The, if not shrinking, staying the same size Midwife...

AHA! I've found you're diary :D Glad to hear the news from the doctor and hope all goes well with the ctscan. I may have to go for a biopsy soon.

Sorry to hear that you are feeling down Redpiggy, you are doing so well but I guess it happens to the best of us :) Congratulations on your 3 lb loss!

Is it ok to party?
:party:
 
Hey
Sorry for being a grump the other day.
Things are definitely better today.
Despite my potential injury....

Went out last night, and there was a mosh pit, and a guy came flying towards me, so I put my arms out to steady him and stop him falling, and went down myself!
The floor was so slippy, as soon as he touched me, my left foot slid out from under me. I went down to my knees not splits luckily, but I pulled my hip funny, and landed hard on my left hand.. Today my hip aches and the bone at the base of my thumb hurts when I touch it...
BUT on the upside, the guy didn't fall down and crack his head :)

ALSO
Scales said 203 today :)
Not updating my ticker until weigh in on monday though.
Although thats half a stone now :D

Had spag bol and a scone so far today.
Low fat cheese on the spag bol, and no butter on the scone.

Also drained all the fat off the mince because it was DISGUSTING.

Going to copy and paste a post I made about last night on a different forum.

Ooooohh.... I'm so annoyed!!!!

Me and my boyfriend went out tonight for the first time since August!
And anyway.
We had a run in with a bouncer..
He was such a ¤¤¤¤!! (can I say that on here? )
The first time we went in, I walked in and then OH got ID'd, I laughed and Bouncer A said have you got any too? You get ID'd for laughing!, which was fine, he was really nice about it.
So after a little while we went outside for some fresh air and A let us borrow the umbrella so we wouldn't get wet.
After aboout 15 or so minutes we went back inside.
By this point there was A and bouncer B.
We put the brolly down and walked straight in.
I was in the bar, and OH was at the second door, almost in the bar too when B stopped me by putting his hand on me and asking for ID.
A said something along the lines of, They've just come out, but B wanted ID anyway.
I got mine out, by this point OH had realised I was being ID'd and got his wallet out to get hid ID out.
B saw my licence then asked OH, are you alright?
So I was confused, and looked at OH thinking maybe he looked upset.
Before either of us could say anything or react, he leaned forward, quite in my face and leaning towards OH, and said, aggressively, have you got a problem?!
OH said, no, I've just already shown him it (meaning bouncer A), not in an aggressive way or anything, just looking confused.
So B was like, Well you haven't shown me.

He was so rude, because at the end of the day, OH does have a problem. He has a hearing problem.
In his right ear.
The ear facing the bouncer.

The bouncer didn't know about this, and nothing about OH's body language or anything he said, gave him reason to speak to us the way he did, or be as aggressive as he was.
Especially as the other bouncer had already vouched for us.

Having had jobs where I was in a position to ID people, and question things, I know this was not the way to go about it.
His reaction was disgusting and basically ruined our night.

We have sent a message of complaint to the bar and we left straight after this incident so bought no more drinks there.

OOOOOHHHH I'm so irritated.
We have requested some action be taken, whether it be a verbal warning or something more.
There was no need to be rude about asking for ID, or not believing the other bouncer.
And especially no idea to lean in to our faces, when he was a lot taller than us, and practically shout in our faces.
 
Sorry to hear about your night out redpiggy, how is your hip and wrist today? I think the bouncer probably had some steroids that night and was a little aggressive--or maybe he was otherwise feeling his cheerios (as they say here in the states), but he had no accord to treat you guys like that so I'm happy you're taking action :) Congrats on more pounds lost and losing half a stone :hurray: :party:
 
PAH
silly scales :(

Back to 204.5.. I blame it on the dehydration!

I'm being really good again today, and had weetabix for breakfast, with a bit of sugar.
I'm going to drink loads of water and sugarfree squash today and hopefully knock off a little by tomorrow.

Martin is the same as yesterday, why can't I be too?!

ANYWAY
Might go out for tea tonight though because it's valentines tomorrow.
Or then again might not.

Off to bed for a bit again seen as though we're both aching and I'm still poorly :(

Hip aches if I cross my legs but my wrist is a bit better thanks :)
 
Bluergh I feel sick :(

I was a little hungry, so me and martin shared a jam sponge pudding.
But as I was making it I worked out the calories for my share would be like 6/700 calories.

Then when I was eating I felt I couldn't eat.
So I had maybe half.
But now I feel like I'm going to be sick.
And that worries me because I almost said I feel like I want to be sick (as in to get rid of the sicky feeling) but then that sounds way too close to bulimia!
Which I definitely don't have!!

But maybe I just wasn't hungry, so when I ate it's just not settle properly.

I'd worked out my calories for the day would still be pretty good even eating the whole thing, so I can't tell if it's related or not.

Anyway.
Days food
Breakfast 2 weetabix with whole milk and sugar
Lunch Cheese and brocoli pasta (no extra cheese :p)
Tea 1 southern fried chicken breast, peas, sweetcorn, green beans and mash with gravy
Snacks 2 small portions of cornflake tart, 2 packets of quavers, jam sponge and custard.

Even factoring in the crap it's only roughly 1900 or so. And thats rounding everything up to the next hundred. i.e 2 quavers = 169 cals, I counted as 200
Tea was good though, only 400 cals, maybe less.
Lunch was maybe 400 tops, think off the top of my head it's 300 and something for the whole packet, which I didn't eat anyway.

Anyway..
Weigh in tomorrow!!
Weighed in at 206.5 tonight, and I usually drop a max of 4 overnight. My average is probably 2/3.. 3 would be good for tomorrow. 2 not so good.
I don't want to have maintained this week!!
Even a loss of 1lb is better than nothing.
My scales at work put me at 201 the other day, which is annoying, because when they were in the other room they measured me right, now they're on carpet they're measuring me low!
Also my mentors BMI calculator puts me higher than online ones... Maybe it's just shifted slightly from overuse.. I can hope :p
 
I'm renaming Valentines day pig out day.....

Was a little upset with my scales this morning.
Apparently I've gained a pound.
Despite them saying 204.5 or less all week!! Bloody things.

So I had...
Breakfast Half an apple
Lunch Mash and beans with a little cheese on top
Tea Curry. Some jalfrezi, some tikka masala, pilau rice, naan and bhajis....
Snacks A handful of marshmallows and some biscuits.

So yeah.
I probably ended today on about 2000 or so calories..
Maybe less, probably not more

Hope scales say 204.5 again tomorrow though!

Getting back into the juicing, going to have apple and carrot and ginger juice for breakfast and lunch tomorrow and for the next few days.
 
The whole curry meal we get is worth it :p
The masala sauce is amazing!

It's 1223 for half of everything, which I didn't have, so prolly around 1000 calories.
But we have it maybe once in every two weeks so it's not too bad.
We've cut down on takeaways too so it's even better :)
 
We've cut down on takeaways too so it's even better :)

I find that doing this makes me lose weight on my body, but my wallet gains some weight. :sifone: Or at least maintains a little better thru the whole month!

Fingers crossed for a good weigh in for you tomorrow!
 
Can't remember if I weighed this morning.. I think I did and I'm pretty sure it was 204.5 again.
Although I got weighed today in uni to take part in someones dissertation stuff, 210 :O
Fully clothed, shoed and straight after lunch though so it wasn't that bad I suppose.
Especially not as I wear big clumpy skate shoes :p

Will update properly later..
I know I've said that before and not done it though...
ILLLLLLL :(
And grumpy :(
 
Hey Red!

How's things with you? Hope you're feeling less ill today.

I would hate to get weighed in front of other people. So far I've managed to avoid this, despite being in a medical degree.

You're so close to being under 200lbs, you must be excited? I love milestones :D
 
Ah it didn't really bother me as I knew what to expect.

I'm feeling a little better but now Martin is really ill :(
I feel so sorry for him.

I'm meant to be working tomorrow and sunday, but I sooooo want to call in sick :(
I can't though because I'm so far down on my hours.

Foods been horrendous.
Dreading weigh in.
Scales stayed up at 206.76 today :O
Might just have a weekend off and pull it back when we're both better as it's so hard when we're not sleeping and I'm in uni and working on no rest.

Being out of the 200's would be amazing but I#m prepared to wait a while as I'm not 100% commited this week!!!
Too ill and stressed :(



On the up side
My grades this semester were
80% Multiple choice exam
80% 500 word
80% Multiple choice exam
66% Multiple choice and long answer exam
54 Essay

The 54 isn't a percent, it's weird, it's a 2:2 basically.
The top three are one module, so I got 80% over all in that module.
The other two are from on going modules

But yeah,
I passed my first semester really well :)
 
Good job on your grades at uni!!!

I hope you and Martin are feeling better soon. Taking a weekend off won't kill you - you can get right back to it when you are feeling better!
 
I worked today :(
In the snow!!!!!
And rain
and cold
and I'm iller now I think :(
Might take tomorrow off :p

Then again maybe not... I dunno.
It's all postnatal and I can't stand it to be honest.
I like antenatal and intrapartum.. But postnatal bores me!!

Anyway.
Off for a relaxing bath!!
 
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