Sabrina diary x

sabrina_20

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Hi,
this is my very first entry - hopefully not my last. I'm hoping that this will help me and motivate me to continue losing weight.
At the moment i weigh 115 lbs, my aim is to get to 100 lbs by the end of the year. I really have got to get thin!
Anyway, my plan is to just continue what i'm doing - eating about 500 calories a day and getting some exercise in aswell. NEVER eat more then 800 calories and never less then 300 calories. I've been eating less since the 2nd of January this year and have so far lost 1 stone and 6 lbs. which is good but not great.
Im hoping to go abroad for about 2-3 months in May and its going to be so hot and im going to barely eat. I'll be living in a little village, away from all temptation surrounded by mountains - can't wait! mum and dad don't want me to go as they think ill get too thin - i wish!
The fattest ive ever been is 157 lbs and the least ive ever been is 115 lbs - my weight now.
Still feel so depressed, just want to get thin then i could live my life like a normal 19 year old. I havent been outside in weeks, just been inside hiding away. i hate summer as i feel even more fatter and uglier. Although, today i tried on some clothes in the morning and like all my clothes are so loose!!! i tried my sisters extra small dress and it fit me! ough they were a little tight at the boobs lol. still, it made me feel a little better.
Im going to go in a bit and eat my dinner i think, dont like eating too late.plus im hungry as so far i've just had breakfast which was;
1 weetabix and skim milk.
1 tea with 1ts skim milk.
Thats aproximately 106 calories - not bad
Going to have some nimble bread now. later going to snack on fruit. Dad brought loads and loads of biscuits and they look so tempting but no way and i going to eat them, just going to concentrate on getting thin.
Im going to go out next week to meet my best mate who ive been completely avoiding since the weather perked up - i so hate summer - hope i dont look too horrible.
 
Please don't take this as me trying to be bossy, or motherly or anything, but I really think you should take a look around the site a little.

My infant son is taking in more calories than you. No wonder you are hungry. How tall are you?
 
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Hi Sabrina,
Welcome to the WLF

What you are doing is UNHEALTHY - there's no question.

Are you under a doctor's supervision? If so, who is it? He/She should be informed of the dangerousness of following a plan such as this.

Your body NEEDS more calories to function.

You lose fat and muscle while starving - your heart is a muscle - if that muscle goes, you're in trouble.

It sounds like there are more issues involved here, have you been or are being treated for any sort of ED? You are starving yourself - it's that simple.

Learning to maintain a healthy weight and lifestyle is crucial for long term happiness. Life is too short (even if you live to 85) to be hurting yourself in the process.

Do your parents know how little you're eating?
 
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