Day 44
Midnight Shift
Finally the last midnight shift. I feel so relieved when it's over. I really don't hate the shift, but I do hate what it does to my diet. It doesn't matter how little I eat, I don't lose hardly anything. Ironically, when I wasn't watching my weight or intake, midnights would be when I would dip down. Go figure.
So today was my last midnight and I had plans to go golfing with some friends from work. I played with the kids all day, as they had off from school, and did some clothes shopping. Bought pants for golf, since my old ones don't fit. and I got a pair of jeans. 34s. I haven't been in 34s in I can't remember how long. Sure they are a loose fit, but I'm taking it. They look good on me, I'm calling it 34s.
Golf was a blast, but dinner after was a non stop comedy show. We laughed so much that other tables started joining in with us. So much fun. I ate too much, but I skipped the appetizer of garlic cheese bread, got double veggies instead of potatoes, but I ate the whole steak. Don't care since it was the only thing I ate all day besides coffee. It was one of the guy's birthday, so they brought cheese cake, on the house, but I didn't even take a taste. There was leftover, too, but I still didn't take a taste. Oh, and I had two Guinness. By the time I was done with the salad and pickles (about 6 pickles) I was stuffed, but that still didn't stop me from devouring the whole steak.
I told the guys that If I get down to 185 then dinner and golf will be on me. I don't care, either. My goal right now is 195, so if I beat that by 10 pounds, then all the better.
I don't think the scale will be freindly in the morning, but I don't care right now.
