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cinderelly said:

And NO to using that FAT word...:rant::rant::rant:
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Aww, the word FAT isn't so bad when used in the process of self-deprecation. Besides... I've found some comfort in being able to admit that I'm gloriously fat! My clients point it out all the time and I've learned to genuinely laugh about it.

Over the past several years I've really learned to embrace myself (and others) for exactly who and what they are. It's very liberating. Who we are, of course, is quite different than what. I am not my oversized gut, my chubby cheeks or my man-boobs. I just happen to be the pilot of this hunk of junk. Sure, I'd rather be driving a Ferrari but this will do for now. :D

That's my take anyway!
 
:ack2: Ug, by the way... upon a friend's suggestion I took some N.O.-Xplode prior to my workout today. Sheesh, I feel terrible. It was great at first and provided a boost during my workout, but now I just feel kind of BLAH and hope that I can manage to fall asleep tonight.

Since I bought the damn stuff I'll give it another try at a lower dose another day. I'll report on that later.
 
kureransu said:
what exactly is N O xplode? i've heard it before, but i am not sure what it is?
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It's a pre-workout supplement that's supposed to produce "immediate results in energy, size, strength, pumps, performance, mental focus, and training intensity."

It contains creatine and releases nitrous oxide into the blood stream and increases blood flow to muscles. What I didn't know is that it also contains a lot of caffeine (didn't see it listed in the ingredients). I haven't had more than a small cup of coffee every other day fir several weeks so I think I'm in for a very long night!

Don't get me wrong because the stuff does seem to work. I felt like a monster before my workout! :D But I won't be taking the full dose this late in the day ever again!
 
I need more folks to post in the forums tonight so I can post replies. NO-Xplode has turned me into a typing madman! It's almost 10:00 and I'm ready for another workout! Yargg! :flame:
 
Schwa said:
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Aww, the word FAT isn't so bad when used in the process of self-deprecation. Besides... I've found some comfort in being able to admit that I'm gloriously fat! My clients point it out all the time and I've learned to genuinely laugh about it.

Over the past several years I've really learned to embrace myself (and others) for exactly who and what they are. It's very liberating. Who we are, of course, is quite different than what. I am not my oversized gut, my chubby cheeks or my man-boobs. I just happen to be the pilot of this hunk of junk. Sure, I'd rather be driving a Ferrari but this will do for now. :D

That's my take anyway!
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This is a great take on it:)I could learn a thing or two from you...

My biggest obstical is my physical appearance...I hate it, I hate my fat and it really hinders me:(For one t hing I dont feel fat...Im active and happy and with that beign said I dont feel like an overweight person.

I see you joined the challenge...Thanx and welcome aboard!!!
 
cinderelly said:
My biggest obstical is my physical appearance...I hate it.
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I should clarify. It's funny. When I meet someone I've never met before I couldn't care less that I'm overweight. In fact, sometimes I like it because I feel like it makes me stand out from the crowd (admittedly I know it's different for men than for women). On the other hand, I would rather fall into wood chipper than be seen by someone who knew me in high school when I was 170 pounds.

I don't mind someone thinking "Damn, he sure is big!" but I'm terrified of someone saying, "Damn, he sure has gained a shit load of weight!" I have missed weddings of great high school friends because of that fear. I think about that ALL the time. That’s something I can never get or give back no matter how hard I work and it makes me mad as hell! The best I can do is make sure I don’t miss out on more opportunities in the future for the same reason.

So here I am…
 
Okay, my apologies for my rabid posting tonight in case anyone is sick of hearing from me. It's midnight and that NO-Xplode still has me energized a full six hours later! I'm going to make an attempt to hit the sack, but I’m not very hopeful. I feel like I could pick up my desk chair and run around the house a few times. :willy_nilly:
 
I hear ya, my issue, isnt how much weight I gained...I gained all my weight after my horrible break up, LOL...

My issues and biggest fear is going out and finding someone a sig other...I have no come to the desicion that I want to find a man and find someone I can spend my life with but I just cant make myself do it now at this weight:(

So till then, im working hard to get over it.

So hey, Im wondering are you interested in chatting in the chatroom or on a messenger or something?
 
cinderelly said:
So hey, Im wondering are you interested in chatting in the chatroom or on a messenger or something?
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Yes indeed, perhaps tomorrow though. I'm going to make an attempt at getting some sleep right now. I just need something to quiet this nuclear reactor someone set up inside me! Wahhh! :willy_nilly:
 
Schwa said:
Yes indeed, perhaps tomorrow though. I'm going to make an attempt at getting some sleep right now. I just need something to quiet this nuclear reactor someone set up inside me! Wahhh! :willy_nilly:
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HEH sorry abt that...:(If you are pretty much caffine free those things are murder, why energy drinks scare me so much...Im pretty much caffine free,...

Ok well im up for abt another 30 mins if ya change your mind...
 
I should clarify. It's funny. When I meet someone I've never met before I couldn't care less that I'm overweight. In fact, sometimes I like it because I feel like it makes me stand out from the crowd (admittedly I know it's different for men than for women). On the other hand, I would rather fall into wood chipper than be seen by someone who knew me in high school when I was 170 pounds.

I don't mind someone thinking "Damn, he sure is big!" but I'm terrified of someone saying, "Damn, he sure has gained a shit load of weight!"
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That's exactly how I feel. I am more than happy to take my shirt off and go to a water park and I honestly didn't care if anyone stared at me because of my weight. Hell, I'd be fine with drawing a map of California on my stomach and shake it, and say "this is the next Big Earthquake"... For a laugh. I really honestly wouldn't care.

But, when I ran into someone that I hadn't seen for 10 years- I cringed that they have seen me shirtless. I remember my cousin, Joe- he saw me shirtless 5 years ago, for the first time at the beach and his eyes popped out. I never forgot that look.

I'm with ya 100% on that one bro.

BUT, it'd be awesome if we lost all this weight and have old friends say "damn, he looks great for his age!"
 
do these no xplode things keep you from sleeping soundly??? just wondering!!! :)

and i use chubbers instead of fat lol


my boyfriend HATES when i say i feel fat..... so i say im just a chubbers... and at least he laughs it off rather than flipping out about me using that word blah blah blah hahaa
 
M_Marie said:
do these no xplode things keep you from sleeping soundly??? just wondering!!! :)

and i use chubbers instead of fat lol


my boyfriend HATES when i say i feel fat..... so i say im just a chubbers... and at least he laughs it off rather than flipping out about me using that word blah blah blah hahaa
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Pleasantly Plump works as well:)

Im also wondering how did you sleep last night
 
cinderelly said:

Im also wondering how did you sleep last night
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Not so well, but better than I thought I would.

Not sure if it was the lack of sleep but today kind of sucked. For the first time in three weeks I really felt compelled to eat for much of the day. I didn’t over eat. In fact I’ve only had 1500 out of my 2100 budget thus far, but I usually feel really full after my breakfast smoothie and 9:30 snack. When 10:30 rolled around I found myself lingering by the refrigerator looking for things to eat – an old habit I’d rather not pick up again.

Oh well, I’m getting through it. After this very unstructured weekend I’m actually looking forward to the work week… well, aside from the gobs of paperwork I have waiting for me!
 
cinderelly said:
Pleasantly Plump works as well:)

Im also wondering how did you sleep last night
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oh i prefer curvy!!!

anyway to all you big guys...i can honestly say that i prefer men with a bit of meat on their bones!! plus a bit of flab is very under rated IMO on guys....as it just makes you more cuddly!! who wants to snuggle into a hard six pack?? not me!! my ideal guy?? oooooh alec baldwin!! yes i know there was that whole weird angry message he left to his daughter...but i think i could tame him...hes just a big old gorgeous gruff bear...yum!!!

i like russell crowe too...for all the above reasons...:drool5:
 
I like bigger men as well...Honestly, i go for a great personallity!!!

You seem to have one...I enjoy reading your posts.
 
you have become mr. popular schwa!!! haha, sorry about the no sleep. i can totally relate. I most likely going to turn it as i plan to hit the gym at about 5:30-6 a.m. ok let me catch up on everyone else's diary..
 
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