Friday morning Update:
On the diet front: So far soo good baby!! I have stayed raw all week with exception of some protein shakes to get me through my workouts, and some Organic Fat Free Chicken Broth to sooth my meat craving and salt craving. I've noticed my skin is starting to feel really smooth and silky and I have more mental allertness. Interesting. I lost 0.4 more pounds yesterday! yay!! I'm on a roll!! Whoo hoo!
On a personal front:
I think my date is standing me up this weekend. I'm not for certain but he hasn't called me since Sunday. See, this is why I hate dating, for starters I hate rejection, and then I just find men so confusing!! I thought he was totally into me, and now I am thinking that after I left the singles event he met someone else and I am now #2. Doh!!
We left the event a tad early, and apparently most of the party ended up over at my crush's friends house for an after party that lasted until the following day! So surely all those cougars were up on my man. Anyhow.... I just have to face the facts that "he just isn't that into me" and brush myself off and move on. I wanted to call him, but no!! I have to be strong and hold my dignity. It is a blow to my self esteem tho.
I'll use the frustration to get me through a good workout today!!
I had a dream about my high school sweetheart kissing me this morning!! OMG! I am going to be seeing him in 6 weeks for the wedding for the first time in 6 years. I swear when I am conscious I don't have those thoughts!! What is happening to me??? Ugh!!! He is so not my type anymore or good for me. I must be getting desperate in my head! LOL
Off to check on everyone's diaries!!