nataliejo
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Thanks Sophie!
I appreciate your kind words! Wonderful encouragement!
thanks hun
love yas
always
your friend
natalie jo
nataliejo's diary: Moving, flowing, grooving forward... change is coming...
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Thanks Sophie!
I appreciate your kind words! Wonderful encouragement!
thanks hun
love yas
always
your friend
natalie jo
nataliejo
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Hey Misty!!
I am out of the 270s so far lmao and it does feel good ... good job on the walking hun!!
keep it up hun
love yas
always
natalie jo
nataliejo
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Hello guys and gals,
So I walked two miles today, less than I wanted to... I wanted to walk four to five miles tomorrow. I won't be getting much walking done tomorrow. We are going to Fanniel Hall in Boston and will be walking around, but we will just be looking around and going to lunch. Joanna and Joe have something planned at night, but its ok. I probably won't get to talk much to Jay, if not all. He will be working the whole day, morning and overnight. He works real hard. We kind of headed into the sack together, lmao. And he was damn good!! lmao
Sorry everyone! Had to share. Your all my friends! but I had fun! It was freaking awesome. And Derek and I are going bike riding next week. I watched 27 Dresses, u know the wedding one, with the woman from Grays Anatomy. Well I watched it one night with Jay and the other night with Derek. I am having a blast being single lmao
Dont worry taking precautions. But I refuse to hook up with Derek, I told Derek we are just friends. I do like him a lot, but I also like Jay a lot. And Jay and I kind of did more than slip tongue. We didnt do that, but we did a a lot more than that, and lemme say wow I was pleased, more than pleased.
But today I hung out With Derek, I picked him up from Walmart, walked to it, two miles and than we taked the bus back home. I didnt, but I did want to take the bus. Poor Derek, he works in the dojo doing karate and trains people and than I made him walk five to six miles with me a couple days ago. I feel kind of bad, his legs hurt REALLY bad lol ooopps, but he wanted to ride the bus, so I was like ok ...so I went for it...
He is getting his bike out and we are going to go bike riding around his home city Rochester NH next week. I am supposed to take transportation down to Rochester, holy meow, on my own. Jeepers, I dont know. I guess I have to try, but I have to bring my bike along, but thats cool. I will be alright. It should be fun. I might bike ride home... if I dont wear myself out. He actually bought me a bike lock for my bike, he so wants me to come down to his place and have fun watching Tin Man, a sci fi/ fantasy movie, a twist on the Wizard of OZ, odd, but he says its very good and I will like it.
And I am seeing Jay next week as well, once or twice. Don't know if anything will happen, but he wants us to be more than about hum u know... he wants us to be good friends, and he says if something happens, than it happens. I think he does like me, but he doesnt like I chill with Derek. But he isnt asking me out on a date, so I can hang out with whoever I want. I hope I dont mess it up although. But I think its unfair to start dating either when I like them both. And I like Jay more... so that would be unfair to Derek, u know. And Derek makes such a great friend, it would suck to lose such a great friend.
But I am doing awesome. I have friends to walk with, bike ride with. I get at least 2 miles in some days...
its all good
love yas
and the food is good
love natalie jo
So I walked two miles today, less than I wanted to... I wanted to walk four to five miles tomorrow. I won't be getting much walking done tomorrow. We are going to Fanniel Hall in Boston and will be walking around, but we will just be looking around and going to lunch. Joanna and Joe have something planned at night, but its ok. I probably won't get to talk much to Jay, if not all. He will be working the whole day, morning and overnight. He works real hard. We kind of headed into the sack together, lmao. And he was damn good!! lmao
Sorry everyone! Had to share. Your all my friends! but I had fun! It was freaking awesome. And Derek and I are going bike riding next week. I watched 27 Dresses, u know the wedding one, with the woman from Grays Anatomy. Well I watched it one night with Jay and the other night with Derek. I am having a blast being single lmao
Dont worry taking precautions. But I refuse to hook up with Derek, I told Derek we are just friends. I do like him a lot, but I also like Jay a lot. And Jay and I kind of did more than slip tongue. We didnt do that, but we did a a lot more than that, and lemme say wow I was pleased, more than pleased.
But today I hung out With Derek, I picked him up from Walmart, walked to it, two miles and than we taked the bus back home. I didnt, but I did want to take the bus. Poor Derek, he works in the dojo doing karate and trains people and than I made him walk five to six miles with me a couple days ago. I feel kind of bad, his legs hurt REALLY bad lol ooopps, but he wanted to ride the bus, so I was like ok ...so I went for it...
He is getting his bike out and we are going to go bike riding around his home city Rochester NH next week. I am supposed to take transportation down to Rochester, holy meow, on my own. Jeepers, I dont know. I guess I have to try, but I have to bring my bike along, but thats cool. I will be alright. It should be fun. I might bike ride home... if I dont wear myself out. He actually bought me a bike lock for my bike, he so wants me to come down to his place and have fun watching Tin Man, a sci fi/ fantasy movie, a twist on the Wizard of OZ, odd, but he says its very good and I will like it.
And I am seeing Jay next week as well, once or twice. Don't know if anything will happen, but he wants us to be more than about hum u know... he wants us to be good friends, and he says if something happens, than it happens. I think he does like me, but he doesnt like I chill with Derek. But he isnt asking me out on a date, so I can hang out with whoever I want. I hope I dont mess it up although. But I think its unfair to start dating either when I like them both. And I like Jay more... so that would be unfair to Derek, u know. And Derek makes such a great friend, it would suck to lose such a great friend.
But I am doing awesome. I have friends to walk with, bike ride with. I get at least 2 miles in some days...
its all good
love yas
and the food is good
love natalie jo
heathercb04
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Hey Natalie! Oo la la having some escapades! 
Kidding of course, but every woman has her needs. Way to go on the walking, and I love that you're incorporating that into outings with your friends. That's awesome! Keep up the good work and CONGRATULATIONS on getting into the 260s, you certainly are kicking some serious butt!!!!
Kidding of course, but every woman has her needs. Way to go on the walking, and I love that you're incorporating that into outings with your friends. That's awesome! Keep up the good work and CONGRATULATIONS on getting into the 260s, you certainly are kicking some serious butt!!!!
nataliejo
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Hey Natalie! Oo la la having some escapades!
I know Heather! I am kicking but and I am having escapades, what can I say, Jay is 6'2 and he has other body parts which are just as big lol well I had a blast the other night. It was so magical, but I know we are just friends, maybe for now, maybe forever, but he notices things I do that are dangerous and always points out the logical thing to do. Like walking on pavement is harder than walking on dirt. and I always walk on the side of the road on the white line and he told me he was concerned and told me I should be walking on the side of the road, plus pavement is bad for my cartiliage lmao ..he is too funny!
but Derek was pulling me off the road, the first time I walked with him, but he was taking up the side of the road, I was going to push him up onto people grassy lawns and people are all about thier lawns and territories ...
mom doesnt want me to be with Derek, but I am thinking he is pretty fing awesome. He is so sweet and the more time I spend with him, the more enticing as a bf he seems. I dont know, I am making myself so confused. Single is good. Derek says he is willing to wait until I get to know Jay and him, and make up my mind. I talked with him about how I liked both him and Jay and am having a time with both of them and that I need to get more both before I make a date with either lol
so its all good .. I am enjoying my life and my new friends, sure I like them, but I am just going to have fun for now. And I just have so much fun with them, they walk, they bike, Jay cuddles lmao ...
its all good
love yas
always
natalie jo
pink clouds
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All I can say Nataliejo is you are toooooo hot
Congrats on the weight loss hun, as always you are doing absolutely awesome
Congrats on the weight loss hun, as always you are doing absolutely awesome
nataliejo
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All I can say Nataliejo is you are toooooo hot
Congrats on the weight loss hun, as always you are doing absolutely awesome
Hey Pink Clouds,
I am not doing so awesome right now lol I went out with my family and have been eating really badly since .. I dont know what happened ...but now I am weighing in at 271.4 ...
so we will see...
love yas
ttylater
natalie jo
nataliejo
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Hello everyone,
So I am back up to 271.4, which stinks!!
But I am going to work on getting back down. I was doing so well, but I binged really bad last night. Don't know why, I think its because I didnt eat enough during the day ...
well I will figure these things out
and Jay is becoming more intimate
Told Derek that he and I are just friends
so I have made my choice
Jay is so sweet ... we will see ...
ttylater
love yas
natalie jo
So I am back up to 271.4, which stinks!!
But I am going to work on getting back down. I was doing so well, but I binged really bad last night. Don't know why, I think its because I didnt eat enough during the day ...
well I will figure these things out
and Jay is becoming more intimate
Told Derek that he and I are just friends
so I have made my choice
Jay is so sweet ... we will see ...
ttylater
love yas
natalie jo
heathercb04
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Hey chica! Sorry to hear about the scales being annoying but I'm glad to hear that you're still seeing changes! Maybe it was just some water weight from the few days. Glad to hear that things are going well with Jay though!
nataliejo
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Hey Heather!!
Yes the scales are cruel sometimes!!
but now I am binging more, but I have it under control today, I used up as much energy as I ate.. lol I wogged today for 1.5 miles. Half the time I was jogging, the other half trying to walk with out passing out. IT was tuff...
but anyway
ttylater hun
love yas
always
your friend
natalie jo
nataliejo
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Hello everyone!! So I jumped on the scale four hours after my jog today and I weigh 269.0!! I will stay out of the 270s eventually. I think I am breaking a plateau. So I started jogging today. Did half jogging/ walking (1.5 miles) I so ran out of energy!! lol I could barely walk home. At the end I crashed into my chair and than I went upstairs to my bed and cuddled up to my pillow lol
and than I fought for the bathroom and took a shower. It was hot out there, I have a mostly tan, but slightly red color. I need to put sunscreen on next time, did wear my sunglasses, so my eyes were protected. Didnt need headphones. I was strong enough to go on main roads and run/jog.. its felt soo good.. I was thinking a couple days ago. And I stared at my hand and started crying and realized I was strong .. I just have weaknesses too ..and I have a hard time dealing with weakness...but I am strong and can do this .. I know I can ..and I realized that the day before yesterday ...so today was a new day, full of fun, and new experiences. Last time I tried to jog, it was two years ago and I couldnt do it .. I was leaning over and in so much pain ...but today .. I did it!
love you all
love yas
natalie jo
and than I fought for the bathroom and took a shower. It was hot out there, I have a mostly tan, but slightly red color. I need to put sunscreen on next time, did wear my sunglasses, so my eyes were protected. Didnt need headphones. I was strong enough to go on main roads and run/jog.. its felt soo good.. I was thinking a couple days ago. And I stared at my hand and started crying and realized I was strong .. I just have weaknesses too ..and I have a hard time dealing with weakness...but I am strong and can do this .. I know I can ..and I realized that the day before yesterday ...so today was a new day, full of fun, and new experiences. Last time I tried to jog, it was two years ago and I couldnt do it .. I was leaning over and in so much pain ...but today .. I did it!
love you all
love yas
natalie jo
<3phobic<3
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i'm soo happy for you! i tried a walking/jogging interval video from leslie sansone... and loved it... i never though i would enjoy jogging but its actually somewhat fun!!!
nataliejo
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I will have to look up that dvd. I am jogging outside right now. Its tuff because the sidewalks are not the best, some have trees growing out from underneath them, now that was interesting jogging on lol but I had fun and I think tomorrow will be fun. I am going to try to make it 2 miles and do more jogging ... at least 1 mile and 1 mile of walking ..
thanks for checking into my diary
always
natalie jo
heathercb04
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Natalie! CONGRATULATIONS!!! I'm so impressed with your new exercise regimen! That's awesome. Take it slowly and I bet you'll be jogging miles before you know it!
<3phobic<3
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i hope it works out for you!!! but even if it doesnt happen right away i know you'll get there!!!
nataliejo
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My presence in a Harem!
Ok so come to find out Jay might be sleeping with two of his other friends, because they get lonely, Sonya and Mary lol
So that makes three in his Harem and I believe thats it and I believe you need more than two to make a Harem, so thus
Natalie (me), Mary, and Sonya make Jay's Harem of women... lol
I really dont care at this point. Hey I am using protection and I am having fun! I never have this much fun!
But forget I am thirty, stop the presses, My mother doesnt agree with it and she is just totally..wow the body language.. she is being a royal ****... anyway ...
She did drop it eventually, still upset, but she is a mom.
Personally he never told me he was sleeping with Sonya or Mary, he just has been saying little things. And they are just friends, as I am just a friend. But Jay has this belief that if two people are consented they can do it, even if its just because it feels good lmao and I am actually totally all for it with him... I have never done anything like this in my life... I am consenting to this people. So Mal, or Cinderelly, this is my choice, this is what I want. I am using him as much as he is using me. My twenties stank, no fun, sitting at home all the time. Now I have two men, granted one is just a friend and is trying to wooo me, which I have already told him he is too important as a friend, Derek ...
and than I have Jay who is a great friend ... and ... u know
But I am having a blast. I dont think I want any relationship. But I am not sleeping with anyone else, just Jay. Although technically I am sleeping with his partners, but I make him use protection. There is no freaking way I am coming home with anything ...
but anyway and to be honest.. I dont even know if he is really sleeping with the other two, its my guess lol
So I see Jay tonight and I am going to have a good conversation with him and we are just going to chill and watch movies ..he taped some stuff, like
"firefly" off the sci fi channel,
but anyway point being ..my twenties sucked, my highschool years I spent in the back writing suicidal poetry and a book about my life at 15 called Surviving Xixxy.. ok what does that say for a life
I wanted to write Surviving Xixxy, still working on the whole thing ..its kind of odd .. I am finishing it when I start working ... thats when the end of the book is ...lol not when I am in a relationship, because than it shows others with borderline that they need to be attached, I want to show independence ...so this is my pet project ..writing Surviving Xixxy ..
I personally dont want attachments for the next four years and hey if I can get a booty call from Jay .. I am happy and he wants to go hiking with me and stuff ...and for some odd reason he gets jealous of other men ...but anyway its all good
school, books, friends, I am going to have fun in my thirties ..hot dog or damn!
I am living it up!
ttylater
love you all
and I did get out for a walk today, it was so HOT, I came in after twenty minutes, but on a side note ..I will be hitting up a little action tonight ..so that must count lmao
ttylater
my goal now in weight loss is to look the part of a Jewish Russian Princess.. I just keep picturing myself and I am thinking of making a trip to Russia and Hungaria after I reach my goal ..going to save up for it ..it will be my treat for losing all the weight!!
natalie jo
love yas
Ok so come to find out Jay might be sleeping with two of his other friends, because they get lonely, Sonya and Mary lol
So that makes three in his Harem and I believe thats it and I believe you need more than two to make a Harem, so thus
Natalie (me), Mary, and Sonya make Jay's Harem of women... lol
I really dont care at this point. Hey I am using protection and I am having fun! I never have this much fun!
But forget I am thirty, stop the presses, My mother doesnt agree with it and she is just totally..wow the body language.. she is being a royal ****... anyway ...
She did drop it eventually, still upset, but she is a mom.
Personally he never told me he was sleeping with Sonya or Mary, he just has been saying little things. And they are just friends, as I am just a friend. But Jay has this belief that if two people are consented they can do it, even if its just because it feels good lmao and I am actually totally all for it with him... I have never done anything like this in my life... I am consenting to this people. So Mal, or Cinderelly, this is my choice, this is what I want. I am using him as much as he is using me. My twenties stank, no fun, sitting at home all the time. Now I have two men, granted one is just a friend and is trying to wooo me, which I have already told him he is too important as a friend, Derek ...
and than I have Jay who is a great friend ... and ... u know
But I am having a blast. I dont think I want any relationship. But I am not sleeping with anyone else, just Jay. Although technically I am sleeping with his partners, but I make him use protection. There is no freaking way I am coming home with anything ...
but anyway and to be honest.. I dont even know if he is really sleeping with the other two, its my guess lol
So I see Jay tonight and I am going to have a good conversation with him and we are just going to chill and watch movies ..he taped some stuff, like
"firefly" off the sci fi channel,
but anyway point being ..my twenties sucked, my highschool years I spent in the back writing suicidal poetry and a book about my life at 15 called Surviving Xixxy.. ok what does that say for a life
I wanted to write Surviving Xixxy, still working on the whole thing ..its kind of odd .. I am finishing it when I start working ... thats when the end of the book is ...lol not when I am in a relationship, because than it shows others with borderline that they need to be attached, I want to show independence ...so this is my pet project ..writing Surviving Xixxy ..
I personally dont want attachments for the next four years and hey if I can get a booty call from Jay .. I am happy and he wants to go hiking with me and stuff ...and for some odd reason he gets jealous of other men ...but anyway its all good
school, books, friends, I am going to have fun in my thirties ..hot dog or damn!
I am living it up!
ttylater
love you all
and I did get out for a walk today, it was so HOT, I came in after twenty minutes, but on a side note ..I will be hitting up a little action tonight ..so that must count lmao
ttylater
my goal now in weight loss is to look the part of a Jewish Russian Princess.. I just keep picturing myself and I am thinking of making a trip to Russia and Hungaria after I reach my goal ..going to save up for it ..it will be my treat for losing all the weight!!
natalie jo
love yas
434 Hungaria - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
434 Hungaria is a relatively small inner Main belt asteroid
you're going to outer space?
or did you mean
Tourism in Hungary
Do put on your To Do list - Get a Passport -
gives you absolutely no excuses not to get to your goal...
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<3phobic<3
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wow seems like somebody is having fun!!! sounds sorta like daytime tv to me... lmao... seriously i wish i had more time to read some of your previous pages... soo i can figure out who everyone is!!! lol!!!
