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Hello WLF!I've only been here a short while but I already can't imagine a day not spent gathering information/inspiration here. You're all wonderful and I thank you 
Quick back story - poor kid, no nutritional education, was not in any sport, gradually put on weight. My biggest was 198 :\
I then went on Bernsteins. Knowing what I know now, that was a HUGE mistake. I did get down to 159, but over 6 months went back up to 184.
I have a couple of friends who are awesome support. Unfortunately my family is not the same. My mother literally tried to shove chips in my mouth yesterday and added oil to my stir fry when I wasn't looking. I know she does not want me to be healthy/smaller because she is very unhealthy. I stopped worrying about it and I am very straightforward now. If I'm offered something I know is unhealthy, I flat out say no. I have to do this many times a day!
I quit smoking 4 months ago and it is gone FOR GOOD this time. I have saved almost $2000!! That's really helping pay for Europe
Once every two weeks I go out with my friends and have a few too many drinks. I still eat healthy the whole day and even the food I take in drunkenly is healthy (I stow away whole wheat crackers and snap peas in my bag haha).
I have been measuring myself weekly, I weigh in every 2 days (I understand fluctuation!) and the last thing I have to get is a scale to weigh my food. I use an app on my iPhone called MyNetDiary to track my food and exercise, and I am very happy with it!
I would like to be at 150 by mid August (when I leave for Europe). That's a steady 2lb weekly loss. I don't know what I look like at 150, so I may want to go lower when I reach that goal, but I will see when I get there!
So, here is diary day 1! I'm excited to share this journey with people who know what it feels like.
Today!
Bike to work, 25 minutes
Breakfast - Multigrain cheerios, skim milk, black coffee, banana
Lunch - Avocado cranberry salad, low fat italian dressing, lean turkey breast, apple
Snack - Babybel Light
Bike home, 25 minutes
Dinner - Bean sprout and shrimp stir fry
Will probably try Tae Bo or Turbo Jam tonight, got them both yesterday! JM's kickboxing too.
The blond photo is me now. The red hair is when I was around 160. LETS DO THIS!!
Also third last episode of LOST tonight! EXCITED!!
Quick back story - poor kid, no nutritional education, was not in any sport, gradually put on weight. My biggest was 198 :\
I then went on Bernsteins. Knowing what I know now, that was a HUGE mistake. I did get down to 159, but over 6 months went back up to 184.
I have a couple of friends who are awesome support. Unfortunately my family is not the same. My mother literally tried to shove chips in my mouth yesterday and added oil to my stir fry when I wasn't looking. I know she does not want me to be healthy/smaller because she is very unhealthy. I stopped worrying about it and I am very straightforward now. If I'm offered something I know is unhealthy, I flat out say no. I have to do this many times a day!
I quit smoking 4 months ago and it is gone FOR GOOD this time. I have saved almost $2000!! That's really helping pay for Europe
Once every two weeks I go out with my friends and have a few too many drinks. I still eat healthy the whole day and even the food I take in drunkenly is healthy (I stow away whole wheat crackers and snap peas in my bag haha).
I have been measuring myself weekly, I weigh in every 2 days (I understand fluctuation!) and the last thing I have to get is a scale to weigh my food. I use an app on my iPhone called MyNetDiary to track my food and exercise, and I am very happy with it!
I would like to be at 150 by mid August (when I leave for Europe). That's a steady 2lb weekly loss. I don't know what I look like at 150, so I may want to go lower when I reach that goal, but I will see when I get there!
So, here is diary day 1! I'm excited to share this journey with people who know what it feels like.
Today!
Bike to work, 25 minutes
Breakfast - Multigrain cheerios, skim milk, black coffee, banana
Lunch - Avocado cranberry salad, low fat italian dressing, lean turkey breast, apple
Snack - Babybel Light
Bike home, 25 minutes
Dinner - Bean sprout and shrimp stir fry
Will probably try Tae Bo or Turbo Jam tonight, got them both yesterday! JM's kickboxing too.
The blond photo is me now. The red hair is when I was around 160. LETS DO THIS!!
Also third last episode of LOST tonight! EXCITED!!