Well . .I am definitely depressed. I have no ambition. Feeling a bit hopeless.
I worked really hard this week and I didn't lose a thing. This weekend was miserable knowing that my hard work was in vain. I've decided this must STOP.
Tomorrow is DAY 1.
I am going to exercise.
I am going to eat within my recommended ranges.
I am going to eat breakfast, lunch, and dinner.
No matter how much I don't feel like doing any of the many things I need to do, I am going to do them.
Frankly, when I don't do them, I feel like crap. I feel like a failure. So I need to make myself do them. I'm done with this.
I am done with working hard for a few days and blowing it with bad food. I am tired of dreaming of fitting into my old jeans and still wearing the fat ones. I hate putting them on.
Along with those other things,
I am going to post in my journal EVERYDAY before I go to bed.
I am going to support at least two other journals EVERYDAY.
I am going to wear a little makeup at least 2 days this week.
So I am making a list for myself and slapping it on the fridge. Tomorrow I am going to post my weight and make a fresh start. Also, I am NOT weighing myself for two weeks.
FYI, I am going to start a new thread. This is the last time I am going to restart it. Unless someone knows how to change the thread title?