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holy shit man your week sounds like mine.........what is really weird is that I had food poisening over the weekend....:confused: ......I did not have a stroke..... thank God .....just sick as a dog....I did not even know it could do that to you!!!:eek: Maybe next time i wont just wait it out!!!! I hope your kitty is doing better........I have a cat named BOB (bobcat...E...funny) I have had him for 3 years.... i rescued him.....he was bottle fed.........spoiled brat now!!! but hes me baby!!! .............and i wanted to say KUDOS for stickin to your food plan in the face of adversity............It ain't easy not eatin extra cheesy!!!!
keep on keepin on!!!
Laters sister!!!
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ps when your buddies screw up it is hard to deal with............cheating is a shitty thing to do...............I hope you find some middle ground there dude!!
And f*ck creditors they suck!!!! That otta be illegal man!!!:mad:
 
sleeplessinsc said:
Oh I love to play pool! I havent played in such a long time...Glad the kitty is feeling better. Dealing with friends is stressfull for me...But Im a recluse:p
Kick some ass playing pool! Man I wanna go play now! Kicking someone off! Ha ha...poor guy! I am guessing he deserved it though with a majority vote.
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I have been in a pool league for 4 years now.. LOL.. I am way better at 8ball then 9ball.. I totally understand the recluse, if i could live in a cave with warmth and moisture i would thrive, I might be a little moldy (perverse thought here) but i wouldnt have to deal with life ya know.. Sunday we were in a bar that had all the shades pulled and everything dark but the pool lights and we took that walk and i was screaming I AM MELTING.. My pool partner didnt find it funny, passerbys probably thought i was retarded..
Oh the dude we kicked off was the cheater.. I feel bad for it but what can u do, u dont wanna put 8 players in a hostile envoriment and thats not including the other 8 on the opposing team..
 
reach4Astar said:
I have a cat named BOB (bobcat...E...funny) I have had him for 3 years.... i rescued him.....he was bottle fed.........spoiled brat now!!! but hes me baby!!!
ps when your buddies screw up it is hard to deal with............cheating is a shitty thing to do...............I hope you find some middle ground there dude!!
And f*ck creditors they suck!!!! That otta be illegal man!!!:mad:
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ROTFLMAO i about pissed myself, reading ur whole post..

Yeah becareful with the food poisoning thou, there is different kinds.. I have had it once after eating at a buffet and HOLY SHIT BATMAN, not even 10 minutes after eating i was running out the front door puking and shitting on myself.. I called poison control because thats why my doctor told me to do, the nurse said omg u poor baby just go sit in the bathroom on the toliet with a bucket and do ur business and do not ever take anything when u have food poisoning ur body is ridding it of the toxins fast and if u throw something in there to stop it from purging it out ur going to cause urself to be way sicker and longer.. all i gotta say is thank gawd i have two bathrooms and my brother was still living here, my husband and i lived in two bathrooms for the night and my brother took care of the kids..

I have 4 little bastards right now. 2 of them aren't mine..
Taquito (male maincoone)- Found him in a gutter, he was 3/4 of a pound and no bigger then a palm of a hand, I took him straight in to a vet and they said take him home and make him comfortable till he dies.. They said he was going threw kidney failure.. I told them to hell with u MFers.. I ran to petco and got baby bottles and formula, took one of my kids cabbage patch kids blankets and wrapped him up to keep his temp up.. He survived and one of his kidneys kicked back up.. He is now 20 pounds and 5 years old almost 6 now here in may..
Hemi (male orange tabby rare-polydactyl)- Found him in the woods and someone threw him up there to be eaten by coyotes.. He was about 8 weeks when we got him. He is now the biggest fighter in the hood and a big baby when he is at home he is about 3 years old..
Bebe (female short haired)- Neighborhood kitten and i had her fixed and her shots but she likes to come in at night and stay out all day..
The kitten (male long haired pitch black)- he is just a tiny baby, thrown out in the woods to die, we got him two weeks ago and he was about 2 weeks old.. He couldnt barely walk and he was another bottle fed baby and he just weened and that was like breaking a regular baby off the bottle..

Let me tell u a little something about this kitten and human food.. He is about a pound and he smacked the crap out of the 20 pound cat and the fighter hemi over a piece of sausage today.. They normally attack him and Taquito figures he is his mother for some reason and holds him down till he behaves but today they got the piss kicked out of them by a 1 pound raging ball of fury. Taquito is obese but he will not eat table scrapes or anything offered to him that is human food. I lied he will eat chocolate and he is not allowed that at all because its so toxic to animals..

I snacked on some sausage and pepperoni for a midnight snack since i didnt eat much protiens today and it all came back up tonight, holy crap I feel like shit ill try to get around to other diarys tonight if i can manage between bathroom breaks..
 
Ha ha :p I love my pets too.....we have Bob the cat........2 dogs one named Abbey Jean that i rescued from starvation and abuse......she was so skinny when i got her that yu could see ALL her bones and she was afraid of everyone cuz they beat the shit out of her......now she is fat and sassy ( don't you hate that phraze!!! although it suits me well!! damn it).....tha other dog is Betty and she is a stray we took in.......she is a dork and then we have a cockatiel named Sweety........he is a mean little shit and meows like a cat outside.........it took me a while to catch on to that one......I'd open tha door "here kitty kitty"......nothin, and be like WTF??.......pretty soon i caught him!!! The little jerk......guess he liked watching me go to the door and call!!!:confused: ........Anyhow dude have a good day catch ya on the flip side!

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SexyPiscesBabe said:
I have been in a pool league for 4 years now.. LOL.. I am way better at 8ball then 9ball.. I totally understand the recluse, if i could live in a cave with warmth and moisture i would thrive, I might be a little moldy (perverse thought here) but i wouldnt have to deal with life ya know.. Sunday we were in a bar that had all the shades pulled and everything dark but the pool lights and we took that walk and i was screaming I AM MELTING.. My pool partner didnt find it funny, passerbys probably thought i was retarded..
Oh the dude we kicked off was the cheater.. I feel bad for it but what can u do, u dont wanna put 8 players in a hostile envoriment and thats not including the other 8 on the opposing team..
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I love 8ball...not so crazy about the 9...thats really cool 4 years!
Im glad Im not the only recluse...I wouldnt wanna live in the cave though, I just wanna put veryone else in one!:rolleyes: (not a people person) But for some odd reason I love this forum...I guess because I can just stop reading if I dont wanna hear it. Well it sounds like the cheater had to go...its not everyone elses fault he cheated...that sux!

as for the HOLY SHIT BATMAN....ROFL....too funny! maybe not at the time but sorry now its funny!
 
OK I am grouchy today, so grouchy i am about ready to kick the tv in.. I am going to take a hot shower and see if i can relax a bit but i doubt it..

I haven't ate today, I am afraid its all going to come up because it did last night..

This morning i got a bitchy call from the male part of the breaking up relationship.. He is pissed because i called him out about doing drugs.. In jan someone told me he was on crank and i said no flippin way in hell and then i got told about a dirty ua in jan and so i told my uncle (55 years old) of all assholes and he ran to him and told him i was talking shit.. I said no u moron ur in a brand new marriage and if ur wife finds out ur running around with a drug addict she is going to be PISSED..

So dickwad called me and flipped about me lying about him doing drugs, I had to say no i have known this for MONTHS and ur the one that was doing them.. Totally put me in a pissy mood..
I was in the wrong for saying anything but FFS i have defended that asshole for months against cocaine accusations and also crank accusations just to have it all come out he was doing it and then I have egg on my face and that PISSED me off more then anything.. I defend friends till the death but if i am defending u on a lie and u make me look like a loser for hanging out with u, I sure get vendictive..
I quit a pool team because everyone on it was coke heads and i sure in the hell not going to defend them because when u come out of the bathroom with white powder dripping from ur nose and ur acting goofy as shit its only common sense and if u try and say its a powder doughnut that u shoved up there ur a phuqing retard..

I am soooooo flippin grouchy its unreal.. How could he do that he is my childrens godfather, HOW COULD HE DO THAT.. If my husband and I would have died he and his wife would have had my kids.. They have straight parents going to a PHUQING crackhead..

Everything is just irratating me at this moment, sounds, squeeks, movements, breathing...

Happy eating guys.. I am going to try and eat something hopefully i wont lose it on the way to the shower..
 
Still GROUCHY.. I ate half of a potpie for lunch and burped up acids on the way to the shower, I took my shower and still felt like crap.. I sat down and dozed off..

Dinner was cabbage soup and it filled me up and my stomach is doing great.. I just took a benadryl to help me breathe..

My son gave me a Mother's Day present they got at school today on a field trip to a nursery.. He was soooooo excited about it and couldn't stop asking if i liked it.. Hug and a Kiss and well placed in a window he was satisfied..

That did perk up my day with my kids but as for other ppl around me, i would rather have spit on them then look at them.. I should be feeling better in the morning..

HAGN
 
Isn't it just wonderful how kids can just change our moods in an instant. You just got to love them.!! I hope you have a better weekend, and don't worry about those others around you, focus on yourself my friend. If your feeling better, than things around you will get better. We all know we can't control others actions, and I have a bunch of dumb asses in my family I would like to set straight, but I try to shut them out and do my own thing, if I focused on their crap everyday I would be a mess for sure and you would probably have to lock me up, because I would be beating the crap out of people everyday. Stay strong, and keep smiling, YOU are the most important person in your life, try to remember that!! And I love Cabbage soup. That was a good weight watchers soup to eat when my sister was on their diet plan. However, I don't know about you, but it gave me big time gas!! LMAO!! enjoy your day, I'll be checking in on you later!!
Kim
 
Isnt it great how your best of friends can put you in the worst of positions! I hope you feel better, maybe kicking something would work! It works for me!
Precisly why I am a recluse...Anyhow, being grouchy is one of my hobbies...I hope your day goes great today!:)
 
Thank you all, I dont feel as grouchy today.. I was upset yesterday but i suppose its because i am greiving for the loss of a dear friendship. I'm not so angry today.. I talked to her last night for some time.. But she is protecting him and i just cant believe it.. I understand not wanting to make this messy but she is holding out all hope that he will come back to her.. I said ya know the first time u see him and his new woman together its going to floor u dear.. Please PLEASE don't pretend this isnt happening because ur going to be in for a rude awakening.. *shakes head* i understand yall have been together for 14 years but geezzzz u gotta know when to hold em and when to fold em.. I feel so bad for her because she just wants it to go away and doesnt want to face it.. I havent been threw a divorce so i dont know what she is going threw.. My husband has lied to me so i know what that was like when i dealt with his lieing ass for 6 weeks and i had to determine if i wanted to leave him or forgive him.. But it wasnt anything like this.. united states army just called me.. anyhoot, ya know i need some words of wisdom from folks that have gone threw a divorce and the feelings and how u dealt with it would be nice..

So far today I have ate a bowl of cereal and its staying down..
 
Miss Ladybug said:
And I love Cabbage soup. That was a good weight watchers soup to eat when my sister was on their diet plan. However, I don't know about you, but it gave me big time gas!! LMAO!! enjoy your day, I'll be checking in on you later!!
Kim
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HAHAHAH my gas is off the hook, it made my husband regular thou.. I have had cabbage soup three days now and i am going to give it a break for a few days and eat something else.. Then ill go back to it next week for a few days.. Ill probably make some potato soup tonight, I love soups, I can make almost any soup.. ohh yummm taco soup sounds good right now..
 
Oh YEAH Soups are the best!! And you can eat for days on one pot, if you wanted to. I love taco soup. My kids eat that likes it going out of style. But cabbage is the best, low calorie and full of good nutrition. OH I posted a comment in my diary on your last note. I hope your day ends well. Later!!
Kim
 
The situation with your friend is very difficult. I have been through a couple of divorces but never with children involved. I think in those circumstances I might hold out a bit longer before deciding things were permanently over. Even so I didn't make any instant decision that things couldn't be fixed the first moment that things cracked open - yet within another 2-4 weeks when things were clearer and more public I had my mind clear about the marriage being finished and didn't ever reconsider that.

Everyone's different though. I was helped enormously when my last marriage broke up by someone who I was very close to and who was really upset that the marriage had failed because she and her partner were so close to both my husband and myself. She really didn't do much more than be an ear and a support and give me time - no advice really - but just her (and her partner) being there and giving hugs meant a lot to me.
 
felici said:
Everyone's different though. I was helped enormously when my last marriage broke up by someone who I was very close to and who was really upset that the marriage had failed because she and her partner were so close to both my husband and myself. She really didn't do much more than be an ear and a support and give me time - no advice really - but just her (and her partner) being there and giving hugs meant a lot to me.
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I am trying to be there but good lawdy its hard to bite my tongue.. He made up his mind when he told her.. She is trying her hardest to work it out but he is busy looking for an apartment for him and his new gf.. He had the balls to ask the wife to help him and her get a place together.. I thought HOLY SHIT thats the most ballsy thing i have ever heard.. I just dont know how to sit back seat sometimes with my mouth.. If she does it to show him how much she still loves him, ILL THROW UP.. It would be nice if they could have worked it out but it was way too late by the time he told her everything..
 
I expect your friend is very appreciative of all your support, regardless if you can't always hold your tongue. People really do some strange things when they have a new relationship going on don't they?

I hope you don't throw up. It would be good if your tummy would learn to keep out of these upsets. :)
 
I have two doctors appointments monday.. 10am dietician.. 3:45pm regular physician.. I found a lump in my breast and it doesnt feel like my normal cysts.. So i am worried and I want them to tell me its just a cyst like they normally do.. Its a hard small lump that doesnt roll when i push on it and it doesnt hurt.. they told me as long as the lumps hurt to push on them its more then likely a cyst.. last time i was in there she pushed so hard on one it ruptured.. u should have seen her face.. She said well i was worried about that lump but appearently i just ruptured it.. This was after i screamed bloody murder..

I hope i get some good news out of monday.. Like i lost at least 2 pounds and that my breast is okay. I am scared to death thou.. I am afraid they are going to tell me i have gained weight, i dont feel like i have..

My moms dog has this awesome snout.. He always hits on that one breast when he sniffs me for the goodies that i bring for him.. He did that to my sister when they found out she had pre-cervical cancer he would go after her crotch and hit on it like there was something there.. my mom is stressed out about this because she knows he can find an injury on anyone and point it out.. But i think he might be sniffing ruptured cysts, after i killed the caffiene in my diet they were going off like 4th of july and no one could come near my chest without me going threw pure pain..

Last night i ate well.. Yesterday morning cereal, afternoon i ate two hard boiled eggs, dinner i ate a beef burrito.. Today i havent ate yet just busy chasing the kids and the guinea pig and also cleaning my house for company tonight.. which reminds me i have to return to that..
 
Hey Sexy, I hope everything works out for you on Monday, which I know it will!;) Seems like your back on track with your eating, hope it's all staying in this time. :) OOOOHH friends coming over to hang out, that's always enjoyable. My hubby and I like to invite friends out as much as possible, it's hard sometimes with our schedules, but we manage to squeeze friend time in often. I HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME!! Enjoy it and don't stress over Monday, it will all workout! :D
Kim
 
Hey Sexy...I am so with you on the not being able to keep quiet.I have a good friend who just got dumped by a LOSER! She asks what I think and I just cant help but say she can do much better! About the Dr. stuff I sure hope all is well, I am def. thinking of you.
 
so how did you make out today/yesterday ??

Like I've told you before, a bad marriage is a terrible thing to hold on to. The next level of pain the divorce is about to bring only seems worse but in time the comparison is a no-brainer. The fresh emotions are hard to whip. Talking it out is pretty important too - with friends and family and stuff.

Keep on losin' that weight girl :)
 
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