The ups and downs of Dieting...

okkkkaaayyyyyy....

The evening did not start out well at all. While i was getting ready my mum phoned and gave me some horrible news. Apparently my cat had kidney failure and had to be put to sleep. :(:(:( It's just so horrible.. I'm going to miss her so much. What's worse is that im going home in a couple of days.. the fact that she isn't going to be there is just.. i don't know how to explain it.

My housemate made me go ice skating tonight.. she thought that it would take my mind off what i had just heard.. which to be honest helped. Ice skating was fun. I only managed to fall over twice.. (which was pretty good for me..) But i did wobble quite a bit. hehe Rupert was there to catch me a couple of times, but he was pretty good at ice skating, so was off doing his own thing quite a bit.

We went to a pub afterwards and all sat there chatting. He did sit next to me which was nice, but thats only because it was the only seat left. Not sure if he would have sat there if he didn't have to.

I was going to say something to him all night.. But i didn't have the guts. :eek: Instead.. i got his number off a friend of mine and sent him a sms telling him that i liked him and we should go out sometime. :eek: Why? WHY did i do that? I haven't got a reply yet.. and i sent it about 45 mins ago. :( He does have to drive home first but.. ah crap.. why did i do that? I'm so going to get rejected. Soooo should have told him face to face.
 
Okay.. i got a reply. He doesn't like me. :(

This is what he wrote:

I think i should perhaps say no to the drink. Maybe a text isn't the best way to discuss things, but i don't feel the same way and i'd rather stick to just being friends. I'm sure we'll run into each other soon so perhaps we'll get a chance to talk. Rupert.

:(:(

It really is not my day today. :(
 
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righty then.. a new day.. a new start. Pick myself up again and carry on.. gaining full marks in everything i do. *nods*

Man my dreams were plauged with weirdness last night. :rolleyes:

Anyways.. I was going to go for a run this morning, because i thought that i was a little better but when i woke up my nose was so blocked i could hardly breath. So.. the exercise is a no no.

Currently about to wrap myself up warm and catch the bus to uni. Spending the whole day in the computer lab.. lots of sitting down.. not good for my diet. But i got lots of water with me, and some healthy snacks that i'm allowed.. so hopefully i will be okay.

I kinda blew my diet last night when i was feeling very down in the dumps. :( But.. im not going to let it effect me. Everyone has downfalls once in a while.. picking myself up and getting on with it.

As a friend of mine once said.. 'death is going to happen.. you can't do anything about it.' And 'You will get rejected in life countless times.. it's part of life. ' *nods*

I am the almighty pinky!! :D I am a stronge, beautiful girl and i am sooooo worth it. Screw anyone who thinks differently. :D hahahah :D:D
 
Girl you are so right! You are a beautiful young lady and Rupert doesnt know what he's missing.
I am so sorry about your cat hun. I know how it is. Our first doggy died a few months ago. When I went home to visit it just wasnt the same. Buster was ther but Taffy was gone... Buster seemed so depressed. He's aged so fast now that his old girl is gone. So they got him a playmate... Boomer... Boomer is a bad dog.. .LOL he's a big dufus that towers over Buster and brakes eveything with his huge whiplike tail. but Buster keeps him in his place.
Just know this Pinky.... You're Kitty is in no pain. She is in a better place now. I believe all living things go to another place. maybe except for plants, that may be a little overboard.
I have 2 cats in my house here. One was constantly getting sick. Every damn time it cost us about $400 to save his butt.. Pets are just like kids. we love them as family. ....
I'm here for ya girl...
take care... MORE SOUP!!! ;)
 
Awh Christina.. thank you so much.

Boomer sounds cute tho.. what breed is he?

I'm going to miss Mini so much.. but i guess i should have known it was coming soon. She was old. :( *sigh*

Anyways.. I'm now on the look out to find someone else to obsesse over. :) hahaha only kidding. :D
 
LOL Pinky! Don't focus on one man.... Yer young... enjoy yourself... Play the field... I'm so bad heh? LOL
Boomer is a Yellow Lab. He's 2 and Buster is 8... buster seems so old though... he's all gray in the face now and he has lumps everywhere and he limps and stuff. But Boomer knows that Busters the boss man. Buster is a mutt... He looks like Boxer/lab/pitbull.... I may have a pic....
I'll post them in my dairy so I dont take all your space hun!
 
Pinky was so hoping to come in here and see good news and I stumbeled on sad news. Honey Im so sorry to hear about your poor kitty. I know how that is I had to have one put to sleep and it about killed me. And About Rupert he has no idea what hes missing. You are a beautiful girl and any man would be happy to have you and you are young so have fun while you can. Hope your day is better today honey. you are in my thoughts.
 
hey girls.. thank you so much for the words of encouragment.. it makes me feel so much better and happier.

In terms of my diet i'm afraid that i have put on a couple of lbs.. subconsiously i can feel it.. i haven't even bothered to weigh myself because i know what the results will be. :( Going to have to try really hard tomorrow and sunday before my weigh in on monday.. try and loose the 2lbs or more that ive put on (i know i have.. from my slip ups this week..) so that i haven't gone back up. Got to keep going.. got to keep going.

Would have thought all my work would have kept me away from the food but it didn't really work. :eek: oh well i guess.. onto another day.

Its about 1:30am here.. Ive just got back from work and have been trying to write my essay. only 1,000 words into the 3,000 one that i have to do by tuesday.. havent even started my 6,000 one for thursday. :eek: im working every single night next week too.. god knows how im going to get it all done. argh! Oh well.. if i am really good on my diet next week then maybe i will loose a lot more because of the stress and worry that i have. hehe
 
Hey Pinky, Just checking in on ya,..I'm so sorry about your kitty...I'm also sorry about Rupert ... You deserve better then him anyway!
 
Okay...

So.. i got up at 6:30am this morning, and managed to get into the library at 8:30am. Got myself a little study room with a computer in it.. so have been sat in there pretty much all day. The only time i left it was to go to the loo, and when i had to go and see my counciller.

Sadly because of all my bad days today ive put on 3lbs. :( Just have to make sure that this week i am good.. that i don't have any bad days and that i exercise a bit. Im feeling a lot better flu wise.. so once all this work is finally out of the way i can start concentrating on looseing as much weight as possible. *nods*

Anyways.. guess i should go back to my work. Still have to reasearch and actually write two 3,000 word reports by thursday! :eek: Im so screwed.. im working every single night this week. *cries*
 
Oh man Pinky, you really got the raw end of the deal these past couple of weeks! If I knew anything about the papers you were writing I might offer to help... well that and it might be considered plagerism to have someone else write your paper ;) but we go to different schools, they'd never find out!

I bet anything I'll be in your position at the end of the school year since I managed to get off with such a retardedly work load this semester... it'll all come back to bite me in the rear!

Anyways, try to not stress out too much - make sure you're getting lots of rest each night to recharge your brain! Its been proven that getting a full night of sleep really helps to retain information from the day before. Don't argue science! :D
 
Sadly it's a research report on some projects that we did.. so no one can help me apart from myself. hehe.. but thanks for the offer of potential help. ;)

I would so LOVE to have a full nights sleep.. sadly it is so not going to happen. Just got back from work (its 11:30pm here) and tonight was an early night. Estimated finish tomorrow night: 2am! I'm getting up at around 6:30am again tomorrow.. haha so screwed! But luckily after thursday it will all be over.. *nods* and then i can relax.. go swimming.. gym.. what ever i please. :D
 
Hey hun! I was just looking at your photos on the before and after thread! Your doing great! I can tell a big difference!
 
Christinanva- thank you so much hun. :D I've put on weight over the past week (3lb) but hopefully if i work hard i can get rid of it this week.

Got up around 7am this morning... overslept which meant that i didn't get a little study room with a computer in it today because they were all gone by the time i got onto campus. Instead i just got a study room, which is better than nothing i guess.

Just handed in my first essay. :D So now i got about 6,000 words to do by thursday.. hmm 3,000 words a day and research + work.. wonder if i can do it. ;)

I bought myself a skirt yesterday.. only problem is its really really short... was going to wear it to work tonight.. might be a little impractical tho. :eek: I will let you know. hahahahah
 
Okay.. so i wore the skirt to work.. was pretty fun actually. :D Was nice to get chatted up slightly, even if it was by drunk patrons. hehe I felt sooo naked tho.. was checking that no one could see my arse the whole night. hehe

Managed to get an extension on my essays until monday! :D :D im soo pleased that i actually managed to oversleep my alarm this morning. So.. at least now i have had some sleep. Just have to work hard to get my essay done as well as i can. :D
 
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