shawnnam
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Hey guys,
So, I have an old diary on here that han many supporters. As a quick intro I started this journey originally back in February of this year, I was out of shape and knew I needed to do something. My back hurt, my knees hurt, I was huffing and puffing just from walking, my clothes didn't fit, I was not confident, I was not happy with my self, and there is no other way to put it except I was fat.
I had started my journey thinking I was just getting chubby, I thought I was somewhere in the 160's and had some how denied to myself that I had let myself go my first year of college... I finally weighed in, in mid-feb and found the ugly truth staring me in my face. I had ballooned all the way up to 171.4 pounds. Yes, I had gained about 25-30 pounds in ONE YEAR of college. I was shocked, angry, disappointed, depressed, sad, in denial, and every other negative emotion you could think of. And sadly, I fell off my life style shortly after starting it.
Well, I came back in May with full force. I knew then and there I was DONE being fat, I was done with all the negative impacts weight was having on me physically, mentally, and emotionally. I followed my diet strictly, to the "T," I exercised daily, took strength training classes, drank gallons of water, and lost about 20 pounds between May and July.
I had a break up with a long term boyfriend/fiance and got a case of the "f-it's," but still managed to lose a few pounds between July and August down to 148.
THE HERE AND NOW
So, now that I have you up to speed I will start with where I am now. I have restarted exercising and eating better. I make mistakes (I am a young, sometimes dumb college kid after all), but I do my best. My roommate and I have been at it for a week and tomorrow is weigh in day. My ultimate goal is to be 130 for my birthday on December 20th. and depending on how satisfied I am I may want to set my goal to 125 pounds in the future for maintainance. But, for now that is my goal.
To reach my goal I need to lose approximately 18 pounds over the course of 16 weeks. I hope I can inspire some, get inspired by others, and become a happier healthier person in the process.
Here's to a new beginning!
-Shawnna
So, I have an old diary on here that han many supporters. As a quick intro I started this journey originally back in February of this year, I was out of shape and knew I needed to do something. My back hurt, my knees hurt, I was huffing and puffing just from walking, my clothes didn't fit, I was not confident, I was not happy with my self, and there is no other way to put it except I was fat.
I had started my journey thinking I was just getting chubby, I thought I was somewhere in the 160's and had some how denied to myself that I had let myself go my first year of college... I finally weighed in, in mid-feb and found the ugly truth staring me in my face. I had ballooned all the way up to 171.4 pounds. Yes, I had gained about 25-30 pounds in ONE YEAR of college. I was shocked, angry, disappointed, depressed, sad, in denial, and every other negative emotion you could think of. And sadly, I fell off my life style shortly after starting it.
Well, I came back in May with full force. I knew then and there I was DONE being fat, I was done with all the negative impacts weight was having on me physically, mentally, and emotionally. I followed my diet strictly, to the "T," I exercised daily, took strength training classes, drank gallons of water, and lost about 20 pounds between May and July.
I had a break up with a long term boyfriend/fiance and got a case of the "f-it's," but still managed to lose a few pounds between July and August down to 148.
THE HERE AND NOW
So, now that I have you up to speed I will start with where I am now. I have restarted exercising and eating better. I make mistakes (I am a young, sometimes dumb college kid after all), but I do my best. My roommate and I have been at it for a week and tomorrow is weigh in day. My ultimate goal is to be 130 for my birthday on December 20th. and depending on how satisfied I am I may want to set my goal to 125 pounds in the future for maintainance. But, for now that is my goal.
To reach my goal I need to lose approximately 18 pounds over the course of 16 weeks. I hope I can inspire some, get inspired by others, and become a happier healthier person in the process.
Here's to a new beginning!
-Shawnna
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