ttnichols
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Well I feel things are going well with me. I have had a few days of struggling with my hunger. And as hard as it is I am trying to make the right choices. I don't feel real bad but not great about what I am putting in my mouth. I feel that is the hardest thing to deal with. Getting bored with the foods we all can eat. I need to find new ideas and mix things up a bit I guess. And then you add the days you can't get to exercising that stresses you as well.
I did go for a nice hike on Sunday and I felt I did pretty good with it. What I hate is some days it seems easy and other days it is harder. Even thou the hike may not be as hard as the one before but you struggle a bit with it. My problem is I feel that each time I exercise it should be easier and easier. I feel that sometimes I can be hard on myself about it. I guess I just want to be at a place where I feel like I am in the best shape and it all is easy. And I know that will never happen you should be challenged each time you exercise. If it was easy every time then you would get bored and not do it. I don't know if any of this makes any since at all.
I have made it to a size 12 from a tight 14. And that makes me very happy. I have found shopping for new clothes has stressed me out a bit. I can't wear all the size 12s I put on and when they do not fit I think that maybe I am no smaller than before. I try not to let those thoughts win but it is very hard. I am very determined to do this. I know there will be a day when shopping is not a stressful adventure. Thank god I never got rid of my old summer clothes from 2 years ago. And the funny thing is two years ago I thought I was FAT then. And now I am smaller than last year so I must have looked like crap. Man there is to much thinking that goes on with this process. I will soon post my new measurements. Bye for now. I seemed to have rambled on about nothing. Sorry Tina
I did go for a nice hike on Sunday and I felt I did pretty good with it. What I hate is some days it seems easy and other days it is harder. Even thou the hike may not be as hard as the one before but you struggle a bit with it. My problem is I feel that each time I exercise it should be easier and easier. I feel that sometimes I can be hard on myself about it. I guess I just want to be at a place where I feel like I am in the best shape and it all is easy. And I know that will never happen you should be challenged each time you exercise. If it was easy every time then you would get bored and not do it. I don't know if any of this makes any since at all.
I have made it to a size 12 from a tight 14. And that makes me very happy. I have found shopping for new clothes has stressed me out a bit. I can't wear all the size 12s I put on and when they do not fit I think that maybe I am no smaller than before. I try not to let those thoughts win but it is very hard. I am very determined to do this. I know there will be a day when shopping is not a stressful adventure. Thank god I never got rid of my old summer clothes from 2 years ago. And the funny thing is two years ago I thought I was FAT then. And now I am smaller than last year so I must have looked like crap. Man there is to much thinking that goes on with this process. I will soon post my new measurements. Bye for now. I seemed to have rambled on about nothing. Sorry Tina







