MoonGoddess's Path

MoonGoddess said:
Ok definetly a stress eater!

Realizing this big time. Its just 3:15pm & I am down to 91 calories away from exceeding today's limit. Yehhh... uh looks like I will be over doing it today.

I just need a new way of dealing with things I guess.
Hopefully I can get out of here & walk/run some of the stress/calories off. Better or I can just imagine the scales tomorrow morning.

Course I am getting a filling tomorrow so my calories may be low tomorrow & then maybe they will equal out?
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Exercising really helps me out with stress!! Hope your day gets better, and don't beat yourself up if you have to go over some, just don't take it as a freebie pass.
 
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You aren't kidding cinderelly. I was crossing my arms at work one day(because that's what I do) and a male client of ours told me that I needed to uncross my arms because he didn't want to disrespect the fact that I was married...referring to looking at my breasts and I was in a turtleneck sweater. I WAS NOT inviting him to look at me and became extremely embarassed at first and then PISSED! WTF?? I have never even given the guy a 2nd glance. Grrrrrrr. makes me mad thinking about it.
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ew.. weird way for him to phrase that!

Ug. thats like we have a yoga studio above us & constantly have people coming down to get smoothie or a snack... well in the summer when it gets hot, sometimes the outfits get smaller & smaller & spandex hids NOTHING.. anyway this annoying guy used to come in & bug us at least twice a day letting us know how we all should be eating & generally just getting on our nerves. What could we say, he ate here 3 times a day most days, otherwise it was at least 2. Then all the sudden he stops showing up. We got worried that something bad had happened to him & start making calls. Finally find out that he "could no longer come into the store, being that he was a good christian"... well that was just strange, so then we questioned more & he admitted that he was constantly having "impure" thoughts because of the yoga ladies' outfits. lol
 
In a way this is a Christian-type culture. I graduated from UCSC with a B.A. in Cultural Anthropology and I tell you--customs are weird. Some cultures it's ok for a woman to be topless...but it's utterly scandalous if her skirt doesn't come down to her ankles.
 
ok so Cinderelly, you said I needed to shake it up... & boy did I ever! I ended up BELLYDANCING!!! lol I think I like it actually. Had never tried it before..to self conscience.

Might have to shake it up more often.

yup way over the calories but its ok. I'm sure tomorrow I won't be & maybe this is what my body needs right now.

I certainly am feeling better finally home a temporary break from the intensity. Long story short this psycho (& I'm not being funny using that term) thinks I am the antichrist incarnate even though I have never had a conversation beyond hi with her. Anyway she thinks I have everyone at the place I work under a spell & basically wants to "burn the witch" & save the world. INSANE! She was was actually chanting in tongues last night screaming at the cashiers because they simply told her we would be closing in 15 minutes. I wasn't even there, but it was me "mistreating her". Weird.. yet scary. & I have no faith that if the shit goes down, the cops will arrive in time to actually prevent anything.

Plus I'm one of those stupid people who try as they might not too passes out at the sight of a needle & tomorrow I am getting a tiny cavity filled. So yeah I'm not looking forward to tomorrow already & now I have to worry about if I should wear a bullet proof vest as I stumble deliriously into work tomorrow.

But within 24 hours, the dental visit will be finished & maybe we can get some progress with getting this other situation under control. Plus I will be one day closer to getting out of town for a few days. My sister is having all the bridesmaids meet up to try on & order the dress...& have some dinner & girl talk...oh & did I mention drinks! :) Boy will I be ready for a break in a new town...safely away somewhere even I don't know just yet.
 
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Alrighty. I now have before pics. I want to hurry up already to the afters.... but hopefully there will be no real after. Hopefully I can make this a lifelong thing & it will become a habit of keeping the new sleek improved me.
 
well for me it was a punch of shaking & popping & laughing. Felt fun. Just weird moving in new ways. You should try it.
 
Good job you maybe you shook your belly to 179 agian tomorrow...:):):)I just wanted to send you some hugs...you seem like you need them !!!
 
My last post seems a bit stupid... I guess I shouldn't have rushed through here and commented only on belly dancing yesterday!!! :)

Crazy ladies wanting to beat you up and going to the dentist... now those are things I should have commented on.

Although, I'm not sure what to say about the crazy lady. It really freaks me out for you and I hope she goes away because she seems crazy enough to actually DO something crazy.

I guess I could say have fun at the dentist but who in their right mind ever does. So... don't feel too much pain at the dentist... not too much better. haha Well, I suppose I will just say thanks for being great to me in my diary and have a fantastic day! :)
 
ok dentist visit over. cavity filled & half my face is numb...which sounds like DUMB when I say it. lol.. definitely not going to be over doing it on cals today. I don't even feel like ever eating again. Just focusing on not chewing off my cheek.

Thanks for the support you gals! This place is a nice get away from reality at the moment. Feels so good to have you in here.

Going into work soon & hopefully things will go smoothly. I can't wait for this day to be over already. I just want to sleep away the hours & dream.
 
So far so good at the work end.

We had a big meeting today to discuss somethings such as the psychopath. We are banning her from the grounds with police assistance as soon as she comes back. & it was decided that I would not be the one to do it. The Board & other Mangement Team members are being really supportive & we are all in shock at this woman.

I'm just fading fast with all the drama & numb face. I had a egg & cheese biscuit for breakfast (I treated myself before the filling) & since have had lotsa water & a few sips of a disguisting enery meal replacement drink thingy... YUCK! Why that passed anyone's taste test is beyond me. I think I might be able to actually chew something again at this point without chewing anymore of my cheek up... stupid..lol. glad it heals fast.

I'm so ready for my nice warm comfy safe bed.

...course if there was a nice marine in there ready to protect me tonight it wouldn't be half bad either.... unfortunately the one I was thinking about just emailed me from Jabel Ali. He thought it was funny he was in a place named after me.. Haha. Well the Ali part at least. dont know of anyone named Jabel. Funny friends I seem to have in strange places.
 
Hi!! I just saw your pictures! You are soo soo soo pretty! Hope you're having a nice day considering you had to go to the dentist. :(
 
I want to see them are they in your diary here or in teh before after and during ... you look super cute in your profile pic but it isnt big enough, lol...

So you and I are in the same weight loss yo yo boat...wanna try a friendly challenege or something ???

I found the pics you look great !!!

You need msn - lol...
 
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