Thanks Tutti
Yesterday was an okay day.
Had pitta bread, hummous and ham for lunch which was YUM and not too calorific.
Then I had two glasses of WW wine which tasted like piss. Less yum. But only 1 point per glass!
Then my flat-mates cooked a roast dinner. Chicken wrapped in bacon, loads of roast potatoes, stuffing, bread sauce, yorkshire puddings and onion gravy.
BUT, I had a WW meal and veg! Not even one potato! I'm rather wonderful

And my dinner was delicious, so I didn't even mind missing out on the roast.
Today I've been a lazy bum so far. Got the bus to Uni (BAD HANA!) and then the bus back (BAD, BAD HANA!!!). Trying to make myself go to the gym or for a long walk but I just can't get the motivation. Someone give me a push, please? I asked my house-mates to give me a push and they just said to go back to bed. *sigh*
I'm just so damn lazy. Which is annoying because I've worked SO hard this week and got over my fear of the gym, FINALLY. I better have bloody lost something this week at WW. Or heads WILL ROLLLLL. I've raised my calories because the amount I was eating wasn't healthy but I've done a lot of exercise (boxercise, step, gym) so I should have lost something. I just still feel so fat. It's sad when I can't see a difference in my body.
At my tone-class I was one of the biggest there. Which is fine, because as my mum said, at least I'm not sat on my ass at home and I'm there doing something about it, but I'm just so damn tall as well. I stuck out like a sore thumb. And I'm so clumsy and awkward (not good for step!) which didn't help. Just felt like I was "faking" if that makes sense? I don't know. Like I dont really belong at places like that with all those skinny, toned, beautiful women who were doing it.
Feeling a bit hollow today--sorry for being a grumpypants.
Now if someone could make me go to the gym, that would be wonderful.
Also, good work-out songs?