MGB's Diary: "Clean Your Plate," they said.

dont even sweat it girlie......i think everyone has variations in their weight for some reason or another. completely normal!! and by the way.... you are so beautiful!!

Rena
 

hell... my pants fell the fuck off the other day at the gym. WTF????

Welcome to the club! You're an official member now.:biggrinjester:



So Sean wakes up and I tell him.. then I started to cry. Shit. I hate crying. I told him my biggest fear is "Slipping and being fat." He then brought up a time when we were living in Hawaii. He ever remembered the exact place, what I was wearing, etc. (Quite impressive for a man who can't remember wtf he ate for dinner the night before.) He spoke of a time where I was ~200+ lbs crying in the car, because no matter what I did, I just could not lose weight. Then he brought up how far I've come and to not forget how proud he is of me.

That's a good man right there!






You're a weightloss success story already, remember that. You can own that challenge because you have the determination to do anything you set your mind to. I wish I had half that ability.
If the scale isn't cooperating right now, don't worry, it will. You will make it go down on ya! Yeah I said go down:biggrinjester:
 
Hey hun,

Don't be so hard on yourself. This whole game of losing weight is a process. If I didn't keep telling myself that, I would go insane. I haven't lost a pound in a while, however, my body has changed a lot. I just try to look at the accomplishments I've already made. I also remember this time last year I was pushing maximum density at almost 250lbs, I was a sweaty bastard all the time, and my thighs were so fat they were rubbing holes between the legs of my jeans (seriously, like 4 pairs, lol). Now, I don't have to worry about any of that shit.

I also think writing out workouts will help too. I'm about to jump on board for doing that as well. More times than not, if I write something down and plan on doing it, I usually end up actually doing it. For some reason I like to cross things of lists (OCD)...

Excited for the BCBG dress in the afters. You-a speaka mya language-a! :)

Take Care,
-Sam
 
So, will you be going unintentionally goth to this event, like Sean's graduation?

And honey, you are already "banging as fuck!"

My husband was looking over my shoulder one night and said "Hey, who's the hot Asian chick? Do you actually KNOW her?" (He has a huge, huge Asian/Polynesian fetish. I'm actually suprised he married me, as I totally do not fit his general "hot chick" category.) It was pics you posted a while back in the "fake titties taste funny shirt."

And yes, my husband and I do comment on people's hotness to one another, with no jealousy. We are not blind, and neither of us are stupid enough to think the other is! We sometimes argue over if someone is hot or not. (Mainly Sienna Miller, who I think is adorable and he thinks is skanky, and Johnny Depp, who I think is hot and he thinks is old!)
 
Hey there skinny minnie!!
Are you SUPER BOWLING it up???
No teams I like is in it so blahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!Have a nice
day oh and by the way "YOU ROCK" Tammy:cheers2:
 

I just joined that Body Transformation Contest here on the forum. I haven't taken my actual measurements (myself) in fackin' forever. However, I was just recently fitted for a custom corset by a new seamstress (in town). She took my measurements (2nd week of January):

chest= 40 1/2"
underbust= 34"
waist= 30"
hips= 40 3/4"



Sheryl, we have the same measurements...I just took mine last week (mostly to see if I am wearing the right size bra after reading that most women are NOT....) That tripped me out seeing the same numbers...

AND...girlfriend...I have gone through the same deal with measurements and my weight just doing crazy stuff like yours!!!! I KNOW EXACTLY how depressing and maddening it is to have that happen.

You have come so far and are doing great. I wish there was something else I could say or do that would help erase your disappointment.

I have to remember to look back at where I began...to keep my progress in perspective when I am daunted by these bumps in the road (that feel like fricken mountains)!

*hugs*

Beth
 
chest= 40 1/2"
underbust= 34"

That's a ton of hangin meat!!! If you could learn to flex/bounce 'em like I can (and I bet steve can), you could make an asston of money as a street performer.
 
Hey:)

Thanks for the compliment on the avatar. It was time for a good one. I think starting a "getting fierce for summer" challenge would be cool. I've never done a challenge on here before but always kind of wanted to. No better time than now, because when I finally do get my abs to "rise above" once again, I'm going to post them all over this website, LOL!

Aw, hell. It just started snowing here again. I am sooooo sick of winter. I need some sunshine ASAP.

Take care,
Sam
 
Hey, were you in Austin recently? I swear I saw you the other day in the parking lot getting into a car at whole foods.

Last time I checked in your fathers/granddads graves were being desecrated. That turn out alright?
 
Oh Sheryl? Where the hell are you? Dammit, you better not be buying a house without consulting with me first..hahaha. Seriously, feel free to call me if you have any questions. I don't want my darling Sugar Snatch to get anything but a fabulous deal. :)
 
Need to Rant... or just throw shit out, b/c I feel like ass

Hey everyone,

earlier I was in my usual weird, happy ass mood... that is until I received a heartbreaking email from one of my closest friends in Hawaii, Kendra. Kendra and I met one another at a local goth club back in the days. (~9 years ago) Over the years, I've seen her with some of the creepiest fuckers ever.. that is, until she met Calvin. Calvin was not only handsome, but he treated her like an absolute Queen. I loved the hell out of the kid and I've never seen Kendra so happy. Ever. Also, he had a thing for "big girls" so that's why we ALLLLL loved him. haha I just always remember him saying, "Sheryl... I swear, you are COOL as SHIT, mama!" That would always make me laugh.

Anyways, plain and simple: Calvin was sent to Iraq a few months back. Kendra just found out that Calvin was killed when his Stryker was bombed Friday. My poor Kendra. Bah... this sucks ass. Here's to you, Calvin.. for being one of the most amazing men I've had the pleasure of knowing and wrestling with me during our debauchery filled weekends.

Love you, Calvin Doll.

-Sheryl
 
how many americans to die before our asshole president gets out of office? Its not fair and it is a shame.....i hate bush....seriously.
hope your friend is ok and she is in my prayers.
 
Oh Sheryl, It breaks my heart to hear this. Calvin sounds like he was an A+ guy! My condolences go out to Kendra and my gratitude for Calvin's service to our country. Hugs for you, sweetie...
 
Hey everyone,

earlier I was in my usual weird, happy ass mood... that is until I received a heartbreaking email from one of my closest friends in Hawaii, Kendra. Kendra and I met one another at a local goth club back in the days. (~9 years ago) Over the years, I've seen her with some of the creepiest fuckers ever.. that is, until she met Calvin. Calvin was not only handsome, but he treated her like an absolute Queen. I loved the hell out of the kid and I've never seen Kendra so happy. Ever. Also, he had a thing for "big girls" so that's why we ALLLLL loved him. haha I just always remember him saying, "Sheryl... I swear, you are COOL as SHIT, mama!" That would always make me laugh.

Anyways, plain and simple: Calvin was sent to Iraq a few months back. Kendra just found out that Calvin was killed when his Stryker was bombed Friday. My poor Kendra. Bah... this sucks ass. Here's to you, Calvin.. for being one of the most amazing men I've had the pleasure of knowing and wrestling with me during our debauchery filled weekends.

Love you, Calvin Doll.

-Sheryl

This breaks my heart. I am so sorry for yours and Kendra's loss. Calvin sounds like he was an amazing man, an obvious hero.

It must have been a large IED to take out a Stryker. I hope he felt no pain.

Here's to all our men and women in the armed forces! :cheers2: Where would we be without them?
 
Yet another reason to get the heck out of there NOW. I'm so sorry to hear about poor Calvin. What a sad fate for such a wonderful young man.
 
Hey Sheryl,

Very sorry to hear about yours and Kendra's loss. He sounded like a very upstanding, awesome guy. "Only the Good Die Young" by Billy Joel pops in my head...

My heartfelt condolences,
-Sam
 
I'm so sorry about Calvin. :( That is so sad, that Kendra finally found a good one, and he was taken away far too soon. I agree with everything everyone else said. :grouphug::grouphug::grouphug:
 
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