Aww, you guys are so sweet. Thank you for the encouragement & suggestsions.


No I don't have any intentions of giving up, it's really not an option. I try to look at it as though my life were at stake because essentially - it is. If I give up I'll balloon back up to that weight and eventually it
will kill me. I stepped on the scale before lunch (about 11:30ish) and it said 271.5... 4lb in 4 days? Grrrrr.
I don't mind no weight loss, I don't even mind gains so much... it's the damn yo-yoing that makes my mind spin.
Today I'm going to revaluate everything.
Goals for this month:
Work out every weekday: all the normal toning & weights that I've been doing, plus
at least 30 minutes of walking a week. The walking was what kept me disaplined, it was almost a centering ritual: get dressed, shoes, mp3 player, music, walk, walk, walk, water, breathe, shower...
Avoid refined sugar: only honey in my tea, avoid sodas, better choices such as fruits & things with actual nutritional value
Water:
minimum 80oz of water
New Calorie Goals: I just went through my Spark goal setup & they suggested these goals based on 30 minutes of cario a week plus weights & strength:
Calories (Goal 1570-1920)
Carbs (Goal 177 - 312)
Fat (Goal 35 - 75)
Protein (Goal 42 - 168)
Fiber (Goal 25 - 35)
After I finish here, I'm going to make a small calander to hang on my door so that I can see the entire month, maybe I can stop some bad habits befor they start.
Welp - I've got to get some work done.
Have a great everybody!!!

