This Trucker Fights Back

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Time to blog this bitch:

Well my official weigh in at the doctor's shows a 12 lb gain since July 1st. I'm not overly surprised. I'm not gonna be one of these people who is gonna walk through the denial path but I do need to sit down and figure it out.

My doctor, if I can start at the end of discussion, told me to feel good about the big picture and not to lose track of what's been accomplished so far. He didn't sugar-coat it with a 12 lb. gain is a good thing either.

He did take the time to measure my waist and we discussed the scientific reasonings and such. We weren't looking for a passive solution but rather re-tracing some things that may not have been accounted for.

I guesstimated I had ridden approximately 1500 miles and walked another 300 since last visit. He immediately believed it. It's a small town and word gets around with people seeing what you do consistently. My public presence is notable. He himself has seen me 'out there' doing what it is I do.

The waist measurement (down a half inch from July) led him to believe that perhaps it was down to two areas - water retention and/or new muscle mass. Without proper advanced caliper measurements of the thighs and calves, we were in a inconclusive discussion. We discussed my massive coffee intake and then started to look for different areas of sodium intake then we branched out to just what I've changed this summer intake-wise.

So that's my 'here-n-now'. Time to re-evaluate my lack of fresh fruits (due to outrageous prices), the re-entry of carby snacks, the belief I was 'allowed' to expand intake due to increased exercise and not limiting myself. To simplify, I have gotten off-track.

Maybe it's more like I didn't do a good enough job of planning to eat for life vs. eating to lose weight. Obviously I thought I had a grip on this but over time I found my wanting for old stuff to be an area I thought I could have the best of both worlds - with control. Clearly there are some things that I'm going to have to just leave at the store, like I did when I started this journey. With winter coming on, I'll need to address this with a top priority stamp.

The numbers - health-related:

Well those are still as perfect as they have been since I overhauled my body. The good doc gave me high marks for keeping those consistent, and that told him I'm still eating well. It's hard for a diabetic to hide that, be it good or bad. Figures don't lie. This where he felt some underlying reason for the +12 was scientific and simple analyst would explain it. This would be the absolute worst time to lie to myself and to him though I could only fool myself and not him.

The task in front of me is to end deception and deal with perception. I did it before and I'll do it again.
 
Hey Randy, sorry about the gain :( I'm sure you can knock it on it's ass, if anyone can. Wanna race to the finish? I just posted my goal (new year's eve) outfit, and have ordered it. Since I'm spending the money, I've gotta be ready to wear it, right?

How did your trip go?
 
Hi. Serious is great. You will be one of the very rare maintainers, and staying serious about keeping your weight around your new healthy level is how you will do it.

It's hard that you don't have measurements to tell you what exactly has happened though, because you know how much you have ridden this summer and that your legs have so much solid muscle on them. Plus your tummy is not showing the increase. Your other numbers are spot on. However even without the calipers, from here it doesn't look like your weight gain could be a fat gain. I keep thinking it would be good to have some calipers. I've heard they're not expensive, though in my case it's easy to spot the oodles of fat still left, so I don't feel like it's urgent for me yet.

Of course you're right to be concerned if you know that your snacks are taking you away from overall good health.

You have been doing massively right things despite the issues you're focussing on here, and you have been doing massively right things right up till this time. I understand why your doctor is saying you need to keep that bigger picture in mind.

*HUGS*
 
I love Felici's comment!!! :hug2:

I was kind of wondering, "didn't he just weigh a mere 2 bills not even a month ago?" The gain is really a shocker to me.

I have seriously re-evaluated my eating habits and came to this conclusion:

I think I should eat like I have Type II diabetes.

To avoid getting it! I noticed that if I happen to binge on sugary sweets, I feel a real sort of temporary depressive state, especially if I have been drinking as well, but not only when I've been drinking. I have an awful feeling I am fucking up my insulin production with my sweet tooth. If not, I'm fucking up my rational mind with false emotions brought on by sugar "crashes." Have any knowledge to drop on me? I'm not schooled so much in this shit, I know you are :) Well, have a great day and back on the WL Wagon!

Love you,
Valerie
 
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Hey Randy, sorry about the gain :(

Awww, thank you, Dari :)

I'm sure you can knock it on it's ass, if anyone can.

Thanks for the nod, it means a lot.

Wanna race to the finish?

Sure. No. Maybe. Wait, there's a finish line in this business ?? gah !!

I just posted my goal (new year's eve) outfit, and have ordered it. Since I'm spending the money, I've gotta be ready to wear it, right?

Yes, you gotta be ready. A good ho is prepared for anything and everything :) You're gonna look smokin' in that get up, I can't wait to see it !!

How did your trip go?

I didn't go.

Hi. Serious is great. You will be one of the very rare maintainers, and staying serious about keeping your weight around your new healthy level is how you will do it.

Hi. You know me oh-so-well.

It's hard that you don't have measurements to tell you what exactly has happened though, because you know how much you have ridden this summer and that your legs have so much solid muscle on them.

I just don't have the ambition to ask around about the solid muscle conversion. I think you know this goes much deeper than that. It is a weird scenario, all the same.

Plus your tummy is not showing the increase. Your other numbers are spot on. However even without the calipers, from here it doesn't look like your weight gain could be a fat gain. I keep thinking it would be good to have some calipers. I've heard they're not expensive, though in my case it's easy to spot the oodles of fat still left, so I don't feel like it's urgent for me yet.

True, I'm sweating more over this than I probably need to be, I'm just going to have to except I don't a caliper operator chick here to help me out with that task. If you know any qualified caliper operator chicks, give me a holla :) Bottom line is right on, I haven't gained oodles, and yes, I have oodles of some degree too I'd like to admonish from my frame. Let's agree our oodles are looking much better presently, don'tchya think ??

Of course you're right to be concerned if you know that your snacks are taking you away from overall good health.

Yep, clean up on aisle 5, for sure.

You have been doing massively right things despite the issues you're focussing on here, and you have been doing massively right things right up till this time. I understand why your doctor is saying you need to keep that bigger picture in mind.

*HUGS*

Right-o Kerry A, The big picture is I played hard and got spanked. I let my guard down. I clearly yo-yo'd for my personal pleasures. A lesson learned.

(((Hugs)))

I love Felici's comment!!! :hug2:

oh yes !! Queen Forum Mum is always right on. I love everything she writes - honestly.

I was kind of wondering, "didn't he just weigh a mere 2 bills not even a month ago?" The gain is really a shocker to me.

Fair enough. Right before Nicole came up for the ride, I changed my siggy to 208. I knew I was doing bad things (i.e. beer drinking + my diabetes was acting goofy) As of yesterday, I was at 211 at my Mom's scale, stripped down. I weighed in at the Doc's fully clothed in winter clothing but I'm not surprised I gained 3 pounds from Nicole's visit to Tuesday.

I have seriously re-evaluated my eating habits and came to this conclusion:

I think I should eat like I have Type II diabetes.

"An ounce of prevention is worth a pound of cure". I highly pat you on the tushy if you can pull this off. You can't go wrong thinking like this, Val.

To avoid getting it! I noticed that if I happen to binge on sugary sweets, I feel a real sort of temporary depressive state, especially if I have been drinking as well, but not only when I've been drinking. I have an awful feeling I am fucking up my insulin production with my sweet tooth. If not, I'm fucking up my rational mind with false emotions brought on by sugar "crashes." Have any knowledge to drop on me? I'm not schooled so much in this shit, I know you are :) Well, have a great day and back on the WL Wagon!

Ugh, this is where are worlds don't collide but I do understand what you're saying here. You chicks seem to have it bad with the chocolate/sugar deal. I'm over that hump.

Love you,
Valerie

Ilu2,

Randy

Randy, where are you??????

I'm here making out with your avatar, ok ??

:)
 
Now don't you go getting all balistic on yourself. 12lbs I'm sure over half of that is muscle gain, if your waist is still shrinking it's forming into HOT ASS MUSCLE!! So are you a coffee freak like me too?? Well, I used to drink 3-4 cups a morning, but now only 2, I'm one of those crazy people that drinks half the cup, then pours out the rest when it's only luke warm, I can't stand cold coffee, unless it's called a "FRAPACHINNO" and comes from Starbucks. LOL LOL ! I got my H started on Decaf in the evenings, I buy me some good decaf beans "flavored" of course, whip em up in the grinder and mmmmm, fresh made coffee for the relaxation time.

Did I get completely off the topic or what?? It's about you, not coffee, DAMN KIM!!!!! You know I'm **Throwing the love**** I would put money on the fact that muscle gain is certainly a key factor here. Don't stress, take it easy and keep on trucking (riding) Your doing fine!!! Have a good day today!!
HUGS!
Kim
 



Now don't you go getting all balistic on yourself. 12lbs I'm sure over half of that is muscle gain, if your waist is still shrinking it's forming into HOT ASS MUSCLE!! So are you a coffee freak like me too?? Well, I used to drink 3-4 cups a morning, but now only 2, I'm one of those crazy people that drinks half the cup, then pours out the rest when it's only luke warm, I can't stand cold coffee, unless it's called a "FRAPACHINNO" and comes from Starbucks. LOL LOL ! I got my H started on Decaf in the evenings, I buy me some good decaf beans "flavored" of course, whip em up in the grinder and mmmmm, fresh made coffee for the relaxation time.

Did I get completely off the topic or what?? It's about you, not coffee, DAMN KIM!!!!! You know I'm **Throwing the love**** I would put money on the fact that muscle gain is certainly a key factor here. Don't stress, take it easy and keep on trucking (riding) Your doing fine!!! Have a good day today!!
HUGS!
Kim

Maxwell House Smooth or Original and hot is a must !! cold coffee ?? what the flying fuck ?? that's just ewww.

I drink 100 to 120 oz. a day. My standard cup is 20 oz. so 5-6 of those a day the norm. I also like Sheetz coffee (as fast growing multi-state c-store chain, possibly the next Tim's !?!?) but at a buck and a half a pop, I stick with the home brew mostly. These people that buy 3 and 4 dollar coffees are a lil screwy IMO.

Thanks for keeping the muscle vote unanimous, you're such a doll.

Well I am going to take the course....

I'd be thrilled upon your graduation that you'd fill the position but the 1st class ticket is out of the question.

:p
 
Thanks for the lovin'! I hope you have a wonderful Friday, and quickly drop those pounds you don't want. Also, I hope your diabetes stops acting funky! And I was drinking a lot this week, although it was time well spent with the girlfriends! So much fun!:cheers2:
 
Have fun on your trip!! Don't get stressed over the gain, you'll get to where you want to be. I gained 3-4, and started running, and increased my weight use at home. It's just about gone. Keep inspiring everyone in here!!
 
Sing to the Tune of Barry Manilow's Mandy....

Oh Randy... oh I came and we went on a bike ride!
And, then I drove away...
Oh, Randy....the weight gain is small, please don't worry!
It will all go away.... Oh Rand-deeeeeeeee!


Don't worry, you WILL get back in control. We are peas in a pod, us two. I have been "suffering" myself the past 10 days or so, spiraling completely out of food control. I have been under so much stress. And, it's not a good excuse, no, but it is the truth. I eat when I'm stressed. (I eat when I'm happy or sad, too, but that's beside the point!) I am making a serious choice to get back on track as of today, November 12th. Repeat after me...no more slacking, no more snacking...or, my thinner clothes I'll be packing! UGH!!! Let's use each other for momentum! We can do it! Even if that means I have to call you daily and sing my "OH Randy" song to you ... oh, you wouldn't want that. You'd need ear plugs for sure!
 
Hey dollface,

I read over a few pages of your diary. I'm glad you're able to talk to your doctor and re-evaluate the 12 lb "gain." Most doctor's just harp and bitch, then say, "Fix it or you're going to die." (Or at least my dad's been having those issues and I feel like flying up to Hawaii and punching his doctors in the face... bah... damn violent she-devil moment.. sorry.) Anyways, I agree with what Kim said... about muscle gain, because if you've lost a 1/2 an inch in your waist, then obviously it isn't belly fat gained. Anyways, I hope your trip is going well, honey. Talk to you when you get back.

-Sheryl
 
Thanks for the lovin'! I hope you have a wonderful Friday, and quickly drop those pounds you don't want. Also, I hope your diabetes stops acting funky! And I was drinking a lot this week, although it was time well spent with the girlfriends! So much fun!:cheers2:

I got wasted all weekend and got stoopid with snacky shit. I finished off the last of the 'bad stuff'. My only saving grace was I didn't eat big or greasy, in fact I didn't get involved with meals at all, nibble here, sip sip there..

I really meant to get toasted because I'm just that way sometimes. I doubt I did any harm around the waistline.

Have fun on your trip!! Don't get stressed over the gain, you'll get to where you want to be. I gained 3-4, and started running, and increased my weight use at home. It's just about gone. Keep inspiring everyone in here!!

My stressball has been over stuff other than weight gain but it doesn't take long for weight to wedge itself into the list.

I'll follow your lead. Nice you didn't wait till like Jan. 2nd to start. I'd say that's very inspiring.

Sing to the Tune of Barry Manilow's Mandy....

Oh Randy... oh I came and we went on a bike ride!
And, then I drove away...
Oh, Randy....the weight gain is small, please don't worry!
It will all go away.... Oh Rand-deeeeeeeee!


Don't worry, you WILL get back in control. We are peas in a pod, us two. I have been "suffering" myself the past 10 days or so, spiraling completely out of food control. I have been under so much stress. And, it's not a good excuse, no, but it is the truth. I eat when I'm stressed. (I eat when I'm happy or sad, too, but that's beside the point!) I am making a serious choice to get back on track as of today, November 12th. Repeat after me...no more slacking, no more snacking...or, my thinner clothes I'll be packing! UGH!!! Let's use each other for momentum! We can do it! Even if that means I have to call you daily and sing my "OH Randy" song to you ... oh, you wouldn't want that. You'd need ear plugs for sure!

That was cute !! and brilliant !! I'm still rofl here !! I totally agree, there is no way in hell I'm wearing 'bigger clothes' again. I can save ya a ton your phone bill and we'll just skip the singing part and get on with toughening up together.

Kinda freaky how we do so good and then wig out when we boo boo.


Hiya, Randy!!

Your diary is calling

yoo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo-ooo!

!!

Hey dollface,

I read over a few pages of your diary. I'm glad you're able to talk to your doctor and re-evaluate the 12 lb "gain." Most doctor's just harp and bitch, then say, "Fix it or you're going to die." (Or at least my dad's been having those issues and I feel like flying up to Hawaii and punching his doctors in the face... bah... damn violent she-devil moment.. sorry.) Anyways, I agree with what Kim said... about muscle gain, because if you've lost a 1/2 an inch in your waist, then obviously it isn't belly fat gained. Anyways, I hope your trip is going well, honey. Talk to you when you get back.

-Sheryl

Only trip I was on was a Puerto Rican Rum excursion over the weekend but I'm back :p I def like the Hawaiian trip better, maybe you could hook a brotha up with some sticky stuffz Yum Yum !! :biggrinjester:

My doc is being pretty cool, if gets outta control, Imma fetchin' your services for an ol' fashion thumpin', deal ??
 
I got wasted all weekend and got stoopid with snacky shit. I finished off the last of the 'bad stuff'. My only saving grace was I didn't eat big or greasy, in fact I didn't get involved with meals at all, nibble here, sip sip there..

I really meant to get toasted because I'm just that way sometimes. I doubt I did any harm around the waistline.

Wasted all weekend! Oh dear. Well, truth be told I had a significant amount myself; yesterday I was with my 20 year old girl friend drinking mimosas. I'm sure you'll do fine! :hug2:
 
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