Thanks girls, I.C. - I did stay to the end of the credits, and it is an important "development" in my opinion. That's all I'll say since Spelin hasn't seen it yet.
Anyway, you may have noticed my ticker (or maybe not) has become a lovely sea turtle swimming past 202 now. I say "past" since I plan to pass it soon, but this morning I was, in fact, 202 again, and so I'm accepting it. I was a little bad last night, but more from a nutritional standpoint than from overall calories. I'm all about making healthy nutritious choices...until I get emotionally upset. Then I'm all about dessert.
So for dinner last night I ate half a brownie (split w/ the fiance) and a cannoli, and then 1 Tbsp of peanut butter on a wasa cracker and 4 whole grain graham crackers w/ honey. Part of the problem was that I was starving and had only eaten 750 or so calories by 5pm, and part of it was my bad day. I didn't likely exceed my 1850 calories (I don't really know, but we split the brownie, the cannoli had ricotta cheese, cranberries and about 12 chocolate chips in it, and the peanut butter, crackers & honey all had exactly 235 calories). Plus while I was talking to my mom on the phone I ate a serving of "wow" chips - the olestra pringles w/ no fat. That was 70 calories. So I had about 700-800 calories to cover that half a brownie and the cannoli - which wasn't huge by the way. The brownie was kinda huge, but under 4" square for sure. (and about 3/4" thick before the butter pecan icing) OK, so maybe that was bad, but at least I split that one! I'm not worried about it. I can take a few extra calories and as long as it's not a regular habit I'll still keep moving ahead. I'm just disappointed that all my good healthy habits go out the window when I'm upset.
I had a run scheduled w/ my new buddy, but she canceled today & rescheduled for next week. I think I'll keep our appointment anyway just to keep myself in a routine that has been working for me.