(¯`•. (¯`•. Joni's February Journal .•´¯) .•´¯)

I have tried to amend mine using the first post in my diary but although it looks amended in the post, it doesn't change the name that shows up in the Indexes, and New Posts etc.

I am really glad to see that feeling depressed about your weight loss has motivated you reset your goals rather than quit.

This is what will give you success in the long term - the stick at it attitude you have - the knowledge that no matter what result you got last week, in the end you will get healthier and slimmer because you have the determination you need.

I'll be looking out for the new diary. :)
 
ME! Mememememe! Support in mine every once in awhile!
Yep, I really like that stuff. Just remember that weight is an abstract number, it doesn't tell you a lot of things, like how much muscle you are building or how your measurements might be changing. That said, I'm glad to see your resolve! I'm glad to see you working hard to get back on track! I'm glad to see you have made the decision! I hope you don't have to make that same resolute decision every day, but if you feel a little guilty and miserable about it, it's better than feeling okay about eating like most of us did a year ago, isn't it?
Just remember that we ARE here to support you, and we DO want to see you succeed!
 

Yesterday went okay.

I worked from 7-5:30 with 2 hours to do at home.
The surgery girls at work are getting smaller and smaller . .and I'm the same.
It really was crushing yesterday. But I turned that hurt into energy.

This weight is hindering my life. Before I wouldn't have really said that, but it is now. I don't want to go to religious functions because none of my dresses fit right. We are putting off having more children because we want to have ourselves in shape. We want to be good influences so we don't have a brood of round children.

When I got home the last thing I wanted to do was exercise. I did it anyways. I will admit that I didn't give it quite the same effort as I normally do. I still did it though. My husband did his exercise too. I know he didn't really want to, but I am going to have to push him.

Well, I'm going to visit another journal or two. Then I am going to do a little cleaning. And see where the day takes me.

THINK SPRING! I can't take much more winter. I want to go outside. I want to open the windows wide and let the sweet breeze blow through!!!


 
You are still better off than those other women. Once you have achieved your weightloss your body will still be whole. It really isn't nice having it made foreign.

I really relate to your sense of being hemmed in by your weight. That do-it-anyway mentality you used with your exercise will get you a long way towards breaking free.

Is the day you call spring here yet? Surely the weather can't be far off?

Congratulations on your new start. I hope you have a good rest of the week. :)
 

I haven't posted everyday :(, but the desire to do so was there. Just not much time left!

Monday and Tuesday were excellent
Yesterday, I did great for breakfast and lunch. For dinner, we went to Hoss's which if you don't have one in your area, they have an excellent salad bar!

Anyways, I decided if I overate a LITTLE I wouldn't beat myself up over it. I ordered a buffao chicken sandwich and the salad bar. I had a nice little salad, the worst being the creamy italian dressing. Then, when I got my sandwich it was raw in the middle. RAW! RAW CHICKEN! I politely told the waitress and she got her manager and he took it off the bill. He offered to have something else made. I was like are you kidding?? I almost bit into that. My appettite is GONE!

I ended up getting a snack wrap from McDonalds. :eek:

So it wasn't a perfect day. Oh well. I've had much worse. Going to keep trucking. I weighed myself this morning 190.2 That's decent. It's a little more than my lowest weight. I just want to dig into it. I want to see 188 and 186 and 184. That's my goal just to see those 180s crystal clear and not the fluxation into the 90s.

Well, I'm going to swing by some diaries. Thanks for the support!!

 
I want you to knwo I am still here for you and want to support you - I just cant catch up right now - I would like to see you post daily agian ... :):):)
 
I am barely hanging on! I just wish I could get back into my groove. I think I may have to start walking on the treadmill again.

It was real work and I had a pretty set time to do it. I was having some success with it, so I am going to try and work it out.
 
Woo hoo!

I am glad to see you. :D

I was starting to worry that I had laughed too hard at your compliment and sent you away.

There are heaps of right ways to exercise. I give myself a tick for whichever one fits in the day. Just moving, however, is the right start. :)
 
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