my journey seems like the neverending story....

AMAZING!!!!!!!! Great job!!! :party:!!!
Thanks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! your doing amazing as well.. I love it we really doing it this time hoochie momma.. Maybe you can go to my soccer game tomorrow night.. I know you wanna see me make a GOALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!! :party: :party: :party: and then we could celebrate with pizza and beer...:smilielol5::smilielol5: :smilielol5: .. extra cheese..:piggy: :piggy: :rofl: .
 
Ok so I really need to get back on track with this water drinking. ONe of the things I'm lacking is at least 8 cups of water a day. I'm just not drinking it and my body totally needs it.. When I drink less water I get hungrier.. I have been deviating from that I noticed.. So :smash::smash: No more!! I will drink 10 glasses of water tomorrow no excuses... I have my soccer game tomorrow night.. I'm gonna make a goal .. I know I know.. every week I say the same shit but tomorrow I will.. I just know it.. Hey so this :piggy: flu is really scary.. hah.. damn what the fuck is next.. a few days ago the flu was so so far away from us now shit.. it's in san bernardino which is literally Ivette driving 31 minutes. away.. Oh shit...:leaving::leaving: and there's no where we can go hah?? It's like all over the damn place...:iagree: Well everyone take care... as for me just trying to live a positive live full of energy and love.. :iagree::Angel_anim:

Yeah Ivette that flue is getting really scary I hope were able to contain the virus by the wasy im glad ur back!!! miss you :seeya:
 
Hi Ivette- I was tickled pink to read your comments re my photos. Thank you sweetie! It's good to see the positive changes you have made & nice to be back in touch, xo Cate
 
Good morning!!! :hurray::hurray: So plan for today will be to drink at least 10 cups of water.. no matter what.. I don't care I need to so so bad. I'm gonna hand out 500 flyers as well.. No excuses. Next is I'm making a Goooaaallllllllllll!!!!!!!:party: :party:Damn I have just created an awesome day for myself..:iagree::cheers2: See that's how easy it really is... I believe I will... Wooooooooooooooohooooooooooooooo!! watch out I'm ending this week with a banggggggggggg.....:chillpill::seeya::hurray:
 
I was so depressed in january and now positive energy just flows out of me.. I'm a different person..

Damn straight little sister!!!

Its exponential!! (big word for an ex jock) (I probably spelled it wrong Ha ha)
 
So hey!!! Thanks everyone for the awesome comments...:cheers2: So I'm getting ready my soccer game is at 9:30 pm it's indoor soccer... I have a birthday party tomorrow and a baptism on sunday.. and I want to put something on cute and ewwww I still can't find something I want.. I want something really sexy and cute and my legs just arent' doing it... Uggggggggggghhhhhh....:puke: Regardless.. I want it to happen faster but no I know I'm going at an awesome pace.. So tomorrow I'm going shopping for something cute and see how it goes.. I did fit into a size 8 suit though but shit I don't want to wear a suit to a damn party.. ughhh and in two weeks I have my friends wedding and half the people there I haven't seen in over 10 years.. I just want to look amazing... I know I will I just need to go shopping . I will be sure to post pics of my outfit tomorrow and sunday.. tell me what you think since the easter pics I have probably dropped another 6 pounds...Damn I feel It I was just wanna be a skinny bitch...:svengo:
 
:blush5:I know what my problem is I figured it out...So many people barely started noticing how much weight I'm losing.. There all telling me how good I look and that I'm disappearing:svengo: by the minute.. That somehow in that brain of mine I have convinced myself psychologically that I was where I need to be.. and then I go try on all kinds of shit and ughhhhhhhhhhhh THUNDER THIGHS!!!:piggy::patriot:SO THEN I COME BACK ON HERE TO SAY MY WEIGHT FRUSTRATIONS AND I LOOK AT MY TICKER AND I CAME TO THE REALIZATION THAT NO NO NO!!!! I'M NOT EVEN HALF WAY TO MY GOAL SO WHY THE FUCK AM I TRIPPIN.. MAYBE JULY OR AUGUST... SO I'M COOL.. I WILL FIND A CUTE OUTFIT TOMORROW AND OH SHIT.. WHO CARES I DID FIT INTO THIS SIZE 8 THAT I BOUGHT 2 MONTHS AGO TOO SMALL FOR MOTIVATION.. SO MONDAY I WILL SHOW PROPERTY IN IT... SO I'M GOODNOW I'M OFF TO MAKE A GOALLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!:hurray::hurray::party:
 
Ivette, Don't berate yourself for feeling good about the way you look at the moment. You should instead be so proud of yourself. It's much better to be positive about your journey & feeling good as you look better & better is an important part of the process. Some people only dwell on how far they have to go. I think you have come such a long way and have learned so much about yourself and it's just going to get better & better. Playing soccer & loving it!! Would you have believed that if someone had told you a year ago?
Well done Ivette. You are an inspiration. You should be very proud of yourself, xoxo cate
 
You what Ive been thinking my good friend?
I think that even when I hit my goal (maybe 30 or 40 more lbs) I will never be done. If I let myself be "done" That weight will jump back on me so quick my heead will spin. It takes me like a month or 6 weeks to lose 10 lb and I swear I could go nuts and gain 10 in a weekend. I am on plan for ever. Thats the only way I will keep the new me and I like the new me. But it aint so bad. It is a lot easier now than it was in Sept when I weighed 336!...336...do you believe that? Crap! Thats even alot to type!!!
 
Hey chicky, I have to agree with brawny. Its now a lifelong journey....one we must commit to make it worthwhile.Thunder thighs, smunder smighs!! Soon to be a thing of the past!! I use to get that nickname when I was just 13 or 14y/o and people wonder why I have always been so self/weight conscious.
I'm sure you will look lovely no matter what you wear because you have come so far already!
So tell me did you score...........a goal that is???? hahahaha!!:smilielol5::smilielol5:
Hope you are having a great weekend!!
Much love,
kc:seeya:
 
Hey Cate Brawny and KC.. You guys are so sweet and I'm so so happy with who I am today.l..I always have been.. Since I started this journey I have been happy but I still get frustrated when we know the finish line is damn still far.... It's normal but I jump out of it real quick... You guys are awesome... awesome...:cuss::cuss:and NO!!! I DID NOT SCORE A GOAL.. BUT IM' GETTING CLOSER .. NEXT FRI.. I WILL MAKE A GOAL.. :smash: AS FOR ME TODAY WAS SUCH A :piggy: day.. I ate a lot.. dammit.. :leaving: I am not gonna lie.. it was no good.. I went to a birthday party at 2pm and ate and ate.. and then I went to a birthday party and ate again.. I never do it.. so who cares?? One day I guess won't kill me.... I'm sure I didn't lose weight today but I don't think I gained any either... Well all you great people I agree 100% this is a lifestyle... not a diet.. this is the new me.. wooohooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!:party::seeya:
 
Hey!!! monday morning... and I am getting ready for work... Woooooooooooohoooooooooooooo!!! Today I am a 100% cohenite follower.. I will follow the plan all week and next week without deviating,,,:party: I'm ready to drop another size it's about time.. Yeaaaaa..... I have a wedding in exactly 2 weeks and I need to be one size smaller... Yes I do... So I'm working hard at it.. Well I will keep posted if I am following .. so far I have only drank diet coke this morning cuz I drank a lot last night.. and when that happens I fiend diet coke.. Whatever Have a blessed day...
 
One bad day wont be much of a bad thing. Just gotta do that 180 and head back in direction that has made to so much better!
So what position do you play soccer queen? I actually coached Jr high soccer one year which is hilarious since I am an old football player and had never even seen an entire soccer game. I didnt even know the rules. the ref goes "thats offsides" and Im like "what the hell is offsides in soccer?" Well I was teaching at a private school in Dallas and I had all these fast little kids who had been playing since they could walk so I go "what do you play"? and the kid says "forward" and I go OHHH okay go play that". Well we won district and I did learn the positions and the rules...eventually.
 
Hey!!! monday morning... and I am getting ready for work... Woooooooooooohoooooooooooooo!!! Today I am a 100% cohenite follower.. I will follow the plan all week and next week without deviating,,,:party: I'm ready to drop another size it's about time.. Yeaaaaa..... I have a wedding in exactly 2 weeks and I need to be one size smaller... Yes I do... So I'm working hard at it.. Well I will keep posted if I am following .. so far I have only drank diet coke this morning cuz I drank a lot last night.. and when that happens I fiend diet coke.. Whatever Have a blessed day...

Good for you sweety!!Weddings are always good fun!! I had a blast at my own, just check out my pics you will find one of me zonked out on the way home!!
You are doing so well you have over taken me in the weight lost department but hooray!! My weight has finallllly started to shift again!!!I will be rooting for you all this week and next!!
 
One bad day wont be much of a bad thing. Just gotta do that 180 and head back in direction that has made to so much better!
So what position do you play soccer queen? I actually coached Jr high soccer one year which is hilarious since I am an old football player and had never even seen an entire soccer game. I didnt even know the rules. the ref goes "thats offsides" and Im like "what the hell is offsides in soccer?" Well I was teaching at a private school in Dallas and I had all these fast little kids who had been playing since they could walk so I go "what do you play"? and the kid says "forward" and I go OHHH okay go play that". Well we won district and I did learn the positions and the rules...eventually.
I play my own position...:rofl: :rofl: It's indoor soccer so it's a smaller field for sure.. I stand in the center of the goal and wait for ball to shoor it in.. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! andstill I have not been able to make a damn goal...ewwwwww...regardless. I play defense tooand all kinds of shit.. so whatever it's fun and tiring.. so yeaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!:party::party:
 
Good for you sweety!!Weddings are always good fun!! I had a blast at my own, just check out my pics you will find one of me zonked out on the way home!!
You are doing so well you have over taken me in the weight lost department but hooray!! My weight has finallllly started to shift again!!!I will be rooting for you all this week and next!!
Thanks so much K.C. We are doing awesome together.. I don't know I stop losing and then I lose a lot.. but the good thing is I haven't gained any... I mean it's already been 5 months since I have been on this lifestyle... Your doing it girl and your doing awesome.. I know that I wouldn't have been where Iam at.. if it wouldn't have been for this place.. you guys are so so awesome!!!:beating: We are doing this girl!!:) I guess we really just have to take it one day at a time.. I say I want to lose a whole size by next friday but If I just lose 3 pounds or 4 it will be ok.. It will be one step further to where I truly want to be.. :party: partying in bikinis!!!!!!!!!! yeaaaaaaaaaaa... Basically that's what I look at one step at a time will take me to my final destinations.. Love ya chickee and we are doing this....:party:
 
I say I want to lose a whole size by next friday but If I just lose 3 pounds or 4 it will be ok.. It will be one step further to where I truly want to be.. :party: partying in bikinis!!!!!!!!!! yeaaaaaaaaaaa... Basically that's what I look at one step at a time will take me to my final destinations.. Love ya chickee and we are doing this....:party:

You're right if you only lose 3 or 4 lbs, thats 3 or 4 more lbs off the total loss you are aiming for!!One step at a time and we will get there!!
BRING ON THE BEACH PARTY!!!:party:BRING ON THE BIKINIS!!:party:
 
Hi Ivette- Thanks for your visit to my diary you cheeky thing! A million posts to find out what my son is doing. Indeed! OK! I know I'm a chatterbox. He's on a round the world trip holidaying for 8 months. He's worked in a very boring job in a chocolate factory to save the money to do it & he's now living a dream. At 26yrs of age. He's having a ball &, as of today, I'm going to try hard to stop worrying about him. Trouble is with these boys sometimes the doctor obviously doesn't cut the umbilical cord properly & they still seem attached. Our other son the doc did the job right!
I love hearing about your soccer & it's great to see you so enthusiastic again xoxox from your Tasmanian forum buddy, Cate
 
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