Thanks hillbillylee. I felt a bit better today (a good nights sleep did wonders) and as I say it was my own fault for trying to do too much too soon with the excercise, and going to bed far too late. I just felt that I should use the weekend to get back on my feet so I can do my best this week.
I haven't really had a good day with eating... aside from 4 hob-nob biscuits (SINNER!) which is definately not diet food, I have just eaten too much in general I think. I was on a bit of a downer after the scales didn't change for me and I think this was what caused it.
BUT. I haven't used the "may as well have today off then" excuse and allowed myself to stuff chocolate... and I am not going to let myself get off track because of one not-so-brilliant day.
I didn't like standing on the scales and not seeing any progress, although I know that I get too hung up on what they say- I can feel the difference, and see it, so I'm definately doing some good. It's just disheartening. My boyfriend said exactly what I needed to hear when I told him about is this evening though, bless him, and that helped a lot to keep me going with it.
Tomorrow I am going to get in some good excercise... I will either take a long walk or do my excercise DVD in the morning and in the evening I have my weekly aqua-fit class. So hopefully by tomorrow evening I will be feeling a bit better about it all again.
I am also going to be very strict with myself this week... NO MORE OVER-SIZED PORTIONS for a start. I know as I go on it will be harder to lose the weight, and some weeks nothing will show on the scales, but that dissapointing feeling has still driven me to be determined; I want a result next sunday.
I am also going to start writing what I have eaten each day on here. Hopefully this will help with the portion control; how shameful if I have a huge long list of food to tell you all at the end of the day!
