This weekend went by too fast to really enjoy. I did get in a couple OK band practices and my workouts were pretty intense.
Saturday I went over to Sports Authority to look for some new gear to help me get in shape. I ended up getting nothing because of the price of it all, but someday I'll get more!
Yesterday was pretty good. I haven't been strict on my diet at all, but I really don't have to. I know that sounds like I'm eating anything and everything, but the truth is, these days, the healthier foods have been tasting so much better. It also helps that a lot of my friends are going through this with me so I'm not the odd one who doesn't want to eat fast food...
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Lately, I've been less self-conscious, but sometimes it creeps back up. Yesterday I was going for a walk to turn in my rent check. Just before the office, there is a pool on the right and left side of the walkway. In the pools, or around the pools, are many attractive women about my age... and fit guys my age just enjoying the summer. Why am I not doing that? Summer is soon over and gone for year! I felt bad because right now, I'd be too embarrassed to join them in the fun. I felt that
They would not want me there!!!

What kind of attitude is that? I've lost a good amount of weight already! I feel really great about myself, but until I get into better shape, I feel like I won't be able to really enjoy many things... Maybe soon! If anything, I'll use it as motivation.