twolilangels - a journal of a tired mommy...LOL

Thanx, Ive been a bit down I gues just bad timing, I never seem to get ahead, Im always so broke nad in so much debt...I never regret having my oldest but I sure wish I had waited...and then to become a single mom again sucked, the two of us could have done it but just me, is to much...anyway, w/e...Im hoping some sleep and rest this weekend will help me out of this funk...
 


Breakfast
multigrain bread, 2 serving 240 0 0 0
light skippy p/b, 1 serving 90 0 0 0

Lunch
Wendy's Chicken BLT Salad, 0.75 serving 510 24 35 28

Dinner
lasagna, 1 serving 394 34 20 20

Snacks
Grapes, 1 cup 62 16 0 1
caramel rice cakes, 2 serving 100 0 0 0

CALORIES CARBS FAT PROTEIN
1,396 74 55 48
Exercise...Tennis 45 mins
Walk 75 mins (1.25hrs)
Yoga 30 mins
 
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Speedy said:
{waving hand in air screaming} Can I purchase admission to get in!! I'll pay whatever!!
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You're paying it girl! One meal at a time - we all are :)

TLA, You WILL get through this! I know it's a hard time, and I can only imagine how tough it is coming in to the holidays :( I do know though, that life has an uncanny way of turning around.

I hope it turns for you soon,
hugs,
 
Thanx M2M...Im sorry Im such a downer...on the plus side I contacted Blue Cross to see if they will re-activate my account...I got an email back stating that I must follow the directions of the letters they send me...so cross your fingers for me...
 
Hi TLA!! I'm stopping by to say hi. I'll say a prayer for you that things improve. I hate the stress from $$$ issues/insurance issues, etc. Hang in there. Remember to take care of yourself!!!
 
Thanx for the hugs!!! Today I weighted in at -5lbs...Im so damn proud fo myself...it is abt time, I certaintly work hard enough in my opinion for that 5 lbs I also havent exercised today and I dont think I willa dn guess what I am not even gonna feel guilty abt it...LOL...I also fond out I am getting a raise starting Decemeber 1st...YES!!!
 
Evenin 2LT - just wanted to check in on you. Hope things imporve for you soon. You're doing great!! :D:D:D
 
Woo Hoo about the raise TLA!! Awesome news!! And the 5 pounds GONE, congrats there too, you definitely work hard enough for it!!
 
Heya's 2LA,
Wow things are looking up for ya a raise and
another 5lb's gone! "WAY TO GO GIRL"! Keep up the good work,
Tammy:D
 
Thanx for the hugs!!! Today I weighted in at -5lbs...Im so damn proud fo myself...it is abt time, I certaintly work hard enough in my opinion for that 5 lbs I also havent exercised today and I dont think I willa dn guess what I am not even gonna feel guilty abt it...LOL...I also fond out I am getting a raise starting Decemeber 1st...YES!!!
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Wow, celebration is in order!!! You ROCK!!! :D Things keep just getting better... I hope you have a good weekend. :)
 
Oh Man, Im being a lazzzy ass...and eating not so well...I took the girls out Friday night for chinese food, I was craving it and I hadnt taken my girls out for dinner in a looong time and it hasnt just been us and family time for awhile...it was nice, we have this quite little tucked in family run buisness that has the bestest chinese food...they call it the gem tucked away...or Surrey's little jewel tuck away or something like that...so we had that for dinner...ruined my cal intake and I was soo good eating that day as well...

We ate the left overs for breaky and then we spur of the moment went out for lunch to Subway after our hour long walk and being caught int he damn rain and getting soaked...it wasnt just a little sprinkle, it was bad...I even had ice cream today...WOW, i had one and a half Oreo sandwiches but they werent very good...very rich adn htat is my favorite, LOL...good to know I guess...the reason I had one and a half was because we were 30 mins from home and bought those to eat as a treat and we could only buy a box of four as the smallest amount and we just didnt want it meltign all over the car...

I will ahve to step up my exercise tomorrow...definately a walk if the weather allows it and I still need to do my ab work out tape...maybe squeeze in some Yoga and if I get up early enough I want to go play some tennis weather permitting...and I got a ton of shit to do around the house...COLOR]
 
Mmmmm....real Chinese food. Haven't had that in a year. Although I make a pretty good Almond Gai Ding. :D

Congrats on the 5 lbs, and the raise! You're having a kick-ass week!
 
Heya's 2LA,
Sound's like you had fun lastnight! I can't or haven't
played tennis but it sure does look fun I would love to play! I to have
alot of stepping up to do exersice wise!I totally ate and ate for 2 days
my 1 day of treat myself turned into 2!The scale said 190 so I have
to relose the 2 plus a lb or 2 for weigh in day, so lots of work!
Well I hope you have a gr8 day, Tammy:D
 
You will do it Tammy, for sure...you are motivated and focused, just step up the exercise and eat a bit less and more healthy...

SSSOOO...I got a nasty mean email from the X...Im in tears and my good well natured feelings of my accomplishments so far have gone out the window...Bottom line the asshole is taking me to court so he says...to claim the hurt uninvolved dad that is denied his rights...rights he never bothers to follow through with it...he has been ruining my life for a long time now and I hate it...He has no desire to be a part of my daughters life, he has proved it over and over agian...I just wanna get rid of him...Ive been considering moving to the island closer to my parents adn restartign my life, maybe that is what I will have to do, in order to keep him away...
 
Hey TLA,

Ugh, so sorry about your ex. :( You know I truly believe in what goes around comes around. He will definitely get whats coming to him for making your life miserable. Is there anyway that you could get a restraining order or something? Is moving the best option?

I hope everything works out for the best. *hugs* Stay strong, you can get through this.
 
Ya know I just dont get him...he left me, he left our family, he ended the relationship and it is always him poking around and doing all he can to hurt me and such...I dont get it, i could understand if I had ended things and moved on but he did...he left us for another woman...he broke apart our family...He whines and crys and begs to be invovled, so the idiot that I am allows him back in over and over and over agian, believing him and so he does it again...Ive tried everythign to resolve the issue and to try to be friends and or w/e else...it doesnt matter...
 
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