Reality Check:
Broke routine due to late night (not early like I said) and feeling depleted. Body needs rest.
As usual, less active days present an opportunity to challenge restrictive eating whilst still in the early stages.
I started the morning with a
White Tea.
Jumped on my computer for a bit.
Got off to make a Cold Press -
Green Juice (Chard/silver beat, Broccoli, apple, pear, and Beetroot)
Drove into town to frequent the local markets and stock up on raw food.
Returned home to make a
smoothie. (home made almond milk, banana, flaxseed/meal, spirulina & honey)
Main meal for the day around 3pm -
Steamed Salmon with salad (Sorrel Leaves, Soaked/Dried Sunflower Seed, Avo, Cold Press EVO oil, Olives, home grown tomatoes, Diced carrot and beetroot)
TEA Drink - freshly dried Chamomile and Lavender.
Later Had a
black coffee with a dash of honey (not making of habit of that - enjoyed briefly, not so the coming down - regretted having it in the end [don't need in the morning and was simply clutching at straws later that afternoon . now evening)
Drank water between during the day (always carry with me when leaving home!)
The Chamomile and Lavender we bought fresh today at the markets. Think I will make some more now. It's great to be clean and sensitive enough for it to take effect. Although the coffee no doubt impedes on the effect. (I say I regret the coffee, Yes & No - that too if I time it right can be used as a primer) All a matter of self respect. I only need small doses now and again. I am now able to better judge the subtly of how my body reacts. Making note as an incentive to keep clean. It's easy to get lost chasing effects that are best built up over time. My green juice in the morning with the right variables the day and evening before is able to give me the same effect as coffee without coming down, nor the dehydration caffeine often results in. All the health related marketing aimed at coffee are not enough to win me over. I bounce of the walls with one cup of instant coffee now I am clean. It has a place, but I much prefer my green juice and whole foods.
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Weight Fluctuating between 93.4kg and 95kg-
Happens. No surprises there. I had my weekly red meat two days ago. I only have about 200grams of grass fed welfare approved beef once a week. Personally I don't like eating animals. The wife and I cut right back after watching some of the latest documentaries. I won't paint a black hole on that subject. I think what I just said, says enough. Even though we still eat meat, we do feel better for the choices we now make. The great thing about eating whole and raw foods is the contribution it such a choices make. Withdrawing support for the farming and factory practices that are negatively impacting "our" world is part and parcel of eating healthy, whole and sustainable foods. We usually check online to find out as much as we can about the growing and farming practices of the foods we now eat. We aim only to support welfare approved and the least toxic methods now employed. I say least toxic, because even organic practices are now tainted with marketing and red tape. Especially any thing that comes in a box or carton that claims to be "whole." In that light, I question the quality and health with regard to Vegan, Paleo or any other new age/wave/fad practice of consuming; when compared to simply eating freshly home made/processed foods.
Plant based for sure is the way to go. I only aim to question anything that comes in a box, wrapped in plastic and or sold off a shelf. So much processing withing the Vegan, Paleo and vegetarian section of the supermarket these days that it should raise question to anyone serious about what they put in their mouths. That's our attitude at any rate. We make the time rather than time make us.
We all choose the roads we take. Time is not for me to reason to another except to myself. Anyone can eat a specific way and keep ahead of time when buying off the shelf. That's why the terms Vegan, Paleo and Vegetarian mean little to me. I don't buy into any of it. Just yet another commodity, another identity. Let me know when TED TALKS go beyond talking about the GDP and the cities are actually growing food in renewable sky scrappers as the standard way of living. In the mean time, I am all about growing my own or buying from others who cares to sell and swap. Anything that comes is a box, may as well a pack of cigarettes. To be sure - at times cost dictates the quality of what we eat, however I could post on how to minimize the toxicity in that. (additional home processing can help!)
Eating real fruits and vegetables organically home grown on land that's been well prepped, is a shocking way to discover just how tasteless factory farmed foods have now become. One get's a real sense of just how synthetic food really is.
Eating a rich diet helps to circumnavigate that. Just what the corporations want. Sadly this now incoudes most road side stalls. We even question the quality whilst walking the local markets. People think just because there is sign that says "Farmer's Market" that the food is some how clean and nutritious; when really your probably better off at Coles,Woolworths and the like.
Smiles to think - "Oh stop being negative!" The knee jerk response from that which is tethered to time. I now think of that book -
Loving what is! Yesiree ... Tis the state of affair to be true. I ponder now on those 4 question in relation to how I view. Truth is ... the above is indeed what it is. Who would I be if I did not believe the things I read? Could I eat all that garbage and it have no effect if I was to believe it would make me healthy and thin? hmmm - I guess that may depend on the rate of degradation to my body, Vs my mind ... although the two are linked. How well I care to listen to my body vs the conditioning that leads one down this or that isle to pull whatever off the shelf.
Best one can do is make the best choice that presents itself. Moreover, being present leads us to do the processing for ourselves. Yea ... I like that ... double meaning relevant to quality eating and thinking.
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No offense to those traveling on a different path. Mores the power to anyone who's following one that they know works for them. I really don't claim to know anything but merely aim to either delude or seek for myself.
That concludes the subject of food.
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ACTIVITY:
Time to set my purpose for what I think I know that to be ... regarding the charge I require in order to stoke the fire. I'm feeling a hard and fast 5 mile walk in the morning with a solid weight session will do me good.
FIND A GOOD CORE ROUTINE DAVE!!!
Yea, I think yelling will work. I've been slowly incorporating with success some situps routines after my heavier walks and weight sessions. I find this increases the burning effect and develops stamina when working on posture in all my activities. It's typically a point in my journey where body composition extends the time of fluctuating readouts on the scales. It's usually like that until a point where I develop a core that sees me break though into much stronger version of myself. (NOT IMPROVED - I always aim to turn the table on main stream cliches -
[plays into who the hell am I at any rate - I need no mirror ... I am already the vision that plays inside me head!!!]
Yea - I think some gentle stretching whilst doing some visual affirming will prep me good for tomorrows all day burn. Was in the back of my head when my body said what is said when I got out of bed. I can will a good days outcome from the chair knowing It's already done. I can feel an even 92KG by the end of next week. I think I'm well versed now on how those 100 gram lots that come and go, according the to input, output and rest. Hell ... I reckon I can even affect the fluctuations with how I think!
Tis the reason I have written this as I have.
Good note to finish. I had my days rest. Tomorrow a new day where I choose to be at my peak!
Forgive the dyslexia and sloppy writing tonight {I did however an effort for easier reading ; )} ... this post was like a causal walk and now it's time to do as I envisioned.
Peaceful dreams.