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108 bang on this morning! My body sure is making me work HARD to lose weight this time round, perhaps that means it'll stay off in the long run too?
Bootcamp again last night, I had to get my o/h to physically push me out the door as I did not want to go! I was in SO much pain from Tuesdays session, I felt sick thinking about the torture last night would put me through. I am glad I went though, as this morning I don't feel anywhere near as sore (??), even though I worked hard (but not as hard as I could have, I was knackered!).
For my own notes, Tuesday included: jog to the cricket pitch and back twice + stretches for warm up. Then we did weight work while one member ran a lap of the oval (approx 400m?). One lady can run it in 2mins20sec, so I am setting that as my own little challenge to get that number. I will have to time myself first..
We did weights - bicep curls, raises, squats, lunges, deadlifts, sideways lift (don't know the terms very well lol!), butterfly lifts, raises laying down, rollups (with weights). 2 laps of the oval in total each, and stretching.

Yesterday was wet and miserable, so we all hid under the veranda to do our workout. No weights (phew!), but it was a LOT of leg work, and since I couldn't walk without wincing, it was hard. Very hard.
Normal warm up + stretching. Then did a few exercises, adding on a new exercise each round. Squats, lunges, push ups (lower abs are STILL sore from last week, which can be felt with the push ups..uggghh!!), burpees (I opted not to do these and did 20 reps of the other exercises rather than the 10 burpees), jump squats, jump lunges, wide squat thing (wide legs, squat + touch ground, lift up), roll ups (I can't do these as it causes insane back pain to even lay on a hard surface, so I did my own version of rolls ups, more like a sit up). Finished off with a jog across the oval and back, then stretching down.

I was in AGONY after that workout. My poor widdle wobbly legs were in so much pain! After devoiring an amazing dinner, I literally crawled into bed hoping it'd be better in the morning.. and so far, it is! Or perhaps I have to wait the dreaded 2 days for the DOMS. Ugh. Still achy, but at least I can move without wanting to cry (too much LOL).

Eating has been good! I made more coconut chocolate for the girls at Bootcamp, as they were keen to try an alternative to chocolate. I had 3 pieces yesterday which made me feel sick >.< I haven't touched it in weeks, and have no craving for it. Might give it away to family members so I don't have to eat it. I had a non-kebab kebab (contents without the wrap) last week as a treat, this week I had sushi (tuna). The rest of the meals have been pretty good I think? I need to cut down on the sugar-free muffins my mum makes, they are so delicious. I usually grab one when I'm at the horses (every day), so might cut it down to a few a week. That's my only 'treat' after cutting out salty crisps.

Mum made me some lasagna, which I portioned into little portions and froze. I'll make a nice big salad so I can grab a bit of each for lunches. I am still only drinking water (and the occasional coconut + green tea - sooooo delicious!!!), and feeling much better. We had a hot day here the other day, and I hoping I can get through the summer! My 'go to' is a mineral water that contains Iron. I suffer badly from heat stroke, and it seems to be the only thing that I can buy on short notice that helps me from not passing out... It's 92 cal, but contains sugar :( I don't know if I should 'allow' myself to have that one drink, or look for an alternative. Although when a migraine is setting in, and your shaking, over heated and about to pass out, sugar content might not come into play.. Hmm.

Clothes are starting to feel different, which is exciting. I swear my boobs have shrunk a little, although they don't look it. Stomach is most certainly feeling less jiggly, and laying down it's almost flat! Standing up gravity hits.. so I prefer to pay down haha.

Righto - off to eat some breaky!
 
Wowsers BB! Congrats on surviving the grueling boot camps! I feel tired reading it all. The weight will come off surely. You deserve it! xoC


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You weren't wrong Cate! 107.3kgs this morning - yeah! I hope to get to 107 or under by the end of the week.
KP - it's the best feeling! All my work pants are now baggy around the booty and leg area (I suppose the entire pant LOL). Looking forward to getting to 100kgs then I should well and truly be ready for a few new items of clothing. I am worried about going shopping yet, I think I'll be inbetween sizes.
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Quick update before work. 107.4 yesterday, 107.3 this morning. WOO! Keep going down please!
Boot camp tonight. I am actually not sore at all after Thursdays session, I seemed to warm out of last weeks pain, and haven't had any struggles over the weekend.. almost feel jipped! But I am glad my body has recovered.
I am most certainly changing shape, although my eyes do not want to believe it. I keep double blinking in the mirror thinking it's my brain, but there is a noticeable change (so says o/h). I will get a body pic later, as I haven't had one since I re-re-re-started..
Eating better and better. I have reduced my dinner portions (sobs), upped the salad and reduced the 'yummies'. No sugar still. And my new go-to snack is banana + strawberries.. most certainly feeling like Summer now :'( Porridge in the mornings (with a teaspoon of honey + cinnamon .. mmm), lunch today will be a [small] serving of spag bowl (no sugar, lots of veg, reduced fat). I made it yesterday, so hopefully it turns out okay. One of the shops (Woolies, for all you auzzies) has these great plastic containers that are quite small, 'snack size' for o/h, but has helped me reduce my lunch/dinner portions a fair bit. I use this as my guide.
Exercise over the weekend was just the usual mucking out, normal paddock maintenance, chasing horses to put rugs on, etc.. Looking forward to bootcamp I must say. I WILL be double digits by the end of the year.

Off to work.. more bopping while mopping. Have a couple of giant houses to clean, so that'll burn some calories!
 
Great work and determination. Congrats on the bootcamps and shrinking numbers (both on the scale as well as the clothing sizes)
 
Thank you for the encouraging words!

106.4 this morning - wooohoo!!! I was hoping for 107 flat by Sunday, but this much more groovy :coolgleamA: I had a workshop yesterday and decided to try my luck with my always just-a-bit-on-the-tight-side 3/4 jeans. No longer just-a-bit-too-tight, now they are just-a-bit-too-baggy! I had to run across the paddock yesterday afternoon (young horses are great, especially when they think EVERYTHING is a toy and decide to run off with it across a 10 acre paddock) and my pants almost fell off! If I wasn't in the middle of wrangling a foal to give my scoop back I would have jumped for joy (carefully)! So now I'm aiming for 106 flat for Sunday.
Bootcamp Tuesday was good. I think the focus was arms as we did weights again. I was using 3kgs, but I might try 4kgs tonight if we have weights as I am not feeling the burn a day or two later. Am I meant to be sore after every workout? We also incorporated a wiggle board (balance board?), that's really fun but it killed my back from the micromanagement to keep myself balanced. It made me wonder if I could relate this type of exercise to how a horse travels in a float, having the micromanage themselves as they travel... deep thoughts man, really deep thoughts.

Bootcamp again tonight - looking forward to it! I hope we get to do more squats and lunges (did I really just say that?!) to work on my legs. All my pants are now baggy, I am going to try on a smaller size in my box of clothes I put aside just in case I lost the weight. I don't think the next size down will fit, but I can only try! I really don't want my pants for fall down while frolicking around the oval tonight.

I have been good with my food. Bananas + strawberries are my 'thing' at the moment. Todays snack was strawberries with a sprinkling of cinnamon - yummo! I am going to a mates place next week to learn more about her eating program she's been on, although I am not interested in joining any programs, I am just keen to hear what they have to say. I might learn something that could apply to what I'm doing. It sounds super restrictive, for example in the 'second phase of detox' they are to eat 100g protein/meat + unlimited amount of ONE vegetable with that protein (for example, chicken + broccoli). This is for 3 meals a day for 1 month. Not sure on snacks/the rest, but she said I can kiss pasta/rice/potato/carbs goodbye. I think that every element has its place, and while I'm over the moon this is working for her, I am happy on my own path.

Right, lets see if I can wedge myself into something that wont fall down!
 
Woohoo & listen to you! You hope you have to do more squats & lunges? [emoji15] You are hooked BB! GO YOU!!!


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Cate - I know right! Who is this crazy person? Well I got my wish last week .. buns of steel in the making!
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PT last week was good - a tonne of running, which isn't my favorite, but it really worked to raise the heart rate. Last weekend was okay, I walked a LOT helping out at a horse show and running errands. Mon was a full on day at work, Tues/Wed was full of meetings. I am keeping my eating pretty good, and I'm super happy watermelon is in season! Yummo! My weight went down to 106.2kgs, then back up to 106.8 at one point. It was at 106.2kg this arvo before I jumped in the shower, so hopefully it's that or lower tomorrow morning ... hopefully!

No Bootcamps this week.. life has just been too full on and I couldn't make it. Last night I attended a birthday party (for a horse LOL!), and the lady had a bit of a chat with the people that run the program she's been on for weight loss. MMmmm I wasn't sold on it, they did make some very convincing statements, but the sciencey brain said "prove it" and so far, they haven't. It was 3 stages - first stage was a detox. Basically cutting out majority of fruits and 'sugary vegs', no bread/milk/dairy/carbs/sugar, 100g protein + 1 veg off the approved list 3 meals a day, plus an apple (or citrus fruit) twice a day, plus a heap of supplements + drops, and only eating 500 cal per day. Second stage seemed similar, but a few of the 'forbidden' fruit/veg were allowed, then stage 3 was maintenance. What I didn't understand was why would you cut out these major, GOOD veggie/fruit groups, and then take a tonne of supplements to replenish the vits/mins you aren't getting because you can't eat the foods to get them??? They were all about avoiding hidden sugars in fruit and veg.... it just didn't sit right with me. I have asked for an analysis and list of ingredients (I refuse to put something into my body without knowing what's in it!). Still no response....
They claimed that they'd be able to lift my (dangerously) low iron + "cure" my PCOS. Ha. If you're able to cure this, or "any skin/mental conditions", how are the Dr's not all over this...? Managing, yes, but curing? Strong words... It peaked my interest, but it was just common sense. I also don't appreciate someone telling me that I need to lose "A lot of weight.. a loooot of weight". I am well aware of just how fat I am, I have (unfortunately) seen myself naked. It's not really a secret.

But it was interesting, some little bits of info was groovy, but I'm happy to put in the hard yards and eat a wide range of beautiful fresh fruits this summer.. secret sugars and all ;) Beats a Mars Bar any day! But if it works for you, awesome!

I bought some watermelon this arvo (which I'm about to go and cut up for easy snacking!), yummmm. I also made icecream the other night, I had a serious craving! Luckily I had some frozen bananas that I wizzed in the blenda, and added a teaspoon of peanut butter (no additives, just nuts and oil), and sprinkled with cinnamon. Yumm-ooo!!!! Totally delicious, felt 'naughty' but guilt free. Totally worth trying ;)

10kgs down, and what feels like a lifetime to go. From what Google says, I should be weighing around 63-79kgs. 63kgs wouldn't be realistic for my body I don't feel.. I am not sure what my 'ideal weight' would be, but I'd like to be under 79kgs. I think I'll aim for 80kgs, and then see how it works from there. I don't want to get hung up on a number, but I guess getting to 75kgs would put me in the 'ideal' range, but will aim for 80kgs first. So that's only 26.2 kgs to go ... Or 31.2kgs until the 75. Wow, didn't realize I had so much to go! I like the first number, 26.2kgs sounds nicer hehe. I need to get under 100kgs before I start riding my horses again, and it's been wayyyyy too long! I am ultimately doing this for my young horse, who is only a bub, but I want to be fit and healthy for riding him (plus life, etc..).

Day off with nothing planned tomorrow.. first one in 3 weeks! I guess I should do my washing, and get some exercise in since I've been super slack ..
 
Does not sound like my kind of weightloss programm! In fact it sounds like something that´s going to be punishing, very expensive and not too healthy. And if they can´t explain the mechanism and won´t even tell you the ingredients... I say yay limitless fruit and veg!
 
:iagree: with both of you. It does not sound logical at all, nor particularly healthy. I don't eat unlimited fruit, but do eat up to portions a day. Vegetables I don't limit, but have cut out white potatoes, mainly because I think they're almost inedible without lots of salt & I have reduced my salt intake considerably. Changing what we eat for the long-term is a much better solution. Someone is always trying to sell you the next BIG thing, but basically we all know what to do, it's a matter of doing it. It's best to do what suits us personally.
 
Thank you both! I couldn't agree more. You'll laugh at this, I found their ingredients + analysis sheets, and just how many supplements you need to take. Corn is one of the 'banned foods', yet is a large component in the 'fiber supplement', both corn and corn starch (funny, considering 'all starches are banned'...). There are 7, yes SEVEN different supplements to take (daily) to 'maintain a healthy diet'. The 'green drink' is just powdered spirillina + green veg - why not just eat the veg you may ask, much like I did. Because it's in a concentrated form they say. The carb blocker is just genius with their ingredients - white kidney bean and hibiscus. I mean come on... why not just in corporate these foods into your diet instead of cutting them out, and spending $3-450 on supplements which takes out the fiber anyway (hence the fiber supplement!). Sad days. I wont take the products, for the fact I disagree with it, and also it contains soy. A good friend of mine is trying to get me to sign up, but I've already said I'm not sold on it. I might use the soy excuse to not break her spirit.
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105.9 kgs ! BOOYEAH! I thought I was going to be stuck forever at 106.2kgs. Phew. Finally! I bought watermelon and have been snacking on it like it's going out of fashion. And while I understand it's still a sugary fruit, it's high water + very rehydrating, and I am *hoping* it can replace the iron waters I was taking last summer to help me with my heat stroke. Hoping. Plus the rind is a great treat for the horses.

I didn't get much exercise in this week, naughty! Just the usual chores of mucking out/horse management. I am not feeling 100% this morning, and I think it's related to the coconut oil chocolate. I seem to get a crook stomach from it now, so I'll have to say goodbye to it, or just have it as a very rare treat. Although it's not worth it in my opinion. I might try a bliss ball or something next, fruit + nuts = yummm. For you Auzzies, the Royal has started as of today. I am helping my breeder friend in the Grand parade, and need to squeeze into a white coat on Monday for it - eek! Should be fun though. Must remember a hat so I don't burn..
Next week is looking hectic. More cleaning, which I'm a bit over after a client had a hissy fit about his clean, and made a lot of remarks that were untrue about our work. We can only clean so much in 3 hours, and when you have mold on the walls, floors, doors, windows.. don't expect a miracle when it takes an hour to scrub each shower. Ew. It's been good motivation to get my business going though, so that is always a plus! I want to be up and running so I can quit by Christmas. Massive goal as it's only 2 months away ... eek!

Better dash to work!
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Thanks TL!
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104.7kgs this morning. Although, I don't believe my scales. At first it said 104kgs, then 102.4, then 105. Walked away and came back with 104.7kgs twice, so I'll stick to that one! It was kinda nice to see that the scales do go down to 102kgs... Motivation, come at me! 11.3kgs down .. wow. That's amazing! I am proud of me :)
Back to bootcamp tonight after two weeks off - eek!!! I am going to be dying tomorrow :( Work has been mad, so I haven't been able to go ... I am scared haha.

Eating wise I've been good. Been off the past few days with a stomach bug, dunno what's happened there. I have swapped milk to ricemilk for my porridge.. I like ricemilk, but I do not like it in porridge :( Coming into summer I need a cooler breakfast, and I am now at the end of my porridge packet and milk, so I will swap for something else. Fruit, maybe? I am totally into watermelon at the moment, or perhaps a smoothie with almond milk? I'm thinking mango, banana, maybe some berries.. although after the Hep A scare with the berries in Australia earlier this year, I am not so keen.. Ricemilk was the only non-milky-milk that didn't have added sugar! Almond, soy (I don't like soy products), coconut,lactose free and other long-life milks all had added sugar, brown sugar, or a malt added.

My neighbor has lost 60kgs. Ah-may-zin! She has another 9kgs to get to her goal weight, but I am super proud of her!! Crazy to think she has lost the weight of my dog (she's a big dog lol). Her before/after pics have helped me stay on track, and she did it all naturally too - good for her. She is enjoying the paleo lifestyle, which is great.

I am hoping to hit double digits by Christmas.. that is my goal. I told myself at 10kgs I could have a 'treat', so recently we attended a Royal Show to help a friend, and I thought "yes, today is the day! 10kgs down, when I get 17,000 steps completed, I will have an icecream". It was incredibly hot, and I was mad keen for it. At the 15,000 mark it was mid-day, hot, sweaty, and hairy (from the horses). By the 17,000 mark I had cooled down and though no, I do not NEED an icecream. I will wait until 15kgs. I always knew summer will be my testing my will power, but as long as I can get through that first hot spike, I should be able to resist the sugary poisons. (I have to stop calling them delicious treats, as they are NOT delicious for my body, only my taste buds. Mind over matter!). So instead I went shopping at a horse store. As mum says "You are not a dog, you do not need a food treat to know you've done the right thing".

Today I am bopping while mopping, I am a bit over this job now. I also plan to quit after 'peak' season over Christmas, I do not want to be doing this in the heat! I have the horses being lunged, and plan on riding again properly once I'm under 100 kgs - eek! Exciting!!!!!!! That will be my reward, to start riding again and not feel like I'm crushing them.
My sister took some pics of me with the horses yesterday.. still have a fat butt, extra chins, and more wobble than I am proud of.

Time to bop!:biggrinjester:
 
Well done BB on the weight-loss, resisting the temptation, eating well, going back to bootcamp tomorrow & for having an amazing Mum! Love her! xoxoCate
 
Thank you Cate <3 My mum is pretty damn awesome :D
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104.4kgs! I am aiming for 104 flat by Sunday. Bootcamp on Tuesday was boxing - SO much fun! Can tell I've been away for 2 weeks - everything hurts. I am dead keen to get a boxing bag.. I actually have a voucher for a local store, just need to suss out what a good brand is (suggestions welcomed!!). I want a big one, and after learning some groovy moves on Tuesday, I realize now that I can do so much without a partner there (using the bag as my 'partner'). My bootcamp partner says I punch quite hard, and was surprised about it. I didn't think I was, as I didn't want to hurt her. I told o/h when I got home, he said I do have a good swing. Groovy!
I think if I can get a punching bag + work with that, I might enjoy trying something like kickboxing .. when I'm a bit slimmer. Still too much jiggly arm movement when I'm punching for my liking. I really enjoy boxing, it's such a good stress relief - I felt like I had an amazing de-brief after that session. Very awesome.

Boot camp again tonight - although I hope it's not boxing as I have very badly burnt my hand. Silly hot water bottle was too hot, and the cover slipped off during the night. I am now supporting a very large welt + huge blister on the side of my hand. Ouch! Looking forward to bootcamp tonight, need the burrrrrrrrrrn.

Eating wise I've been good. I had the most delicious banana, frozen banana, rice milk, honey (although i didn't need it), and cinnamon smoothie yesterday - mmmm! Someone, not looking at any partners in particular........ ate my last banana last night, so had watermelon for breaky. I did have hot chips last night (which I regret - and did NOT enjoy and didn't finish). We went out to the drags (cars) and were in a rush to leave. Food options were limited, and so I had chips (the only food I know didn't have sugar!). On the way home we went to Maccas and I got a warm chicken salad, no dressing. I didn't like the 'chicken' (if you can call it that!!), but ate my giant bowl of plain lettuce, 3 small cherry tomatoes and a whole single slither of cucumber in peace. No dressing (looked about a cups worth in the packet!). I am glad I am able to make these choices at a pinch, although I just wanted a good ol' steak + veg.

My clothes are most certainly feeling bigger, and my stomach smaller. My little 'side rolls' have significantly reduced - one side has gone, one has a little roll that needs to shift (I have scoliosis so I'm quite uneven lol). Including my sports bra, so I dug through my 'small clothes box' to find a sports top with support in it to wear under my workout top (which is too big now - yippee!). It's a size smaller than what I wear, but thought 'what the hey, worst it'll do is not fit'. It fits!!!! Snug, but that's what I wanted to hold the girls down. Couldn't believe my luck! It didn't roll up or anything - was perfect. Wow. I got changed as soon as I got home, and o/h caught me in my 'new' workout singlet. Said it looked really good - yay! Although it's a stupid shape, I will have to get a photo. There is no way someone could not wear a bra with it .. your boobs would fall out the sides. But it fits - yippeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Off to see my farrier, and then home for bootcamp.
 
Thank you both!
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Blistered hand is still blistered. Keeping it bandaged to save it from infection. I derped again last night, and now have another second degree burn on my other hand. I really should learn my lesson... This one is only tiny, thankfully.
104 flat as of this morning, phew! I was 105 for a few days, but I tend to go up before I go down. No bootcamps this week for me, was quite unwell Tuesday (hot weather = heat stroke and nose bleeds unfortunately), and I just ran out of time today. I'll try to get home in time to take the dog for a walk tomorrow arvo I think, might take her to the oval so I can do some jogging.

Food wise I've been okay. I had a kebab last weekend, held an extra .5kg until this morning. Boo! Eating lots of wonderful fresh fruit for breakfast, I seem to lose weight if I eat fruit (watermelon mainly), so trying to incorporate more into my diet.

Exercise has been lacking - it has been warm here. I did help with a flooring delivery yesterday, that got some steps up. 8000 steps today, will hopefully get the 10,000 tomorrow. I can feel my sciatica niggling, ugh.

Crappy day yesterday. My little foals mum was laid to rest, which really sucks. I was hoping to buy another one from her in a couple of years, but I am thankful to have my little guy here today.
My grandad was also diagnosed with blood cancer, and they're not doing further tests to see which one. Apparently his heart is doing well, but they need to xray his stomach to see if he has lymphoma. He has fluid in the lung as well (has pulmonary fibrosis), so he has a world of stuff going on. Just plays heavily on my mind about how our bodies can be silent with disease for so long. Pushes me to keep going. My weight loss might be slow, but it's for life.

I am hoping that if I lose the weight slowly that lose skin may become minimal? Not sure if this is true or not? I am happy to be 12kgs lighter (what a scary thought!), but still have a way to go. I keep changing my goal, but I think 75kgs would be a good aim. 29kgs to go.. yikes. Doesn't feel possible at the moment!

My work pants are almost too big to wear, the fit is all wrong. My 3/4 jeans are too baggy, and no longer look right. But I must admit, I am a bit nervous to try the next size down in the shops.. I'd hate to get there and have the size down not fit LOL. I will get to 15kgs (if my pants can last) and then go to the shops.. 3 kgs to go. Only a handful to go until I'm double digits!!!!!!!!

Crappy day, I think I'll go to bed early.
 
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