mom24monsters
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Ok I'm over it!! I really am!!! I just needed to vent.. You know lifes kinda weird like that throws some really weird obstacles at you.. It takes me about 24 hours to be able to digest some shit sometimes.. But I'm excited it's saturday... wooohooooo!!! I'm back on cohen 100% I will not deviate.... I won't this is for me.. I need to find my skinny ass somewhere and just be happy with who I am.. 2009 is my year no matter what... I will become all that I want by bettering myself... So it's ok to get mad, angry, depressed, were all human I have learned that as long as your able to catch yourself before it becomes a problem is the key.. I was pissed I still am hurt but I'm not gonna dwell on something I can't change.. Oh well just goes to show anyone can do cruel things to you...and maybe they don't even know how much there hurting you because people are selfish... So this year I have decided it's all about my happiness.... Wishing everyone a wonderful healthy saturday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GIRL. . I am so proud of you!!!! I am so there with you too!! but I can't handle drama anymore, I get really sick to my stomach for some reason, when I was younger I could brush it off. .maybe it has to do with being selfish! I was a selfish kid (what kids isn't) but now that I have grown and have kids of my own and shit I just can't take it! You hit it right on the head!! Its is time for you, me and all the rest of us here. THIS is IT!! NO MORE EXCUSES, NO MORE BITCHES TO HOLD US BACK, NO MORE ANYTHING, JUST COMLETE DEDICATION!!! . . . . .sorry I just watched the presidents speech and got all motivational. .haha ha ha anyway keep it real gurl!!! and I will take you and Alta to back me up any day


But now I know that everytime I weight myself it's all adding up..
So I'm doing it at the pace that I'm suppose too.. I love this place it helps me so so much..
to all of you. I truly wish all of you the best yes I do.. We will do this.. So my new goal for march 15 is to be at 159.. It's a long shot away but I really want to be there.. Regardless if I make it march 15th or not.. I'm gonna try super duper hard.. Right now I'm at 179 so 20pounds in two weeks is hard but skys the limit maybe... 

