Hello everyone,
Having reached my weight goal a year ago (130lbs, I'm 5ft6, having started at 230lbs), I have been really battling to maintain it and to be honest, this "maintenance phase" has been harder than the weight loss phase. Since I quit smoking a few months back, I've been putting weight on, so so so slowly, but I can't shake it and it really upsets me.
I've gone up to 142lbs, which, to be fair, is not that much...but when your starting frame is slim, its very noticable. I don't fit into my bras, had to buy new jeans, etc. It really pisses me off. Sometimes I feel like starting smoking again jsut to get my freakin body back.
I'm quite down about it and I feel....can I really be bothered to continue this stupid battle? Cant' I just sit down and eat nachos and stop going to the gym and the pool,etc? Gods sake I am so tired. So tired all the time, I'm really at hte point where I think, well, God wants me to be a fat and I'm fighting a losing battle here.
I dunno....I'm still doing my daily training and healthy eating, but its an effort. Obviously I do eat more crap without the cigarettes and some weeks I am good and dont' touch the chocolate/cheese/cookies, bu some weeks I scoff a few adn then feel horribly guilty about it.
Anyone else had the same issue once they quit the evil death sticks?
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Having reached my weight goal a year ago (130lbs, I'm 5ft6, having started at 230lbs), I have been really battling to maintain it and to be honest, this "maintenance phase" has been harder than the weight loss phase. Since I quit smoking a few months back, I've been putting weight on, so so so slowly, but I can't shake it and it really upsets me.
I've gone up to 142lbs, which, to be fair, is not that much...but when your starting frame is slim, its very noticable. I don't fit into my bras, had to buy new jeans, etc. It really pisses me off. Sometimes I feel like starting smoking again jsut to get my freakin body back.
I'm quite down about it and I feel....can I really be bothered to continue this stupid battle? Cant' I just sit down and eat nachos and stop going to the gym and the pool,etc? Gods sake I am so tired. So tired all the time, I'm really at hte point where I think, well, God wants me to be a fat and I'm fighting a losing battle here.
I dunno....I'm still doing my daily training and healthy eating, but its an effort. Obviously I do eat more crap without the cigarettes and some weeks I am good and dont' touch the chocolate/cheese/cookies, bu some weeks I scoff a few adn then feel horribly guilty about it.
Anyone else had the same issue once they quit the evil death sticks?
X