Delsid, sounds like you will be in a similar boat this summer. Let me tell you, it is not easy but once you start really resisting those temptations, it does get a little easier. I have slowly built up the wall and learned to just ignore the bad choices (for the most part). I just get angry because I know it would be far easier for me to resist those temptations if they weren't right under my nose. Glad I'm not alone in this!
Today I had a jam-packed day and I didn't think I would be able to get any exercise in. It was sort of bothering me so I planned it out to give myself about a half hour to run. I had a crazy day at work so I needed to work out to relieve some stress. I am amazed at how I am turning to exercise instead of food! Anyway, I ran 3 miles. While I am running, I think about how I used to think it would be impossible for me to run this one route around my house that I have been WALKING for years. Never thought I would see the day that I could run the whole thing... and here I am doing it. I am so proud of myself. I did have to push myself, however, because I think my body is still tired from yesterday's 6 miles. My left knee was hurting a bit but I pushed through. I think I need to limit my running to every other day. I don't think at this point it can handle more than one day in a row. Lesson learned.
I got home and immediately had to get ready for an event. At the event, one person told me that I was looking good. It happens to be someone that I see at the gym from time to time. It was really nice of her to go out of her way to mention that to me. While at the event, I was pretty good about my food choices. The options were salad, chicken parmesan, baked ziti with a ton of cheese, and rolls with butter. I chose salad (and ate that first) with a small piece of chicken parmesan. I purposely stayed away from the ziti and the rolls. My downfall was the ice cream at the end of the meal. I just couldn't resist. After all, it was a celebration. I actually don't feel too bad about eating it. Learning to let myself live a little from time to time.
Anyway, at the event, lots of pictures were taken and I knew they would end up on Facebook. I got home just now and opened up my Facebook, slightly afraid to see a picture of myself. Surprisingly, the picture of me that I saw, I am happy with. I know I still have a lot of work to do but this picture of me is different than ones I've seen in the past. In this picture, I don't look as uncomfortable and puffy. I'm not sure how noticeable it is to other people, but to me I see a big difference. It is a god feeling to be SATISFIED. I am not going to settle, but for today I am satisfied with what I see. The best part is that it is only going to get better from here!
Lastly, my sister texted me earlier today to tell me that people at her school (we work in different schools but in the same town that we live in) have been telling her that they see me out running all the time. If there is something that I want to be known for as of late... it is RUNNING! So I am thrilled. She said a few different people have told her that. And I love it
I am sad that I wasn't able to make it to my step class tonight because I had the event, but I'm planning on getting to the gym tomorrow. I know I will be tempted to run tomorrow but like I said earlier, I think it's too much for my body and I need to break up my running with some low-impact exercising. Not a problem. I also have been thinking of getting into doing some of the weight machines at the gym. Maybe tomorrow will be a good day to try some out. Friday I'm hoping to get a long run in and it looks like the weather is going to be beautiful!