Thanks guys.
Had the day off work today. Slept in till nearly noon, hadn't intended to do so but when my alarm went off at 9:30 I must have turned it off instead of to snooze. Oh well, I probably needed it.
Trying to decide if I can go to my favorite horse show of the year. I was expecting my trainer and her other student (and her mom) to all share a room like last year, which would really help keep costs down. But my trainer is sharing a room with someone else which means that not only will my room be split only 3 ways, but the 'trainer split' will be more expensive as well. I had to part with a lot of my money to the government in December (both for paying income tax instalments as well as for something else. There was a bit of a mix up so I will get a portion of that money back, but who knows when and it will only be about 1/4 of what I paid) and am just not in a lot of money right now. In all honesty, with how things are looking now the 7 day show is going to cost me 2300 bucks (and that's with the 800 or so dollars I am going to make by working full time as someone's groom while out there being subtracted off my costs). I'm trying to find an alternate horse transporter who I know was about 400 dollars cheaper than what I paid the last year we went. And possibly trying to bunk up with someone in their horse trailer. i also just got the idea of driving my vehicle up myself (possibly take the student and her mom that I was gonna bunk with so they could pay for half the gas), then just sleep in my car, maybe buy a portable heater since it will be march in canada still). I'm sure the student wouldn't mind me borrowing their shower in their room. If I could save the money on trailering and hotel room the show would only cost around 1450. Wouldn't be ideal, but hey, it's my fave show and you gotta do what you gotta do.
Anyways, with all that stress on my mind I went and rode my horse and of course it had to be a bad ride (I didn't feel stressed getting on so I don't think I CAUSED the bad ride, but maybe subconsciously I did). So add the bad ride and the possibility of not being able to afford my fave show and I had a slight emotional breakdown. Wondered why in the world I ride. I told myself to funnel that energy and pummel it out during my workout. However by the time I drove to the grocery store, shopped, got home and put groceries away, my anger and stressed had left me feeling very tired. I made myself a bagel with PB for lunch, forced myself to change into my workout gear while it was in the toaster. I then forced myself down to the gym. The first 10 mins of my first interval were very hard (though thankfully my sore shins from yesterday didn't appear). I almost stopped at least once and really had to force myself to push on and keep going. It got a bit easier after that first bit. I bumped my speed up to 5.2 for all my intervals this time, and did my 2 min sprint at 7.2 (sometimes I swear I'm going to die during the last minute haha) and ended up running the farthest I ever had. 5 whole miles (8.05km) in 60 mins (including warmup and cooldown) Was really happy with that. I finished the Star Trek movie I started last run so will need to find something else to watch for next time.
Got back up to my place and made chocolate chip cookies. They came out fairly well, made them with splenda to cut the cals down a bit. The recipe ended up making 50 cookies. Each are 95 cals (though I think the second batch I put in the oven were a bit bigger and had a bit more chocolate chips and the first ones are a bit smaller and less chocolate-y).
As those were finishing off I made supper of shrimp in a miracle whip/honey sauce, and a grilled cheese sandwich.
For night snack I had half a package of made Jello, 3 cookies, and a bag of popcorn.
Finished up the day at 1502 cals (btw yesterday's cal count was 1503, I think I forgot to write that yesterday). It's always nice to stay at the right cal count on a day off work during the week, it allows me more freedom on the weekend (when other people are off work and wanting to go out)