veronandez,
Yeah, I forgot that they do the meal plan thing for you. I knew I couldn't shop like that, because I have a whole crew to feed, not just me. And 'I' probably couldn't or wouldn't follow something that someone else planed for me. I'm such a non conformist!lol So anyway I clicked the option on there to just let me put in my food I eat. Which for me is way better.
Yeah it's funny about internet friends, I was on a board like this for relationship issues years back and I swear I have life long friends from there, that I talk on the phone with now. A couple have even come to my town for a trip and we've met. The thing about the internet that is soooo cool is that you get right to the "meat" of the person, with a forum like this. In a way that would wouldn't be able to do in person. We might have never ever met in real life, and if we had whose to say we would even start up a conversation? So on here we connect with the "core" of us, or our issues, dreams, goals, and even though it's the internet, in many ways the conection is way more real.. In my opinon, because there is no formalities, hesitation in comunication, fasoads, what have you. In some ways it's more real...
Pink,
"Yep this is me...my biggest problem is I refuse to cook. And even if I do cook I refuse to eat it. It ends up going bad."
Ah man, now that's a problem!
Well you don't have to cook fruit or cottage cheese, or bread, sandwitches, cheese, hmmm, you can heat up soup, I think theres some things you can grab to take with you on the run, you busy busy lady!
"I eat out all over the place and eat whatever I want when I want and I am a spoiled brat"
LOL!!! You have to go in time out! Eat your veggies! LOL!
"Lately I have been making healthy choices, because not all pre-cooked / restaurant food is bad, and I get kashi cereal for breakfast, then salads, wraps, rice and chicken, chicken and veggies... Stuff like that. I am trying to get myself to cook and eat what I cook. "
"I actually gained all of this weight from eating fast food. I remember when I was 190 and then I started eating fast food every day. I went up to 250 in no time!! I mean in a year or less."
That is very very scary! I could never afored that habbit! I was spending enough killing my body with cigarets, and I was adicted to starbucks, very fatning whiped toping coffees! Yummm... I think those coffee drinkse every day packed on my pounds these last couple years with the 60lb weight gain, (that I had lost 5 years prior), oh yeah and the fact that I was a sodaholic!
"I'm not adverse to being open minded though Hope, and I did not mean to come across like that (if I did ) I will check out the site. I said I cannot count calories because it is just my nature of not liking to make food a type of math Its why I never do good on those support group programs where diaries have to be kept, and you have to talk to some skinny woman that circles the word "croissaint" in your diary like 15 times with a red pen sorry....little flashback there Like you said...different strokes for different folks."
Holly shit! oh my God you are hillariouse, I have a vishual, of a thin woman wrighting croissaint, in a very frestrated crazy way with red pen, lol... With a little twitch in her eye!lol Hell I couldn't do the support group thing like that either, food isn't bad, I couldn't ever do any of those programs. And the ones that give you their food I think are the worst, like Jenny Creig, yeah you loose weight but then you don't know what the hell to do when you don't eat there pre packaged cardbord crap!lol
I don't think you are closed minded, I think we are a lot a like actually which is why I'm pushing it like a drug.lol... I don't want to think of food as math either! All I do is go on there... Type in oatmeal, fruit, ham, lettuse, hard boaild egg, salad, chicken with rice, coffe, milk, tomatoes, broccali, diet coke, butter, ice cream, what ever I eat in a day, and it tells me if I can have a cookie, or a yogurt and the end of the day. Or it tells me that I need to cut out one more yogurt because I was a bit over. It helps me learn how much my body needs. Anyway, I'm not going to push you, it's just nice to know what gadge your in or for me it was like flying blind. I thought I would hate it, but I don't. I don't even go on it on the weekends, cause I'm learning how much is to much, since I can't really trust myself, can I, I am a fat woman!lol... I'm not going to push it any more, just wanted you to know I do get it, and I'm doing it, and it's not what you are thinking it's like(cause I thought that too)..... I can tell you are open minded, so don't think I think other wise my dear!
Ok, so I ate something last night which was totaly not planed... Dun don DUN! I ATE A BUG! I am offically along with my two brave young sons, and my husband, in the I ate a bug club!lol.... After I picked the kids up last night from his house, my husband called me up and asked if after dinner we would meet him at Mcdonalds for ice cream.(which was great, and we haven't done anything with all of the kids since last summer together (I think ) I said sure! And yes I did have ice cream too! After that we went to the pet store and played with two cute puppies, one was a pug and the other was a syberian husky! And the pet caretaker guy was pushing the I ate a bug club, by putting a wraped chocolate covered grasshopper in my h's hand. After some talking into he ate it! Then my two sons, thought it would be really cool to get the Pin that went along with it, so they ate one, and I thought what the heck, I need to "live a little" and I ATE ONE TOO! UGG! The two big kids, and my youngest wouldn't try it... And the rest of the night we were asking them if we had an anteni in our teeth, lol we are MENTAL!!!!!!
Yep this is me...my biggest problem is I refuse to cook. And even if I do cook I refuse to eat it. It ends up going bad. I eat out all over the place and eat whatever I want when I want and I am a spoiled brat 
Lately I have been making healthy choices, because not all pre-cooked / restaurant food is bad, and I get kashi cereal for breakfast, then salads, wraps, rice and chicken, chicken and veggies... Stuff like that. I am trying to get myself to cook and eat what I cook. I actually gained all of this weight from eating fast food. I remember when I was 190 and then I started eating fast food every day. I went up to 250 in no time!! I mean in a year or less.
) I will check out the site. I said I cannot count calories because it is just my nature of not liking to make food a type of math
sorry....little flashback there 
), but keeping track of my food is really great.
Were they crunchy, slimy and sweet?