Natsky
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I walked my butt off, literally... the feeling was incredibly painful, but so sweet ... knowing that I was doing something good for myself. I sped walk all across town, carried the bag aways. I also went up the stairs two flights, and the stairs between the two flights was a lot, you climb three sets of stairs. Its a huge building and very tall, used to be a mill. Derek took the elevator lmao, I guess his knee was hurting. He has big problems with his knees.... twenty years of karate will do that, being kicked in the knee, hand, bruises, broken bones .. he takes it all. I havent let him go in a while. But he is going to go Monday and I am going to go on the stationary bike in our apartment. I am sweating everywhere, my body is soaked. I only wore my winter jacket. It is so warm outside. I thought I would need my scarf and at first I did, because the air going down my throat, because I was breathing out of my mouth by the time I was in the speading ... I was doing a boxing routine while walking. Saw the magazine that shows you boxing routines you should do with your arms and legs when walking .. I was jumping over snow .. climbing the side walk end with big moves .. I just ran across the cross walk, kind of, it hurt my bottom to run .. and my back ...but I had started jogging two years ago, now I need time to build up wakling, but in a couple years I should build it back up to experimenting with jogging ... I guess the commons is beautiful, didnt go, because my mom is taking us to hannafords for grocery shopping, the busses are such a pain. They dont run between one and four pm to five pm... and they end their bus route at six pm. It stinks.
but we got out around one pm and just got back and its almost two pm.... so we went for thirty to forty minutes of speed walking and I found the cutest book for my niece. She is almost six. She will be six in February...
they call her birthday "heart and flowers day" lol but I bought this book about thsi bulldog that goes to a camp for dogs and Ms. Fabu decides that they are going to have a show..and the contestants are various dogs and Chowder, the bulldog doesnt know what to do. Some were getting perms at the salon, some were getting chyropratic back stuff done, some were on diets. The bulldog finds a trampoline near Ms. Fabus camp and starts doing back flips, cork screws, cartwheels ..etc ..and so he does this in the talent show and the one with the perm and chowder win. Ms. Fabu is very impressed with Chowder and than she askes Chowder to come back the next summer to teach his own class for using the trampoline ..perfect little book isnt it!! its so adorable!!
well ttylater
so I have lost two pounds, went up one pound overnight from binging a bit.
but I plan to buy fruit today, the clementines are still there, but I want melons and strawberries and purple grapes ... Derek likes the green ones ..but I like the red, the grapes are bitter, I like the sweet red grapes, so we are going to get another bag for him, because he has been gaining weight and I dont want him to end up like me and gain weight in the relationship, which is exactly what he is doing. And I dont want to gain anymore weight ... so I will do more speedwalking and more bike and more of everything and using weights on my arms and back, because I cant fit in my bras ..they are too tight, and they are huge.... I cant afford and bust reduction when I lose more weight, so its time to pull out the weights. And my stomach has gotten so much bigger, its like a blimp ... its got no curves... its just a balloon ..its crazy .. I never thought I would get this bad again, but after gaining a pound over night, and looking at my gut in the mirror and feeling it around in the shower, I realized just how bad it has become ..so .. no more ..its time to take control and I did. later we might go to the commons ..but definitely tomorrow, going to meet him on his way home at the commons .. I am totally looking forward to it ..
always natalie jo
love you...
oh btw .. only ninety dollars left on the wedding dress for my ceremony... only six more pounds and I will officially fit back into it and also.... I need to work on my upper body to fit into the bra and tummy thing... but it will look good. not sure when we will have the ceremony, but we have the rings and the dress and a purse to go with it. Derek says we should go with a potluck, but I want to lose considerable weight before the day and have to get a seamstress to take in the dress, so looking forward to this ... I have tiara ...everything ... I am going to go with barefoot or in sandals, it will be in May, on our anniversary of declaring our love to each other.. on a Saturday .. so looking forward to this ...
gonna keep trecking to make a beautiful, blushing bride ...
\yea!!!
always
love yas
natalie jo
but we got out around one pm and just got back and its almost two pm.... so we went for thirty to forty minutes of speed walking and I found the cutest book for my niece. She is almost six. She will be six in February...
they call her birthday "heart and flowers day" lol but I bought this book about thsi bulldog that goes to a camp for dogs and Ms. Fabu decides that they are going to have a show..and the contestants are various dogs and Chowder, the bulldog doesnt know what to do. Some were getting perms at the salon, some were getting chyropratic back stuff done, some were on diets. The bulldog finds a trampoline near Ms. Fabus camp and starts doing back flips, cork screws, cartwheels ..etc ..and so he does this in the talent show and the one with the perm and chowder win. Ms. Fabu is very impressed with Chowder and than she askes Chowder to come back the next summer to teach his own class for using the trampoline ..perfect little book isnt it!! its so adorable!!
well ttylater
so I have lost two pounds, went up one pound overnight from binging a bit.
but I plan to buy fruit today, the clementines are still there, but I want melons and strawberries and purple grapes ... Derek likes the green ones ..but I like the red, the grapes are bitter, I like the sweet red grapes, so we are going to get another bag for him, because he has been gaining weight and I dont want him to end up like me and gain weight in the relationship, which is exactly what he is doing. And I dont want to gain anymore weight ... so I will do more speedwalking and more bike and more of everything and using weights on my arms and back, because I cant fit in my bras ..they are too tight, and they are huge.... I cant afford and bust reduction when I lose more weight, so its time to pull out the weights. And my stomach has gotten so much bigger, its like a blimp ... its got no curves... its just a balloon ..its crazy .. I never thought I would get this bad again, but after gaining a pound over night, and looking at my gut in the mirror and feeling it around in the shower, I realized just how bad it has become ..so .. no more ..its time to take control and I did. later we might go to the commons ..but definitely tomorrow, going to meet him on his way home at the commons .. I am totally looking forward to it ..
always natalie jo
love you...
oh btw .. only ninety dollars left on the wedding dress for my ceremony... only six more pounds and I will officially fit back into it and also.... I need to work on my upper body to fit into the bra and tummy thing... but it will look good. not sure when we will have the ceremony, but we have the rings and the dress and a purse to go with it. Derek says we should go with a potluck, but I want to lose considerable weight before the day and have to get a seamstress to take in the dress, so looking forward to this ... I have tiara ...everything ... I am going to go with barefoot or in sandals, it will be in May, on our anniversary of declaring our love to each other.. on a Saturday .. so looking forward to this ...
gonna keep trecking to make a beautiful, blushing bride ...
\yea!!!
always
love yas
natalie jo
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