Rebel's Diary

A little while? I'm glad you did in the end.......don't forget to eat again later. The calorie police are watching you :)
 
Kind of an off day but ok as far as bad days go.

Food....

Breakfast- 1/2 ham steak, fried eggs. (653 Calories)

Lunch- Protein shake with peanut butter and banana. (564 Calories)

Dinner- Chicken tandoori -w- spinach. (400 calories)

Calories =1617
 
I'm not sure if today's food can be considered good or bad. I had a chocolate bar for lunch; something I would normally never do.
It all started when I met Gael for lunch. We weren't going out but just sit in her car and talk. The subject of chocolate bars came up and I told her that I hadn't had one in over 8 months. I told her I cant have one because they are almost pure sugar. She explained that we were talking about 2 seperate things. What I call a chocolate bar she calls American chocolstized candy type substance. We ran to the store and she picked one out that she likes. It's made by a company called lindt. Never heard of them but gave it a try. At first I didn't like it because it just wasn't sweet. We talked about the differences between the two and somehow I ended up eating the whole thing.
I guess I never knew the differences between chocolates. Like what I thought was chocolate has about 11% cocoa. This one had 78% . the ingredients on the old bar might have well been in Latin. I couldnt pronounce half of it. The new one listed what should be in chocolate. Things you can understand. Cocoa, milk fat, sugar.......just non chemical engineering words lol. The sugar content was less than half of what im used to. All and all I guess it wasn't a horrible choice. It even had protein and fiber in it. So I had to admit she was mostly right about the whole thing.
 
Today was mostly ok. Calories were way higher than normal but still lower than BMR so still not a bad day.

Breakfast- 1/2 ham steak, fried eggs. (686 Calories)

Lunch- Lindt chocolate bar. (575 Calories)

Dinner- Broiled catfish with lemon, pea salad. (1182 calories)

BMR >>>>3189
Calories =2443
Total= -746
 
Lindt is pretty amazing. Also one of a VERY few companies that actually make sure their products can´t be contaminated with peanut traces instead of just writing on the package it may be, which is kind of a Big Thing for people with bad allergies. Their normal stuff is too sweet for my taste, but then again 11% cacao wouldn´t be allowed to be branded "chocolate" over here. The lowest I know is 35% :D
 
Lindt is pretty amazing. Also one of a VERY few companies that actually make sure their products can´t be contaminated with peanut traces instead of just writing on the package it may be, which is kind of a Big Thing for people with bad allergies. Their normal stuff is too sweet for my taste, but then again 11% cacao wouldn´t be allowed to be branded "chocolate" over here. The lowest I know is 35% :D
Most of the stuff here is labeled milk chocolate so maybe that has something to with it. I did some reading and by law it only has to contain 10% cocoa to be labeled as chocolate.
 
Today has been bad. I've just been depressed and angry so I dunno. I've just been in a daze I guess. It's 1145 pm and just realized I haven't eaten all day. I need a reset button for my life.
 
Really sorry to hear that, hon. Outside influences or your brain being a jerk to you? Big hugs in either case and I really hope you´ll be able to sleep and feel better in the morning.
 
Managed to eat something. Feels strange eating when not hungry but better than no calories at all.

Breakfast- (0 Calories)

Lunch- (0 Calories)

Dinner- 6 Scrambled eggs topped with salsa, 3 slices pepper bacon, low carb flat wrap with peanut butter and banana, 10 ounces 2% milk. (1200 calories)

BMR >>>>3189
Calories =1200
Total= -1989
 
Outside influences or your brain being a jerk to you?
I don't know honestly. It could have just been one of those things. Maybe I watched something on tv that bothered me. With the bipolar I tend to get more emotionally involved in things. Like a tv show or movie can get to me more than it should. So most of the times some weird emotion gets triggered and I have know Idea why. But anyways, things are looking better today.
 
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