OMG, OMG....I had to stop crying so that I could type this, I'm so frantic right now I can barely type. I keep having to delete because I'm typing too fast and leaving out letters or typing ones that don't belong!! I am so excited I can't even type the words I wanna say!...Ok, you ready? I did it, I did it, I FREAKING did it!!! I just got off of the scale at work and it said 134.5!!! Can you FREAKING believe it?!?!! I lost a whole pound!! A whole FREAKING pound! I have cried, I AM crying....I am such a nut, I am so insanely happy right now....but wait....now I'm so insanely afraid. I've got to maintain this now! HELP!
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I want to take this time to thank
EACH AND EVERY ONE of you, because you can be modest if you want to but I
KNOW I could
never have done this without you all. You have helped me soooo much and I
love you all so much. At times your advice and encouragement has moved me to tears and I'll
never ever forget that. You all are the most sincere and wonderful people I've never met!

But seriously, I love you guys and love is not a word I use lightly. You have become a part of my life, a part of me. You've pushed me over the hurdles and pulled me out of the valleys! Words, sincerely, can not express how grateful I am to have you all in my life. Look at me, I sound like somebody's dying...lol. But I just need for you all to know what you've done for me, for my life and how much I will
FOREVER treasure it and treasure the friendships I have formed with you all.
I am
NOT leaving this forum...there will have to be administrative power to remove me from this board!!! For several reasons: 1) because I just love you damn it!!

and 2) I want to be here to cheer EACH and EVERY one of you that have helped me as you cross over that finish line! I'm going to be there with my banner jumping up and down and screaming my freaking head off!!!
My hat is off to the person for whom the idea of this forum originated. This is one of the most beautiful places on this Earth! And I sincerely thank you for building a place where all these great individuals come to meet and become such a family. THANK YOU!
Now...back to business. LOL Maintenance!

Any ideas? Just keep doing what I'm doing? I guess I could go to sparkpeople and adjust my goals and see what they say...ok, I'll do that. lol
Have I mentioned that
I love you all to pieces!!!