Mizzie's Journey to Being Healthy

Weigh day! Oy... Well, I did make my 2 pound unofficial mini goal. I'm at 206.2, which is a 13.6 pound loss total and is 2.4 down from last week. Which is great. It is! And I am happy and proud of that. But I was really confused this morning. I got my exercise clothes on (I always weigh in those clothes) and weighed. I got 206.8. Damn, 1.8 pounds. Didn't make it. Well, I exercised (more on that later) and realized I didn't remember for sure what the number was at (was it .6 or .8?), so I hoped on the scale again and it said 206 even. :confused: Now, I know I had sweat a lot, but that was still on me and it couldn't have been nearly a pound... could it? I went to update my weight and decided to try it one more time to be sure and got 206.2. :banghead:

Geez, how much do I fluctuate in the mornings? o_O So, that's the official number since it was the last one, but I'm not sure if that .6 difference from the first to the last was really a loss or just water that I sweat out. Oh well, in the long run, .6 pounds is nothing.

Absolutely! Its enough to drive a person bonkers!:banghead: Thats why I make sure my "official" weigh ins are always at the same exact time. In the morning, after using the restroom and before showering. Also, because I like to stick to my "no food after 9:00" rule, I get a pretty consistent reading.

Also, a few times after working out at the gym, I have literally sweated out 2-3 pounds of liquid. Its pretty insane, but it shoots right back up as I replenish my water throughout the day.


So, 13.6 pounds lost total, which is very, very exciting! I think that my official mini goal of 20 pounds by Easter is doable at this point. Can't slack though! Just over 3 weeks left, so that's at least 2 pounds a week. And, if I make that, I'll be under 200 by then, which would make me so, so happy! I can't wait. I don't care if it's 199.8, that would be under 200. ^_^ Oh, and only 2 more pounds until I weigh less then my husband, which will also make me happy. So that's my next unofficial mini goal: Weigh less then hubby.

NJ on the weight loss so far! I think ~7 more pounds is TOTALLY achieveable by eastertime! Not to mention how great its going to be to be on the other side of 200 again! Once you achieve a huge mini goal like that, you have enough momentum to carry you to the finish line, so keep it up!

So, I went to the gym again yesterday to do the treadmill for a while. I was really happy to see the room was empty when I got there and no one came the whole time I was there. That's always the best! Turned on the TV and just started going. I put it on the "weight loss" program, which varies the incline and speed at intervals. I started at a speed of 3 and an incline of 5. It was tough, 5 minutes into it I wanted to quit, or at least slow down, but I didn't. I knew if I pushed through it, I'd be able to do it and I did! I was pretty proud of myself for that, because it wasn't easy. Did 30 minutes. That's not long, but I knew dinner would be about ready and I was starving. And that's how long the default time on the treadmill is.

Got up this morning to do one of the DVDs and right away noticed that my right knee was hurting. Uh oh. I didn't want to skip exercising... Ok, that's a lie, I did want to skip exercising, but I didn't want to give myself an excuse to. Tested out the knee and found out that it didn't hurt to put weight on it and it didn't hurt to bend it. It only hurt to put weight on it while bending it. Ok, I can work with that. Did the DVD, but skipped out on the lunges and dips on that leg. Worked just fine and the knee already seems to be getting better. I think I just stressed it a bit yesterday.

Don't worry, I won't mess up my knee just to exercise. But it really didn't hurt badly and I knew there were a lot of things on the DVD that wouldn't stress the knee at all. I am glad I get the next two days off though, I'll be able to rest it. I don't take chances with knees. Once you mess them up, that's it.

Exercise was hard, hard, hard today. I didn't want to do it. At all. But I made myself and I'm glad I didn't let me use the knee as an excuse. In the past, I totally would have.

I can't believe how much this reminds me of my own journey. Kudos to you for completing 30 minutes of interval treadmill exercise. Its an accomplishment, and something to pat yourself on the back for!

Something I have found along the way is to find ways to have fun while you exercise. I used to treadmill all the time, but even with a TV on it can be dreadfully repetitive and boring. I recently started playing basketball, and jogging outside, and it really makes a world of difference. Suddenly, I am not counting down 30 minutes anymore, but its gone off the clock!



ETA: I just did the math and I'm 19.4% of the way to my goal weight! O_O *happy dance*

NICE! Moving right along! Keep up the great effort!
 
Andy: Thank you for the encouraging words! Having people here who cheer me on helps a lot.

I didn't really think about sweating making that much of a difference, but I guess I should have. I'll be sure to use my pre-exercise weight from now on, just to be more accurate.

I do plan to do more walking outside (I'm not a runner) and biking soon, but right now it's very rainy and muddy, and still snowy in places. The temps are in the 40's F, so it's still a bit chilly too. But soon enough I'll be able to go for a bike ride after work if I don't feel like the treadmill. It was fine when the show was on, but the commercials were horrible! I wasn't focused on the TV then, so I focused on the time. I finally switched the display to show calories burned instead of the time left. At least that was a fun number. lol

Thanks again for the support and congrats again on being over half way to your goal!
 
Well, the weekend is gone and it's Monday again. Yuck! I had an interesting weekend, weight loss wise. Friday went fine, right in my calorie goals and fat, sugar, protein and such were all good. Saturday was a little crazy as far as food went. There was a St. Patrick's Day parade in our area and we were going to that so we ate out for lunch.

And I goofed. When we decided where to go, I should have looked up the nutritional info before I ordered. I got a wrap, and yes, I know wrap does not equal healthy, but I figured it would be better then a burger and there wasn't a lot of options. When I got home later, I discovered that the wrap had 1020 calories!!! :eek: I looked at their burgers and they actually would have been better! Oops. To my credit, I really did think I was picking the better option. And the real hard part of that is that I was nearly at my calorie limit for the day already (thank God I had a light breakfast!).

The hubby took our daughter up to his parents (she's staying there for spring break) and I had the night alone. Yea for time alone! Boo for wanted to pig out in secret because of it. I wanted to, so bad! I hadn't had the urge to eat junk so badly since this started. Finally, to stop the urge to run to the store and get junk, I put on my pj's at about 6pm. And this after the awful lunch! I still didn't do well though. There was a box of lean pockets in the freezer and I ate them, both of them. I came in at 280 calories over my limit and about 150% fat. *hangs head in shame* Oh man though, I paid for that fat later. My stomach was not happy.

Sunday I did better. It was a really nice day for March in Minnesota, mid 50's and sunny. There's a nice bike path by our apartment, so I decided I should work off some of those extra calories and went for a bike ride. I only did about 30 minutes, but I had to go back. My butt was killing me! I need a different bike seat. I went at a pretty good pace though, my heart was pounding.

I ate a lot better on Sunday too. I got to the end of the day and found I was about 200 calories short of my range. Well, I wasn't hungry and figured the two days cancelled each other out. We also sat down yesterday and made a menu for the next two weeks, then went grocery shopping. I think we are having more chicken than the hubby really wants, but we have a lot of ways to make it, so hopefully he won't get bored. I also found a really yummy, 100% organic granola cereal. I'm not a big cold cereal fan, but this tastes really good, doesn't get soggy, has about 12% of my daily fiber and 8% of my protein. It does have sugar, but not too much and most of it comes from honey. I plan to cycle between that, oatmeal and peanut butter sandwiches (my default breakfast). I also had some natural, no sugar added applesauce since I'm trying to get some fruit or veggie with every meal.

I've decided that I need to work on my snacks. I usually have two snacks during the day at work. I've gotten those 100 cal packs or mini rice cakes in the past. They taste good and don't have a lot of calories, but they don't have a lot of anything else either. I'm replacing one of those snacks with something healthy for now and plan to replace the other later (baby steps). Today I have red grapes for one of my snacks.

I haven't been getting enough sleep lately though. I only got about 6 hours on Saturday, mostly because I didn't want to go to bed. I had the place to myself (hubby spent the night at the in-laws) and it was a nice change. Woke up early and couldn't go back to sleep. Then last night there was just stuff going on and I didn't go to bed on time. It's 9am and I'm already tired... it's going to be a long day.

It was so hard to exercise this morning, partially because of that. I almost decided I needed the sleep more than the exercise, but I didn't let myself use that as an excuse. I did my DVD and made myself give it my all. I'm proud of myself for that! I just need to keep reminding myself: 20 pounds by Easter! I only have a few more weeks.

I'm kind of excited. Last month I won a gift certificate to a local restaurant and we haven't had a chance to use it yet. Well, since our daughter is gone this week, we are going to have a date night. We'll use the gift cert then go to a movie. The only movies we've gone to in a long time have been animated! (nothing wrong with animated movies, but I'd like something a little more adult sometimes) We'll probably see Avatar (if it's still playing here) or Alice in Wonderland. ^_^ Ok, that's not weight related, but I'm excited. We talked about going tonight, but since I am so tired already maybe we'll wait until Wednesday (since I won't have to get up as early on Thursday).


PS: Does anyone else hate the "throwing up" smilie? I almost can't stand to look at it! :ack2:
 
LOL ... I hate the throwing up anything ... makes me gag :)

Ran across your diary and wanted to let you know your doing great !!!! Great that your working out everyday ! Hope your knee is all better and that doesnt happen again :) Anyway just wanted to say Hi .. and let u know people are reading ! Keep up the great work !
 
Thank you for reading / replying, muzic lover! The knee is all better, thanks for asking. It was fine by Saturday. Thank you for the kind words, too. Having people cheer me on is really helping me stay on course.

Today I'm in such a good mood and so excited about losing weight and getting healthier! Does anyone else have those days? I just keep thinking of how great I'm going to look and feel once I get there. My biggest regret now is that I waited this long to do this. I could have looked great all through my 20's if I had done something right away. Now, well, it'll be right around my 30th birthday when I reach my goal (hopefully). It's a shame, but there's nothing I can do about that now.
 
Today I'm in such a good mood and so excited about losing weight and getting healthier! Does anyone else have those days?

I'm having one of those days today! :hurray: I did the same thing with food this weekend we were out and I bought what I thought was the "healthiest" and it ended up having 850 calories!:svengo:

I like the nabisco 100 cal snack things but I try not to overdo it with them. I also do grapes and strawberries:D sometimes a little drizzle of honey on the strawberries or whipped cream. Not sure if that will help u with snack ideas any. Also carrots <3

And that vomiting one makes me crazy:willy_nilly:
 
Feeling good this morning. I weighed myself for the Biggest Loser Challenge and I'm down a good amount from last week. I'm not going to post the number though, because it's not official until Friday. I think this is going to be a good week though! ^_^

The hubby and I did our date night last night. I was all ready to order the salmon at the restaurant (although it did have a "honey glaze" so not that healthy) and at the last minute I changed my mind and got steak. It's been so long since I've had red meat and it was a special night. I had planned on eating half of it then saving the rest for today, but it tasted so good and steak isn't ever as good the next day. I ate the whole 10 oz. Plus, we got a bruschetta appetizer. It was sooo good.

And I was so stuffed after! Oh my goodness, I was stuffed. It was an awful feeling and I can't believe I used to eat until I felt that way all the time. It was normal for me. Never again! Needless to say, we didn't get anything to snack on at the movie. Which was good, since that stuff is even worse then the steak. (we went to see Avatar and wow! It was wonderful! Seriously, I absolutely loved it. Exactly the kind of movie I like.)

So, I figured I was over on my calories for the day and sort of dreaded entering it last night. Well, I did go over, but only by 45 calories! lol Well, I guess I can live with that.

I was really disappointed in my grapes yesterday though. I usually like grapes, but these ones are so bitter and sour! Not hardly sweet at all. The bitterness really got to me and I could only eat about 8 or so. And that's really frustrating because we bought a big bag of them. I don't want them to go to waste, but they don't taste good. I hope hubby can stomach them, because I can't. I have apple sauce today instead. I'm almost out, I need to get more. I wish I could eat almonds, because I know they are really healthy and would be a good snack, but I'm allergic.

Treadmill tonight! It's cold and rainy today, so I can't go for a bike ride. That's fine, I really do need a different seat.
 
Good job so far !! I bought some grapes like that the other day ... they were mushy instead of crunchy .. hubby couldnt eat em either and we had to throw them out ... HATE doing that!

Just wanted to stop in and say Hi .. and Keep up the great work ! :)
 
I just want to say thank you to Xenon and Muzic Lover for reading this and supporting me!


Gah, I'm a little frustrated today. I jumped on the scale this morning (I know, I know, but I can't help it!) and I'm up from yesterday. Just a bit (0.2 pounds, I know, it's really nothing), but it's irritating. It seems like I dropped a lot on Saturday and Sunday, and have been hovering the last couple days. I just hope there's another drop by Friday. About this time every week I start getting antsy for weigh day on Friday. Bla!

Did not want to exercise this morning. I'm getting to sound like a broken record, aren't I? lol I know I didn't give it my all and I wish I had. It was just really hard to push myself this morning and being crabby about the scale didn't help. Plus, I was having an really interesting dream and I didn't want to wake up and exercise! :smilielol5:

We tried a new recipe last night, Spicy Lime Garlic Chicken. I got it off the "Recipes" section on here. It was really, really yummy! It was pretty spicy, but the lime cut that quite well. I think we'll add just a bit more garlic power next time though, I couldn't taste the garlic much and we are garlic people. I liked it, though, and I think we'll work that on into the rotation, especially now that we have the spices for it. Plus, it winds up being only about 220 calories! I always have 600-700 left at the end of the day, so I can have some rice or potatoes with it and still not go over. Mmm...

I goofed with my water last night. I usually fill my water bottle about half full and put it in the freezer the night before (it's a nalgene, so it can freeze). Then in the morning I fill it the rest of the way. I can't stand even slightly warm water, it has to be ice cold for me to drink it so this way I have ice water at work (where there isn't a fridge). I don't know what I was thinking, but I filled it full and now I have a full bottle of ice. :smash: I've been sipping on it while it melts, but it's going to be a long day water-wise.

I also forgot my carrots this morning. I was going to bring some baby carrots for my healthy snack (so I didn't have to eat the bitter grapes) and I forgot. Darn. I can grab them at lunch and have my healthy snack this afternoon, but I usually like it in the morning. I'm just having a whole day of... minor inconveniences. :rolleyes:
 
No problem Mizzie :D I like reading your diary:D
"Interesting dream" eh? :p:p
I'll have my husband check out that Spicy Lime Garlic Chicken recipe. It sounds good! Maybe we can add some shrimp also :D or even do it with shrimp instead of chicken.
 
Aww, thanks guys! Lol, not that kind of "interesting" Xenon, just the kind of dream that actually seems to tell a story and have a plot rather than a jumbled bunch of pictures. Of course, I don't remember a single thing about it now.

Oh yeah, I totally think that recipe would work with shrimp! You might want to be a little careful not to put too much spice on each piece of shrimp, since shrimp are so much smaller. It could get over whelming. But I think the flavors would work very well.



I'm really nervous about my weigh day tomorrow. I know I already talked about this, but it's really on my mind. For the last 4 days, my weight hasn't gone down at all. I'm really hoping things get moving today because I need a good number if I'm going to make my mini goal.

On the positive side, I finally see a difference in how I look. It's such a minor thing, it's hardly worth mentioning, but it's all I have. I've noticed in the last week or so that my face looks thinner. I can see a slight indent under my cheekbones that wasn't there before. I'm not the type of person who gets a pudgy face when I gain weight, though. I always thought I looked kind of weird because of it too, tiny thin face on a big round body. So, since that's the one place on my body that isn't fat, of course it's the first place to lose... :rolleyes: But at least it's something I can see. I can't tell in any other way that I've lost anything.

I really wish I would have taken my measurements at the beginning. Maybe seeing those numbers change would convince me that there is a difference. I should do that now.

I've been feeling very impatient lately. I know this is going to take a long time and it's best to take it nice and slow, but I just want to be thin now! :willy_nilly: ( /childish whine ) There are times when I look in the mirror and I'm half surprised to still see a fat girl there. lol Does anyone else do that? I just can't wait until it's the other way around, when I'm surprised to see a thin girl.
 
I totally agree that you need to take some measurements - today! I take them every second week because weekly there isn't as much change. As long as you are noticing some change and the scale isn't going up, you are doing great!! Keep it up and the results will come. Are you drinking lots of water? I drink a lot of water and find it really helps. I also find the first couple days I increase my water I have to go to the washroom like every 2 min but after a couple days it balances out and isn't as often.
I understand wanting the weight to come off faster but just take it one week at a time - time flies too so if you are being consistent, before you know it a month will be gone and you'll be 5 pounds lighter. Time seems to fly for me anyway - my hunnie says it's because I wish the days away and only look forward to the weekends instead of looking forward to every day. Guess it's something I need to work on. Anyway sorry for the long msg - keep it up and good luck at weigh-in tomorrow. I'm sending some positive energy your way!
 
Lol, I plan to do take measurements tonight. Of course, I've thought that before and keep forgetting, but I do plan to.

I guess I haven't posted much about water, huh? I really try to drink a lot, but I know I still don't drink as much as I should. I figure it's maybe 40-50 oz a day right now, but I'm working on that! I don't drink any soda or juice and I can't drink milk (I don't like the taste) so it's all water. I feel sometimes like I do nothing all day but drink water and I don't know how some of you drink 80-100 ounces a day.

Don't worry, I'm not going to burn out or get too frustrated. I'm just an impatient person when it comes to things I really want. It took me more than a few months to gain this weight and it'll take more than that to lose it. I am excited about my weight loss so far.

Oh! One thing I forgot to post earlier. I am no longer "severely obese", I'm just "obese", according to my BMI. Yea! I'm obese! :smilielol5: I'm excited for the day when I'm just "over weight". ^_~ "Healthy" is too far off at the moment to focus on.
 
I totally think if you increased your water to 100 oz you would see a difference on the scale. I drink a minimum of 100 oz plus my tea. I fill my glass first thing in the morning and try to finish a large glass (20oz) every couple hours. I find it goes down easier (faster) from a glass than a water bottle (just my experience). As soon as I get home in the evening I pour a big glass and put some lemon in it. Try to have a full glass with every meal and then one inbetween meals. Like I mentioned above - the first few days you increase your water you will find it annoying going to the bathroom every 30 min but after a week you won't notice a difference. Hope you have some luck with that!
 
Wooo hoo hello just obese !!! Im still morbidly obese or super obese or whatever they say .... i hate how they put that ...
 
Chubbygirl - I know, I am working on it. I mentioned this before, but I hate water unless it's ice cold. And by that, I mean cold enough to actually form ice. And I hate the taste of the tap water here. So part of the issue is that I have to bring my water from our Britta at home (or drink the room temp tap water out of the fountain. :ack2: ). Excuses, I know. I'm trying to find my other water bottle so I can part-freeze one just enough to keep it cold for the morning at work, then have the other ready to go at home that I can grab at lunch for the afternoon. They are about 20oz. And I really need to make a point to drink a big glass with every meal. I don't now. I'll work on it though, and let you know. Thanks for the advice! ^_^

Muzic lover - lol, I know what you mean. The site I use had: Underweight, Healthy, Overweight, Obese, Severely Obese and Morbidly Obese. I don't know where the BMI cut offs were for those though, but I have it at home. I'll let you know. I have to get down to about 180 to be "Overweight". I think that will be my next mini goal after the "20 pounds by Easter" is done.
 
Chubbygirl - I know, I am working on it. I mentioned this before, but I hate water unless it's ice cold. And by that, I mean cold enough to actually form ice. And I hate the taste of the tap water here. So part of the issue is that I have to bring my water from our Britta at home (or drink the room temp tap water out of the fountain. :ack2: ). Excuses, I know. I'm trying to find my other water bottle so I can part-freeze one just enough to keep it cold for the morning at work, then have the other ready to go at home that I can grab at lunch for the afternoon. They are about 20oz. And I really need to make a point to drink a big glass with every meal. I don't now. I'll work on it though, and let you know. Thanks for the advice! .

I do remember reading that sorry! It's so funny because I can't drink water that is ice cold - I like it room temp. I think you have a good idea by having another one ready to grab at lunch - that will help. And maybe put the one you used in the morning in at lunch so it's ready for when you get home. They have some bigger bottles out there too so maybe if you see a sale pick some up. They don't have a fridge or freezer at your office where you could put a britta or ice cube trays? The water cooler at my work is so cold that I have to poor it and then wait 30 min before I can drink it - too bad we couldn't switch water coolers!
 
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