natalie's first time diary :)

:( I was doing so so good today, then I ended up coming in and my mum had left her dinner sititng a mushroom curry, and she doesn't eat a lot so there was about half a plate left and I just ate most of it :(
 
I've been a bit bad this week :S but hopefully I can get back on track. I just got accepted into a college course i want to do :D

I just finished uni and decided again that I wanted to teach so i'm doing a wee course till christmas just to get experience with children then i'm going back to uni next year :D

Hopefully the routine of college will helpw ith dieting.
 
I've been goodish today, didn't hve breakfast and ended up having roast beef potatoes and sweetcorn for lunch bt not too much. For dinner I had mince and potatoes, i was being good and only had one potato but ended up having two slices of bread and butter.
 
Today i'm going to be really good lol to make up for how bad i've been for a while, luckily my weight hasn't changed still 142. I've had porridge for breakfast and got a ready meal for dinner, just have to decide what to have for lunch.
 
I've really stuck to my diet since about thursday, i've not lost weight, but it's my tom so probably i'll have lost it when i weigh ina couple of days, because i feel so much lighter.
 
I've had the worst news ever today and i'm feeling really bad. My dog who i've had for 13 years since I was 8 and she was a baby might have to get put to sleep on monday.

She was having trouble walking and I thought it was her back leg, I was sure it would be fixable at least for a few months, shes a king charles spaniel and 13 is very old so I knew she didn't have all that long, but I thought she was ok. But the vet said she does't have arthritis it's like she doesn't know how to use her legs anymore. It could be just that she's highly senile or that she has a brain tumour, but it doens' tmake much of a difference, because whatever one it is she's at the point that her quality of life is very reduced.

I just can't make that decision though, it feels like she trusts me and i would let her die. And she still sometimes seems like herself, she wags her tail when she sees me and comes up for bits of food and stuff :(
 
Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.

When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge.
There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together.
There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.

All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by.
The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.

They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.

You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.

Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together....

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Good luck doing what's best for the doggy... and for yourself as well... it's a tough decision - no one wants to see something they love in pain..
 
Aww I am SO sorry about your dog. That is awful news. I can't imagine having to make that decision. I lost my dog of over 10 years (since I was in 5th grade) last year, and it was absolutely devastating for the whole family. Good luck with your decision. We are here for you. :grouphug:
 
I had to get Breagh put down today. I had to let my mum make the decision I couldn't do it, me my mum and my sister were with her, my brother couldn't face it. I just want her back with me.
 
since my wee doggy, i've just been eating like a horse, but today and yesterday i've been back on track, and my cals have been so good if slightly low. I'm keeping myself busy with work and college to avoid eating, going for a big lunch with the people in my new college tomorrow but i dnt really get time for dinner after anyway before work so it should be fine.
 
i'm dying my hair brown on saturday, so scared, I need some moral support lol. I've always been blonde but I want a change.
 
hey nats just wanted to stop by and say hi and offer a little encouragement :) about the hair color thing... I think brunettes are hot :) my girlfriend is a natural blond and has been coloring her hair a really dark brown i think it looks great
 
I did it !! got brown hair, it's weird but i like it. Feel different with it.

Been not bad with the dieting my weights slowly starting to go down. I'm being so good the days i'm in college and working it's the days weere i'[m not doing anything htat are the problem lol.
 
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this is my ahir lol, i look like i'm half asleep, too much to drink i think. My arms are so pudgy :(
 
I've got back into dieting and excercising again :) been good with what i ate the last few days and i've done the davina mccall excercise video 3 times in the last 4 days :D it's so hard though i can never do the whole thing, i just do what i can of each section. I feel really good, but for some reason the weight doesn't seem to be shifting.

Last week i ate too much one night and i woke up in the middle of the night and was really sick, i never ever get sick except when i drink far too much, and this happened to me a few week sbefore as well, when i hadn't overeaten. For days after both times i've been feeling really sick and always stuffed and headachy and really really thirsy and i've had bad heartburn. :S For about two years as well i've had this really really bad pain in my stomach whenever i drink a shot or apple sours or anything like that, so bad it would ruin my night, but recently now wahtever i drink is giving me heartburn,a nd i dont drink an awful lot so it's not that i dont think.

I dont know if that's why my weights not going down, whatever that is, my brother had problems with his stomach which feel slike an ulcer but is actually some infection i dont know if its that, but it's not painfull mostly like his.
 
you should probably get your stomache checked out if its been hurting that long!! hope it gets better soon but i would say definitly get it checked. well done for getting back on track though. keep it up. don't worry too much about the weight. measure measure measure lol! x
 
:) don't think i've been doing it long enough to have lost measuements yet, although my hands and face look thinner.

I'm doing the weight watchers lbd challenge thing for christmas which i'm going to try so hard to stick to cause i've got nights out.

Wekk 1: 144
week 2:141
week 3:141
week 4:140 (estimate cause my scales are dodgy lol)
week 5:138 ( my scales have shifted down to 141 now :S dunno whether i was carrying water and i'm actually taht but i'll just keep taking a few pounds away lol )
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