 100% the long weekend really helped I got to sleep until 7 am (I can't beleive that this is sleeping in for me lol!) So emotionally I feel better I am going to try and meet up with my best friend over the weekend but with the holiday and the kids don't know that it will be possible. I will try!

So Today
Breakfast
home made "egg Mc Muffin" about 5 PTS
I have no coffee in the house I may have to do a TIm Run with the kids causeI need at least 1 coffee a day
2pts
Lunch
legume salad dressing on the side 4PTS (no meat day today)
Diner
vegi sheperds pie ( I will calculate the points as I make it i AM gestimating 6pts at least
which brings me at around 17 pts I will try to work some snack in there if time allows!
Happy Easter!
 
I hear you on the sodium, it kills me every time. Why does it have to taste so darn good? Be sure to get your water!

Glad you got to "sleep in". lol I know what you mean. I remember the days when 10 was the normal time to wake up and noon was sleeping in. Kids, and full time jobs, change everythingh, huh? Now I'm over the moon if I get to sleep in until 8!

Have fun on your day off and have a great Easter!
 
Yea, I got a sleep in today too :) It was heaven. Didn't actually manage to stay asleep, but it was nice to loll around in bed for a few minutes and not have to get up...
 
April 05 2010

Happy Monday!!! (Thsi has got to be the coffee talking lol!) How was your weekend? Mine was great.....I didn't actually get to run or "do an actuall workout with dumbells or sit ups" I walked my 2k on all three day just dragging the kids along in little wagon also know as walking 2k while dragging 60lb on wheels lol:hurray: I was sorta disapointed with my weight in on friday so I kind of cheated on sunday and weighted myself again in the morning and the scale said 179.4lb I am not counting this as my official weight in but i did cheer me up. Also on friday at the park my husband was playing with my daugther and I was playing with my son when he got tired I sat on the bench with him and started to talk with a women there and ended talking about wanting a job closer to home and she has a friend who does the hiring for the only big company in town and they are looking for a receptionist so I may get called in for an interview today...Wish me luck!!!:hurray: Let's make this week a great week!

Today
Breakfast
12 grain bagel with 1 tsp of butter (my god this makes a dry bagel) 6pts
coffee 2pts
snack
green tea
Lunch I will have to go buy something since no one cooked at home all weekend we lived on left overs nothing went to waste but no lunches!
Snack
Green tea
Diner
Legume salad!

I am not walking at lunch to day cause it is raining but if it clear up I might go walk to 2km with the kids like I did this weekend it's not running but it's moving! I will drink my 88oz + of water!!! I have to do abs workout too i haven't since last thursday or wednesday!! To all of you who posted on here thankyou I was in a bad place last week and you are the reason I am still on the wagon so thank you for you kind words, and motivation!
 
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